Chapter 661

Who doesn't want to be a normal person and have a normal relationship?

I know uncle's intention clearly. He can't find a solution in that unhappy marriage, so he will keep me outside and leave all the so-called questions to me.

So how can I be innocent?

I took a deep breath, drew back tears, and continued, "sister song, don't you also want to be a recognized wife in the Qin family, so you still insist on divorce after three years of grievance. Your abortion is the last fuse, which is the last rope leading to your divorce. In fact, your marriage has been in crisis for a long time. What about me and my uncle? I'm not a fool. I know how complicated things are. I know how Uncle treats this relationship. But I'm a person, I'm not a tool, and I don't want to be a tool that others can manipulate. I'm fed up with being manipulated by others, and I want to be free. "

Song Xiaoyu was stabbed to the pain by me, and her face suddenly changed. It was too late for me to apologize.

She nodded weakly and said, "yes, you're right. My life is in a mess. Why should I judge you? This matter I I don't care. You can take good care of yourself. I'll see you another day. Well If you want to go, I'll help you. I know that freedom can't be lost. What's the point of living without freedom, right? "

She was a little flustered and rummaged in the room for something. At last, she picked up a bag on the head of my bed and left.

I stare at her leaving back, the swing door seems to open with me, laughing at my shamelessness. Song Xiaoyu is also a victim. Why do I have to sprinkle salt on her wound?

I took a deep breath, cried for a while, calmed down and began to think about how to leave here.

Last time I was hospitalized, my uncle found someone to look at me, but I still escaped to look for Shijian. This time, no one looked at me, but I couldn't get away. I was worried when I looked at my two legs with thick plaster cast. Unless I have a pair of wings to fly, I really can't leave now.

The next day, uncle came.

He wore the suit he always liked to wear, but the shoes were very bright. It seemed that they were newly bought. I knew the brand. I said before that the shoes of this brand were very good-looking and suitable for uncle's taste. All the shoes he bought later were from this company.

He sat down, put down the phone and put it on the bedside cupboard. Then he said, "are you better?"

His voice is a bit hoarse. It's the kind of hoarse voice that has been roaring for a long time. It seems that people are also very tired and have heavy eye circles. It should be that they didn't sleep all night.

I used to think he was pathetic, but now I feel hateful.

I said, "uncle, do you think my Bai you is a very important tool?"

I asked him straight to the point, these questions I have been in my mind for a long time, like a thorn stabbing my skin, pain I am weak, now I finally muster up the courage to say, even if I get the answer is still called me black and blue, I still want to know the exact answer.

He was stunned for a moment, shaking his head, "No."

I didn't believe it and continued, "in your heart, who is the really important person?"

He was stunned again, opened his mouth and didn't speak.

I remember song Xiaoyu always said that women are actually very smart, but sometimes they are very soft hearted, especially in the face of the people they like. That's why there are women who are so hurt.

I think I'm one of them.

I was hurt, not because I didn't know, but because I knew he hurt me, I didn't want to admit it.

Seeing that he hesitated so much, I said the answer for him, "Liu ran, right? The woman you've been thinking about, but still can't get, right? Uncle, you and I don't need to lie. I know a lot of things, and you don't need to hide them from me. I know a lot of things, and I know them, even better than the one you know. "

He stared at my face with burning eyes. There was a fire in it. He didn't know whether he wanted to lose his temper or what he wanted. He just felt that this kind of expression was strange to me. It was a kind of peace after the storm.

I took a deep breath, wiped away my tears and continued, "you think I'm a tool to exclude loneliness and miss. In your heart, I'm just a person who can breathe. I have no thought and can't choose to leave. I think you're the whole. You think my world will collapse without you. What's more, no matter who you are, it doesn't matter to me. It's just a matter of time If you were a woman, you would be nice to that person, wouldn't you? "

I'm very excited. At last, my whole body is shaking. In this way, I feel depressed in my heart for a long time. I almost think that I should be taken for granted by him.

He has been silent, I said a lot of repeated words, and at the end I didn't know what I was saying.

I can't cry, wipe the tears can still flow down, in the end don't know what he said, more don't know whether he heard clearly.Finally, I wiped my nose and said, "uncle, let me go, OK? I don't want to live in the shadow of others, and I don't want to be your mistress. I want to have my own life. Since I have only one tool to get to you, I have reached the deadline now. Let me go, OK

I almost begged to say that. I just want to leave. I don't want to face such humiliating treatment any more. I'm fed up with it.

