Uncle just sighed and said, "this matter I won't change it for the time being. Xiaoyou, take good care of yourself. I'll go first. "
I'm not willing to pull his hand and fight to death. Today, I can't ask him to leave like this. Since I'm not important, don't sacrifice for me. I don't demand anything. Isn't it OK?
"Uncle."
"Xiaoyou, you don't understand. The things inside are very complicated, not the surface you only see."
Yes, I'm just a stupid person, I can only see the surface of things, but at least I know how to choose, I know how to make myself no longer in a passive position, but he, what do you do? He thought it was Liu ran, but he put the beloved woman in the position of a friend, just used Wang Xin, but gave her a place that belongs to them Wang Xin tried his best to torture me. He wanted me to die. He even took me away for surrogacy in order to get the things in uncle's hand. How can a normal person accept these things? But uncle just took them all down. It seems that it doesn't matter to him at all.
I screamed, "uncle, are you crazy? It's not easy for you to get to today's stage. Why do you want to give up? I Bai you, even four stupid people who are not sensible, know what's important and what's not. I would rather die now than ask you to pay. So, I, I'm not worth it. I'm just a tool, uncle?"
Uncle hard frown, mercilessly shake off my hand, "Bai you, why do you say that?"
Otherwise, how can I say?
I asked, "uncle, isn't that right? What I said is not right. My Bai you is a tool. I don't need any money for any will I want, and I don't expect to do anything important around uncle. I just appreciate uncle's kindness to me, save me from my father, and give me another life. So I want to do what I can do. It's hard Is that the wrong way? "
He seems to be very angry, angry face is like a fire, red red red, about to burn.
He glared at me for a while before he said, "some things are really not what you think. You are not a tool, and Liu Ran is not so important to me. It's just that marriage is marriage. Even if it's not Wang Xin, there will be other people sitting in my wife's seat. Do you understand? "
Of course, I know, politics, economy, many kinds of marriages, people at the top, even if they know they don't want to be unhappy, will still accept it. How many relationships in the world do not continue to be strong only when they are strong and strong together? The story of Cinderella can only be seen on TV. In real life, couples should pay attention to the right match. I know the relationship between me and my uncle It's not right that the door is not the door.
But I've never been extravagant. I just hope to make my uncle live the life I want to live.
"Uncle, I don't want to stay with you. I just hope uncle doesn't give up his own things. I'd rather pay for my life. My life is worthless."
Uncle roared, "Bai you, shut up!"
My shoulder trembled and I looked up blankly.
Uncle's face is full of anger. If I didn't know he didn't drink at this time, I would be angry with him.
He clenched his fist and walked anxiously for several laps before stopping. He sat on the stool again with a thud.
At this time, he took the initiative to hold my hand, gently holding it for a long time and then said, "Liu Ran is not important. I don't know where you heard anything. At least I can tell you that Liu ran and I have never been before, nor now, nor in the past. You said that you saw some shady things in front of my friends. I can guarantee that those may not be my true feelings I never thought you were a tool to vent. Yes, some things are really sad, but you should know, these are all forced, between the choices, I made the best plan for everyone. Do you understand? "
The best plan? What's that?
I don't understand. I really don't understand. Uncle doesn't want to say a lot. Even if he told me, it's just a few words. I don't want to dig deep into his heart. Anyway, we won't have a result. Let me go this time, and I won't come again. Just ask him not to change anything because of me.
I nodded clearly, and the anger in my heart disappeared.
In the face of uncle's explanation, although there is still no same simple perfunctory, I am satisfied.
At least I know that in my uncle's opinion, I am not a tool for venting, and the words I should not see may not be sincere. All this is enough.
I have always been uncomfortable in the heart is not these, so, for the time being, live too clear, but called each other tired.
But I still want to say, "uncle, is your will cancelled? I don't need it."
He didn't say a word. Nothing I said ever got any affirmation from him. Therefore, this is the only way between us.
I nodded gently and tried to pull my hand out of uncle's palm. "Uncle, I know, I know. Then you go back first. I want to have a rest."
Uncle looked down at my hand, his brow was still wrinkled, his face eased a lot, but he was still angry.After a long time, he said, "Liu ran and I were only college classmates. She was the flower of the school at that time, so she naturally got a lot of attention. Later, she married the eldest son of a foreign business spy through blind date. After marriage, it was pretty good, but in recent years, because of her family's failure and her husband's incompatibility, she went to the decline. After divorce not long ago, she returned to China and began to manage the family business I just helped in there
Well, the significance of this help is different. Late at night, I fell on my body to breathe, but what I never forget is Liu ran. Who can decide this idea and who can confirm it? Uncle lied, right? What he said has nothing to do with Liu ran. In fact, it's just his self deception.
