I shake my head, tears in the end or gush out, helpless I will be crazy, why I want so simple, get so difficult?
"Uncle!"
He came over and grabbed my hand. I didn't have the strength to earn twice. He easily took the knife from my hand, turned around and casually pulled me out of the sink.
I was pressed on the sofa, he went to move the medicine box, sat down again, looked down for the gap between the medicine and the tonic, and told me, "I know you hate me now, but it's already like this. At least I want to ensure your safety. You repel me, I understand. That's why I ask you to move out. I don't know what's on your mind, but I can't hurt you like this. You... " After a pause, he turned around and looked at me with a frown. He grabbed my hand and kneaded it gently in the palm of his hand. After a long silence, he continued, "I just want you to be safe. Is it difficult? Xiaoyou, stop it. I'm in a dilemma. If you have to find Xiao ran, I won't stop you, but at least before it's over, you know? Xiao ran can't give you enough protection. In the Qin family, everyone knows how important you are to me. Qinnai wants to use you to steal wills from me. Zhangke wants to kill you to get rid of future troubles and not reveal the secrets of the Qin family. Golden fan is used to threaten me when you are a condition. Many people want to get benefits from you. When you go out, what can I do to ensure your safety? Tell me? "
I I was speechless for a moment.
Did I blame him wrong?
He dipped in some liquid medicine and rubbed it gently on my neck. It hurt a little.
When it's clean, he pulls open the band aid and sticks it on gently. Behind me will hold me in my arms, very weak breathing.
He didn't speak any more, just quietly leaning on the sofa, holding me, lost in thought.
I can feel uncle's dilemma. It seems that protecting me has become a huge burden on his shoulder, but he doesn't want to take it off. Even under my countless resistance, he is still doing it at ease.
I buried my head in his chest, quietly listening to the heavy heartbeat, looking for this quiet.
At night, I fell asleep in his arms. I don't know when he also fell asleep. Shuangshuang was awakened by the cold wind at night, and he carried me upstairs.
I lazily hide in his arms, smelling the good smell on my body.
"Xiao you, take off your clothes and go to sleep, be obedient!"
I vaguely en way, "good!" She took off her skirt, turned over, pulled on the quilt and went back into his arms.
He sighed and told me, "I know all about it, but I can't do anything with her. I know that you are wronged. You can only take this opportunity to ask her to move away. You can live in peace only if there is no conflict between you, you know? "
I nodded heavily, blocking his lips, thinking about the intricacies.
Uncle's position is that he is a husband and the successor of the Qin family. In front of and behind him, he has heavy responsibilities, including family, company, career and rights. He wants a bowl of water to be even, but no matter what, the ultimate goal is to protect me.
I'm just a tool for him.
That's all. I'm satisfied.
"Uncle, then I'll leave." I whispered to remind him.
He didn't answer, just quietly holding me, this inseparable mood slowly evaporated from the body, like a thick fog in the air, wrapping US Jingjing.
We all know that separation is necessary, but before separation, we should try to please each other.
He protects me. I take care of him.
The next morning, the door was knocked hard, a huge voice came in, we were awakened.
Qin Xiaozi turned over and yelled, "where did you come from?"
Uncle rubbed his eyes, rolled out of bed and put on his clothes. He went to the window and had a look outside. The sun was dazzling and projected on the bed. My skin was hot and painful.
Uncle said to the monitor microphone, "at home, wait a minute, we'll come out right away."
"Oh Song Xiaoyu sighed weakly and muttered, "did I disturb them? Whatever it is, it's all here. I want to be at ease when I see talents. "
I laughed, "sister song, I'm ok. It's the first time you've seen me since you got up so early."
She said with a smile, "no, no, I'm very hardworking recently. Get up quickly. I'll see if you have something to do. I heard that you were stabbed by a needle? This Wang Xin, he is a cripple, just want to make others become disabled? Come out and let me have a look. "
I have a look at the back of my hand. It's a lot better, but there's still some dark skin, but it doesn't hurt any more.
I don't care to say, "it's OK, much better."
Uncle suddenly turned to look at me, eyes dignified, asked in a low voice, "needle poke? Where, let me see! "
So uncle doesn't know about it?
Song Xiaoyu also heard it and roared into the microphone, "qinnai, you are so You are still not a man. You don't know that your woman was executed. If I hadn't gone to the hospital to see your little niece first, I don't know the details of this. "Uncle all over a Lin, turned and hurried away, a long time later in the downstairs came his roar, "give me at home, don't go out, I'll go back."
