She pointed to the wall behind me, across a wall is Wang Xin.
She didn't say the rest of her words. She just continued to tell me with a smile, "I've got a lot of good cosmetics recently. You can try them when you have time. I'll ask Qin Xiao for money later. You should go out more, you know?"
Her eyes were burning, shining, looking at me, smiling, and patting me on the shoulder, as if to remind me of something.
She sat for a while before she left in a hurry.
And I hold the box, heart sad, always did not have the courage to open the box she gave me.
I misunderstood Xiao ran and underestimated his heart for me, but what about me? What shall I do?
I hesitated, hesitated, in the end did not have the courage to open the box to see.
I can't protect myself now. I don't want to involve anyone. Uncle didn't want to hurt him so much. Don't say he was so good and innocent.
In the evening, the little nurse came to ask me to go downstairs for dinner. He said that Wang Xin cooked my favorite ribs in person. After listening to this, I was surprised. Can she still cook?
The little nurse knew I was curious, so he wrote it and told me. He handed it to me with a notebook. I took it and looked at some ugly words she wrote, "that elder sister will cook, but it's inconvenient. It's hard to cook on her back. I tasted it and it tastes good. Would you like to eat some? General manager Qin has explained that there can be no conflict. I don't know what to do to avoid conflict, but I still think it's good for you to go down and have dinner with that elder sister, isn't it? "
When I looked up at her, I suddenly got a little confused about whether she was uncle's person or someone else's spy. Some of her practices really made me unable to see what was done to maintain the peace of the family.
If I go downstairs to have dinner, will it make the atmosphere better?
I'm a woman brought back by my uncle. Wang Xin is his wife. Don't you think this family is abnormal?
In the old days, such a thing would not happen. At that time, even families with wives and concubines had to live separately, but we were in the same house. It's incredible to think about it. Let alone a modern society with civilized development.
When I think about it, I feel cold on my back. I shake my head and say, "no, I don't feel comfortable. I don't want to go down. You can push me. I don't feel comfortable. I don't want to drink water now, so I don't want to eat."
Give the book back to her. I lie down and pull up the quilt. I don't want to. The candy bag that song Xiaoyu sent to me just now is exposed.
I was shocked and immediately covered up. I didn't know if the little nurse found out. She continued to smile, squinted, bowed her head and quickly wrote something. Then she held up the book and showed me, "I'll refuse. I'll make you what you want to eat. My cooking is also good."
I was stunned for a while. I was a little absent-minded. I secretly looked at the piece of candy outside, and my heart beat.
She flashed her eyes, continued to smile, and continued to write, "what do you want to eat, I'll make it for you."
I faltered for a while, shaking my head, "no, I want to sleep, you go out first, I'll call you when I'm hungry."
She nodded and turned away with a smile.
I was in a cold sweat. I hid the candy and put a piece in my mouth. It was Hami melon flavor. It was thick, sweet and a little astringent.
I put the rest of the candy on the bottom of the drawer, covered with a thick book, and choked on the box under the pillow. I was sure that no one would find it.
Very late in the evening, I fell asleep, and there was a smell of candy in my mouth. I felt the water on the tea table and had a drink. I saw the box on the table.
My heart clapped.
I clearly remember that the box was under my pillow. Why is it still on the table now?
I got up and looked at the room without any change. It was the first two big rooms. I didn't know what happened.
This is uncle's room. There are few people who can come in. It can be said that there is almost no me. The little nurse hardly knocks when she comes in. But she should have a voice when she comes in. Why didn't I hear it at all?
I am worried, it seems that there is no secret here.
Before, I wanted not to read what Xiao ran wrote for me. Now it seems that I can't read it first.
I immediately took out the book, turned to the first page, which is a row of neat and beautiful words, but also pasted a lovely pattern, people like it all at once.
I began to read patiently, in which Xiao ran wrote a poem I had never seen before, and I repeated that the second page was the main body.
Wrote: Xiaoyou, last time I left without saying goodbye, I'm really sorry, I know that my departure will bring you safety, but I've been worried about whether you really live well, so I took the initiative to read your diary. It's good that you are delicate and a good child, but I didn't meet someone who can save you later. I really hope I am the one you can trust. Unfortunately, in your heart, there has been another person who asks you to give sincerely, but fortunately, I can have the chance to be your friend.
