The train arrived two hours later. I bought bread and water and sat in the waiting hall waiting restlessly. There were more people here. When the train arrived, there was a long line of people to catch the train. Soon after it was empty, another group of people came.
I stare at the electronic clock on the screen and calculate the last minute I leave here.
The countdown starts. I can get on the train in ten minutes. I'll leave here and never come back.
But the train is late!
The train has been waiting for half an hour to change.
It's summer. It's rainy in the South and North. The train is coming from the north to the south. It's late in the south. Now it's hard to determine the time to get here. The announcer has repeatedly informed us that some people can't wait to change their train tickets.
Holding the train ticket, I felt as if I was on fire. My eyes would come out when I was staring at the train. I didn't believe that I couldn't leave.
Ten minutes later, the time finally changed, and the conductor indicated that the train had entered the station. Because it was an express train, it didn't stop in the middle of the train, so it arrived in Beijing directly.
When I checked in and entered the station, I was a little strange and dull. I crowded in the crowd to look for my car. When I came to the end, I knew that my car was the last one. When I went in to look for my seat, I had already made a gray bearded old man. When he saw me coming, he nodded to me in embarrassment, pulled things and left.
I sat down, opened the board in front of me, put on my water, my book, and a magazine.
The first time I took such a car, I felt very fresh. I was surprised to see it here and interesting to see it there. It didn't take long for the train to start, and my heart finally began to beat wildly.
I stare out of the window, looking at a little bit left the railway station, heart fell to the ground in an instant, fell to pieces.
People always say that parting is the most sad. I can really hear the sound of my heart breaking. I didn't believe it before, but now I believe it. People, my heart will be broken.
Here, I left after all.
At this moment, there was a man sitting next to me with a familiar smell. I turned around and found that it was the old man who had just sat in my seat and came back.
I gave him a polite smile, he also nodded to me, put down the snake skin bag, also don't know what is inside, the taste is very big.
I clean a look, continue to turn to look outside the window, the train flying, running whirring sound, the scenery also see not really.
The master suddenly asked me, "girl, do you still drink that water? I want your name
I was stunned for a moment. I looked at the bottle with half a bottle of water and said, "drink it. I expect I'll finish it before I get off the bus."
He nodded with a smile, leaned on one side of the seat and looked at me with a smile. After a moment of silence, he asked, "where are you going? Do you want to go to college?"
I didn't like to talk to strangers, because I was abducted when I was 13 years old. When I saw strangers again, I didn't like to say anything more even when I asked for directions. But he kept asking me all the time, and I didn't like it. I laughed and said, "Oh, I'm looking for a job."
After a while, he asked, "what are you doing? Isn't Beijing good? There are many opportunities here. You may not be able to get along well when you go to other places."
That's true, but I didn't want to do well. It's good if I don't starve to death. I said, "it's OK, I just Well, hey hey, sir, I'm a little sleepy. I'll sleep for a while. I'm sorry! "
I sorted out my books and lay down on the table. I didn't want to talk to him any more.
I wanted to avoid him, but I fell asleep when I got down.
I don't know how long I slept. The conductor came to check the ticket and called me up. I woke up. Fortunately, I didn't sleep at the station. I had a look at the position beside me. The old man was not there, and there was only a pile of black dust on the seat.
I look down for the ticket, but the ticket is gone, my money is gone, I
I cry, but I have no ticket, no money, where can I go, what should I do?
Fortunately, no one blamed me, just told me to tell the situation at that time, I finished crying, the police helped me to make up the ticket, but I hold the ticket where I can go, I have no money.
I wish I was imprisoned and said that I was a package thief. At least I could have a place to live.
To Tianjin, I at the exit of the station at a loss to see people coming and going, the heart fell to the bottom.
I'm not familiar with the land and have no money. I'm really desperate. Even if I find a job now, it will take me at least one day. Then I'll be hungry for at least two days.
But what am I going to do, what can I do, where am I going, where am I going?
I roar up to the sky.
It's the sky that has cut my way.
I walked around the railway station aimlessly for several times, and finally went to the McDonald's nearby. I was so hungry that I waited for people to eat the rest of the hamburgers, so I took them secretly and left.
After coming out, I hid in a place where no one was, wolfed down and nearly choked.When people are in a desperate situation, they really have no dignity, especially now, I'm really hungry.