Maybe I don't like Uncle enough, but at least, I have a little bit of self-esteem.

But I still can't get half a response from my uncle.

Endless quiet, as if my words fell into a never climb out of the black hole, which is full of noise and conspiracy, with a knife, mercilessly stabbed into my body again and again.

But all this, still need to answer, his performance, has been enough.

“…… Xiaoyou, your illness needs three months of cultivation. I will come to see you regularly, OK? " He said.

Through the extremely quiet air, I heard such a irrelevant words, as if he suddenly blew a very empty bubble on me, and I didn't care to gently pierce it, leaving only a white mist evaporated by the air, blocking my sight.

He gently breathed, stood up, took out a phone from his pocket, put it in my arms, turned and went out. When he came to the door, he wanted to think of something. Standing still, with his back to me, he looked like a statue, lonely and monotonous.

"Xiaoyou, take good care of yourself. I'll come back tomorrow."

I don't know how I told myself to be quiet. Even now, it's like not having these two legs and running away.

Late at night, the phone he gave me rang. It was a string of numbers. I didn't answer it, and I didn't have the heart to confirm the source of the phone. I stared at the number and called in again and again. I stopped and continued to call. I repeated it several times and finally calmed down.

Half an hour later, when the door of the ward opened, the leather shoes all looked a little anxious and gave a sharp scream on the ground. Uncle breathed worried. He came over and looked at me carefully. When he saw that I had nothing to do, he vomited and said, "it's OK!"

But how can I be ok?

I said, "uncle, what good is it for you to encircle me like this? Between us, it's not as important as the pen you use, is it? "

He frowned at me, except for the familiar smell, I looked at him as if I were looking at a stranger.

I don't think there is any secret to hide between us. Even if he regards me as a tool, it is also a tool he trusts most.

But his performance told me that all this was just my wishful thinking, and there was no relationship between us.

"Uncle, I know your secret if you don't tell me. I..." After a pause, I still didn't tell him about my peeking at his wechat. Anyway, it's already like this. No matter how much I say, it's useless. If I can't get the answer, he won't let me go, but my heart is not here long ago. I want to leave completely.

Unexpectedly, he didn't say anything. He just asked the doctor to do a simple examination for me. When he came back, he said, "I'll stay with you."

I frowned at him.

But he laughed and told me, "I'm not sure you're here alone. Anyway, I have nothing to do. It's better to stay and talk with you."

Accompany me, how long can he accompany me?

"Uncle, after you get married, you will be someone else's husband. It's nothing to do with me. We should keep a distance, right?"

Anyway, I didn't expect him to say anything, and I certainly couldn't get the answer I wanted, but he must have heard what I said. Now that I've said so much, I don't care to say more. After a moment's silence, I continued, "I know who I am and where I am, so I know what I want to do and don't do. Before Qin Nai asked me to be his spy to steal things from you. I did it and realized my mistake. I regretted that I didn't do the stealing afterwards, and he didn't look for me. Later, Jin Fan asked me to come back to you and take advantage of your kindness to me. If she wanted to get back her lost shares, she would also help you, but I didn't agree, because I knew that we would not have a good result. Uncle, no matter how good you are to me, it won't help, you know? "

His brow with my words more wrinkle more tight, can always, still did not tell me a word.

I talk to myself like a fool, tired, also sleepy, deliberately back to him, I and he are always like this, separated by an ocean.

I remember song Xiaoyu told me that there were two mountains between her and qinnai, and the peak was not high, but the real reason why they couldn't get together was that they couldn't let each other go.

They still fall in love freely. In the end, they don't go their separate ways. What about me? I'm separated from my uncle. I'm afraid it's not only an ocean, but also the whole galaxy.

"Xiaoyou."

Uncle called me behind me. I pretended not to hear him, but my ears still stood up to hear what he said to me.After being quiet for a while, I didn't hear him say a word to me. I know that sometimes I wonder if he really thinks that I am a tool that can breathe and speak, but I am not a tool. I have thoughts. My brain turns slowly and I am still a brain. My heart is also made of meat. I also feel pain and sadness. Can't he feel it?

Gradually sleepy attack, I do not know what he said later, confused to hear him say Liu ran, said for a while to see I did not respond, also did not say.

But I still remember that.

He said, "some things I said are not good for you. You just need to be by my side. As for other things I think it will take some time. "

Ambiguous words, just like a knife reverberating in my heart, I don't know how to take a swing to break my heart, blood dripping, pain of my whole body twitch.

I am a person, but he treats me as an object.