There is only one purpose for me to write so much. I can help you. If you want to leave, I can help you. It's just inconvenient to contact. I don't know if song Xiaoyu is trustworthy. At least I can contact you temporarily. This is my email address. You can write to me and I will reply immediately after seeing it.How much money do you need? I have prepared enough cash for you and will give you enough financial support after you leave.
In addition, I hope you can think clearly that the uncle you can't put down in your heart doesn't really care for you. Maybe he really thinks you are a tool, but it's also an unimportant position. I'm sure you'll be very sad to say that, but these are the truth. As a man, I deeply know what a man needs most in his heart sometimes, in the face of many benefits In front of Yi, he will give up everything, take what he doesn't want most, and fulfill his dream. I've seen such unscrupulous behavior. I just hope that the uncle you met is not such a person, but the damage has been caused. I hope you can stop loss in time.
Finally, Xiaoyou, I'm your best friend. Please don't be on guard against me. I'll give you the most favorable help. Remember to write to me. We often contact each other.
Ah, those candy, I hope it's the only advantage to support you through this unhappy period. Take care!
After watching it, I burst into tears.
In my whole life, I have never felt valued in such a society. I don't want to be cared so much by a strange man I met by chance.
Lying on the quilt, I cried for a long time, and the sob startled Wang Xin next door. I was barely shocked when someone knocked on the door repeatedly.
Later, uncle's phone call came in, and I put away my irritability.
Uncle on the other end of the phone was worried and asked me, "what's the matter?"
I choked and said, "uncle, I just have a nightmare. I'm ok. You When are you coming back? "
Uncle breathed and then said, "I'm going to spend a few days. Do you miss me? Do you feel better now? Do you feel sick? "
I know that uncle cares about me. Compared with Wang Xin next door, I believe that he is sincere to me. But I think of the estranged night before he left, and I can't accept his kindness to me because of the hard voice coming from next door. In the past, I must have followed him regardless of everything, but now, I flatly refuse to say, "uncle, I don't want to go to you, I have nightmares. You are so busy there, don't worry about me."
Uncle whispered, and then said, "when I'm finished, I'll take you out for a walk. You can bear it for a while. I know it's not comfortable to live at home."
Of course he knows. Uncle knows much more than I know. I think he has found the box on my desk. He should know what song Xiaoyu said when she came here. It seems that the little nurse doesn't know anything, but in fact, it's exciting. What should be reported will never be concealed.
I smile, "know, uncle, I hang up first, I want to go downstairs to eat something."
He told me two more words. I don't know what he said to the little nurse. In the evening, the little nurse made my favorite cake.
I look at the Matcha cake in the shape of asking for salary, and my mood is complicated.
This taste was recommended to me by qinnai before. Later, my uncle said that I learned how to make it when I liked it, but my taste was not very good all the time. Every time I made it, my uncle always tasted authentic. Before uncle is also very rare to do once, I eat nature is happy, but now?
I couldn't shake my head. I lost my appetite.
I don't know when everything about uncle has changed, including some things I usually like.
Before I like to wear white dress, now I began to like to wear shirt jeans, before I like to drink soup, eat hot pot, now see these two things on nausea.
I was melancholy, shook my head, pushed away the food that the little nurse sent me, got up, pulled a piece of clothes, and walked out.
No accident, the little nurse followed me, in a hurry, stepping on the soft lawn, and the sound of Sasha followed a night owl who was ready to catch me. For her, I am not disgusted, but I really want to be quiet for a while, can't it be like this?
I immediately turned to stop, said to her, "go back, I want to walk alone, do not follow me, I will not run, you see I can run now?"
She stood silent and frowned at me for a long time.
I took a few steps, looked back at her, and saw that she didn't keep up, so I went on.
Walking fast, legs still have some pain, bear the same pain, I walked for a long time, but never out of the big yard.
Sitting under some desolate sun umbrella, I lay on the edge of the pool, looking at the stars all over the sky. Here, it's really a cage for people. Only the sky above my head is my world.
Quiet down can be very good to think about the problem, I began to plan my own future.
I didn't know before that, in fact, I can have a future of my own. My life, everything I have and everything I have are all decided by me.
Hearing the footsteps, I knew that the little nurse came with me again.
I turned to look at her and waved to her. She hesitated and followed me.
I said, "how much does uncle pay you to follow me all the time? You can cook, you can talk, you can do a lot of things, you should be hard to get hired, right? Did uncle give you a very expensive salaryShe laughed and then wrote, "no money, uncle is my own uncle, don't you know?"