An hour later, song Xiaoyu came up from the downstairs. The phone was out of power. She found out the charger from her bag and plugged it in. Then she turned back and said to me, "it's OK. Qin Nai just went to the company. He had a cooperation with the Wang family before, but now it's cancelled. There's no loss. It seems that he asked the Wang family to sign a contract. Anyway, it's not a bad thing. Don't worry?"
But I just feel uneasy. I think it's a bad thing.
Song Xiaoyu comforted me a few more words before leaving in the afternoon. I was really worried about my uncle. After several phone calls, my uncle told me that I was OK and finally came back ahead of time.
Uncle a face tired, drink up the water I handed him, "it's OK, want to live as long as you live."
Although I really want to leave, I am very happy to hear that.
With a tired smile, he stroked my forehead and told me, "I was negligent. I thought Forget it, don't mention it. You can go wherever you want in the future. You can go out to play if you want. We just have to be together, you know? As for Xiao ran He has a girlfriend. Don't disturb him. Be obedient
I know about Xiao Ran's girlfriend, but I didn't ask exactly before, but I can walk around at will, and I really want to go to Xiao ran to confirm it.
But after thinking all night, I decided not to disturb Xiaoran's life.
The next morning, I hid the book and candy he gave me, put on my backpack and went to song Xiaoyu's beauty salon.
Her beauty salon has expanded a lot, added a lot of items, and added a large machine at the end of the corridor, whirring around. I don't know what's behind the machine, but beautiful women come out from time to time, smiling and satisfied.
Song Xiaoyu didn't introduce me. She just took me to the beauty salon. When she came out an hour later, she took me to the hair salon again. The hairdresser asked me what kind of hairstyle I needed. I think my black and long straight hair is really old-fashioned. It's better to have a big wave.
When I got out of the beauty salon and asked her to have coffee, I sat down and song Xiaoyu's phone rang.
I saw the name above and knew that she still kept in touch with Qin Nai. I just looked at her face and didn't want to be involved any more.
I didn't ask much, and I didn't want to interrupt. I didn't want to meddle in other people's private affairs, but song Xiaoyu was asking my opinion, "he wants to remarry, do you think I can promise?"
I didn't answer. I looked down at the flower in the coffee. It's a beautiful peony. I don't know which clever person painted it so well. It seems that the flower is blooming on the coffee.
After a while, I took my mind back and shook my head and said, "sister song, I don't know. I'm still a little vague about feelings. I'm just my uncle's lover now. In a bad way, I'm the third child he keeps. I don't have the right to decide. You can decide your own life, so think about it. Other people's opinions may not be useful. "
She smiles and shrugs. After putting down the phone, she takes a sip of coffee and stirs it for a while before saying, "don't say that. You're not a mistress, Xiao San. If you want to talk about the third party, that's Wang Xin. Ah, if I don't mention her, I'm upset when I think of that woman. Let me tell you, actually I want to tell you about Qin Nai's remarriage. I don't have much thought
Her intention is to completely break contact with Qin Nai.
I agree. For nothing else, at least in my opinion, Qin Nai is not worthy of song Xiaoyu. No matter how good their relationship was before, Qin Nai is no longer the progressive Qin Nai. Now he only wants to succeed, but he doesn't make serious efforts. He does a lot of tricks.
I said, "sister song, do you want my opinion?"
She nodded, "I just want to hear your opinion. Let's talk about it. I want to hear a different voice."
I thought for a while before I said, "in fact, if it was me, I would have left him long ago. I don't think it would happen if I was pregnant. I don't know what happened between you. As an outsider, I can't stand him treating a woman he once loved so much. Moreover, sister song, you deserve better. Qinnai doesn't deserve you. "
Song Xiaoyu was stunned for a moment. After a long time, she whispered and told me, "my friends say the same thing, but I Girl, you say, can I really let go completely? "
I don't know if I can let go completely, but if it was me, I would go far away and hide far away.
I said, "sister song, take me and uncle for example. No matter how good he is to me, I will leave completely at a certain time without hesitation. But if I don't leave now, it's not that I don't want to leave, it's that I can't leave. Since you can choose by yourself, why don't you make up your mind? You have to think about the future. "
She laughed, took a bite of the cake, nodded heavily after a while, but said nothing. Looking at her like that, she is still reluctant.
Just like at the beginning, if she really made up her mind to divorce Qin Nai, she would have done so. How could she have asked other people's opinions everywhere? It can only be said that she was still not willing to part.I didn't say any more. I thought that uncle and the whole person I was already upset were uncomfortable. Where can I worry about other people's affairs?
"I'll think it over carefully. Remarriage is definitely not going to happen, but I can't do it for the time being if I completely break contact with him."