When it was dark, I came to the Internet bar near here and saw the recruitment notice posted at the door. I needed a front desk. I padded my feet and looked at it for a while. There was a uncle sitting in it. He hesitated to go in.
Suddenly, I was patted on the shoulder. I turned around in amazement and looked into the eyes of a short man.
I've seen and hated these eyes for many years. After many years, I don't have to look at them any more. Even if I see them, I will walk around and avoid them. Even when I'm very angry and resentful, I will walk over and slap her hard. But who can think that I'm still haunted by these eyes when I leave Beijing and come here The eyes are still so cold and vicious, I really didn't recognize her.
After a while, I just called her, "grandma."
She sneered and snorted, "I thought I was wrong. I heard you cry on the train. I don't think I'll see you in my life. Do you miss you a little too much? In a twinkling of an eye, when you get off the train and see your angry appearance, I know that we are really a family, especially fate. Ha ha ha, what's the matter? Rich people don't want you? Look at your virtue. Do you still want to get ahead with rich people? For the sake of you calling me grandma, I can't leave you alone without dinner? Stealing food? What would you like to eat? "
Grandma is not so kind. I know what she's up to.
When I was in the mountains, she was kind to me, but at that time, she wanted me to seduce my father and ask me to give birth to her grandson. At that time, I would rather be beaten than do such a thing. Fortunately, my father couldn't do it. She knew that she beat me too much, so she beat me to death. She didn't force me any more, so she didn't treat me well after that.
Now she is good to me, she must want to do something about me, but I have left my uncle, and she can't get the money.
She is a little old lady. If she really wants to fight with me, she will not be able to twist me. But now I really can't compete with her. At least I have to feed myself.
I believe the bad guys on the train, so I won't believe her any more.
But now she can give me something to eat.
I said, "grandma, don't you hate me?"
She glared at me and turned to look around. "If you can transfer from here to see your father, if you still have a conscience, you can go with me. At least he has raised you for several years. It's wrong for us to beat you, but we don't get less benefits."
See, see, her purpose is money.
But my dad, I won't go to see it. He died in it. Why should I sympathize with him?
Grandma continued to laugh coldly and looked at me several times, "if you don't go, I don't care about you. I'll starve myself to death, just like those people begging for food. I'm so kind that I'm looking for you. Look at the rich man who used to sleep for half a year. Do you care now? I heard that he was driven out? That's great. I can't serve people, can I? You deserve it
Grandma's mouth has always been the same as a knife. I'm used to it. I don't care if her words are ugly. Anyway, that's the truth. My refutation can't change anything.
I just ate a few mouthfuls of the hamburger left by others, but it's not enough. I'm really hungry now. Seeing her is like seeing a life-saving straw. I can't let it go easily.
But I won't go to my father's side, but I can't go now. It's dark. Why don't I just
I pretended to be embarrassed and said, "do you have to go? I don't want to go
Grandma ha tone, came forward, habitually to wring my flesh, I jumped off the conditioned reflex, her hand fluttered empty, no closer.
She stared at me, and gave me an eye knife, want to go, but still did not go, in the end is angry roar, "little fox spirit, that is your father, you do not go who go? I tell you, if I leave, you can starve to death here. You go to see him and ask him to have a good meal. Last time I went, he talked about you and said that he missed you. How can I say that before you Whether you admit it or not, in the end, you are also a member of our family. "
How can I be a member of their family? Is it my father's daughter-in-law or my father's daughter?
This relationship is uncomfortable and disgusting.
But I
I think it's better to promise her temporarily. It's really not good for me to be tough.
I hissed to take a breath, in order to fill my stomach, I can't care so much, even if I steal some money, anyway, the money is given by my uncle.
I nodded, "I'll go with you, then what?"
"And then? I'll go back to my hometown. You don't want to go? Then I'll be here. Your father will come out in a few months. You can't run away! "
What?
I was shocked. Uncle said that my father would be locked up for several years. Why did he come out in less than a year?
Grandma saw my question, and she took the initiative to explain, "isn't there a kind-hearted person to help us? We were wronged in this case. We appealed several times. Your father's performance was also very good, and the lawyer was also very good. Your father changed the sentence for a year."Before Xiao ran said that uncle did this thing is not very appropriate, I thought it was just a light sentence, but who would have thought that my father would come out now.
But my father was not wronged. Isn't it a true fact? Who would be so hateful to help my father fight a lawsuit?
I asked her, "who is that kind? What's the picture? You don't have money for it. "
She laughed and didn't answer me.