"She's a woman who takes care of her children and runs the family business. All her classmates help. I can't just sit back and ignore her."
I nodded heavily, as if more than uncle to identify the truth of these lies in his mouth.
"Uncle, I know."
He glanced at me, took a deep breath, and then gently shook my hand, "I'll see you off when you recover."
After all, I'm going to leave here.
Uncle, uncle, we really can only end with parting.
I was supposed to leave in five days, but on the fourth day, something happened again.
Xiao ran came to see me. He asked song Xiaoyu for many days and told him where I was. I was surprised to see him. At first, he said my words were so ugly, but now he came to see me. I don't know what was in his heart.
He didn't explain to me or apologize to me. He just told me, "I heard that you had an accident. I was very worried. I was looking for you the day you left. Fortunately, you're OK."
I smile awkwardly, looking at his appearance, there is a kind of unspeakable rejection, Xiao Ran has been in my heart as a sunshine youth, but because of the previous quarrel, the words I said really made me feel a little uncomfortable. For the two faces that were totally different from what they were at that time, I really doubted whether he was a disgusting scum because I believed him all the time .
At the beginning, song Xiaoyu told me that the man who can say this is not so good, but there are exceptions, such as Qin Nai. Usually he is sweet to others, but he is sarcastic to song Xiaoyu. Song Xiaoyu doesn't care. He knows that those are all Qin Nai's words, and people who know him know that it's Qin Nai's words, right and wrong, good intentions, but Xiaoran ?
I dare not say whether he is good or bad at this time. Anyway, I don't know this person.
I smile, "Xiao ran, I'm very happy that you can come. Are you not nervous recently?"
He nodded and scratched the back of his head in embarrassment. After a moment of silence, he said, "I've been fine recently, but it's you. I was wrong at that time, eh In fact, I lost my temper after listening to Qin Xiao's words. Qin Xiao told me all that. "
Ah?
I don't believe staring at Xiao Ran's face, want to find something different in his expression, even if it is a little right or not, I can tell myself very accurately that what he said is a lie.
I don't believe that my uncle will judge me like this behind my back. Even if I do terrible things, aren't they all forced by my uncle. What I think I'm paying for is that I'm a cheap junior and I'm upset by him?
I shook my head. "Xiao ran, I don't believe it."
Xiao ran said firmly, "I know you don't believe it, but Qin Xiao himself told me that you are pregnant and want to use your child to keep your position in the Qin family. But the Qin family can't accept you for the time being. They want you to go out and give birth to the child first, but you suddenly leave and take a lot of money from the Qin family. Qin Xiao is also very angry. I didn't believe it at that time. Later, I met the people of the Qin family. They all said that, so I had to believe it. I, I really regret listening to their nonsense to stir up the relationship between you and me. I'm not good at it. I didn't understand it thoroughly, but I believed it and drove you away. I'm sorry that you had an accident. "
I screamed like crazy. It's not true. Even if the Qin family said that, uncle would not say that. I don't believe it.
Xiao ran was very positive, repeated, and said it vividly, as if I had heard it in person.
But I still don't believe it.
"In fact, the Qin family wants you to leave, but they don't want to give you any loss. Anyway, you don't need me, and I will take care of you. I swear that I won't listen to those lies in the future. Even if you really have a baby and don't want to kill it, I will accept it. Anyway, it's all children. Whose children are not children, right? Bai you, we're not angry, OK? I apologize. I sincerely apologize. "
I stare at his face, heart is very painful, all over the pain.
I can't help believing what he said, but I don't believe what uncle said.
But what's the purpose of Xiao Ran's empty talk?
I shook my head in confusion, tears also shake out, I can't believe these are true.
I want to confront my uncle, pick up the phone and think that if all this is true, how can I deal with myself? Do I have to prove it? If I don't pursue the real situation, what can I get? I still have to go?That's all. That's it. If uncle really said that, I can only accept it. Who told me to be his lover? If uncle didn't say that, what can I get? Is it true that I lost a good friend again because of Xiao Ran's lie?
But what's the purpose of his lying, just because he cares about my past or not?
Do you really care what comes to me, and don't care what lies?
I don't understand. I really don't understand.
It's hard to distinguish between people's minds. Many things are complicated through that layer of belly.
That night, Xiao ran stayed and said that he wanted to accompany me. He was reading a book, while I watched the news on my mobile phone, and my heart was aching.