I know, we have problems, big problems.
Late that night, Wang Xinsheng was ill. It seemed that even if she had changed her organs, her body would have rejection. Recently, the weather was hot. I don't know what was bad, which aggravated her rejection. At this time, she had already been in intensive care unit. As Wang Xin's husband, her uncle had to go there in person.
I quietly wait at home, staring at the clock pointer a little bit of movement, do not know when this wait will end, always think he will immediately push the door in, smile and tell me nothing, continue to comfort me, give me warmth and comfort.
Who would have thought that he had been away for a whole month.
There was a phone call, but I just hung up in a few words. I didn't see the person, but I often saw that he was secretly photographed in the newspaper. His tall image was still so handsome. He wore a suit with high spirits and went to the hospital to see Wang Xin.
I know that he is acting, for the sake of the company, for the sake of so many employees he works for, and for the sake of our peaceful life in the future, he is also in a dilemma and reluctant.
But someone always said to me in my ear, "Miss Bai, you see, Mr. Qin is really handsome. Ah, that's right. It's not good for you to be like this. You're not the main room, are you? You can't be his main room. You can see how powerful the Wang family is, how big companies are running, how sports cars and luxury houses you don't have, and when you get married, you really have to pay attention to the right family. Even now, you still have to look at each other's families, or even if you get married, you won't have a good life? "
Aunt always seems to be a kind of persuasive tone in my ear nagging, I understand her heart, as a bystander, is not used to my identity, more do not know what feelings and helplessness, also do not understand the depth of our position is how difficult, she always to herself is a superior moral pacesetter, my responsibility is not good, persuade me to get rid of this morning, special I don't know. In fact, I'm the biggest victim of the whole thing.
I gently stroked my stomach, thinking about the change of that little life. Where is it more like Qin Xiao and me?
In the face of my aunt's nagging, I can only be silent, and then there are endless sighs and waiting that I don't know when.
A month and five days later, Qin Xiao still didn't come back, and the phone call changed from twice a day to once a day.
I am impatient all day to lose my temper, without his news, I am like a fish dying of thirst, writhing on the ground.
In the morning of seven or eight days, I finally couldn't bear to go to him.
When I got to the downstairs of his company, dugo stopped me.
He looked at me, but shook his head, it seems that many people see me will look at me with such a helpless expression, it makes me sad.
I said, "dugo, it's no use for you to be helpless. You know better than anyone how I stayed. Now Wang Xin has been discharged from hospital, why doesn't he go back? Yes, I'm making trouble out of nothing, but I have no right to make trouble. He left me with a good life. Is it a good life now? I want to see him. If you ask me to see him, at least give me an explanation. I've been busy for more than a month. You should go to see me and my children, right? "
DuGe looked down at my stomach. Today, I wore a tight skirt, and the knitwear rubbed on my stomach. I was even more irritable. I glared at him. "DuGe, everyone says I'm cheap. Do you think so? I don't want to be that kind of person, but what can I do? I'm pregnant now, and I can't go if I want to go. Can't I see him No more time? What does he want? Can you give me a good time? "
I'm really going to be crazy. I'm as irritable as a night owl who has been trampled on his tail. I want to see him, or I'll make a big fuss in the company building.
Dugo held me and said all the good things. I was even more angry. Naturally, I couldn't hear a word.
After the stalemate, he finally nodded and said, "OK, I'll help you find him, but I can't see him several times now. Jin fan is fighting a lawsuit with the Wang family. Mr. Qin has to go over. You know that the contract involves Mr. Qin. It's complicated. It's not clear in one or two words. Mr. Qin is in the Wang family now and can't leave. Once he's still in touch with you, Then you are not very dangerous, yes, so do not come out to see you, anyone will be angry, but I'm protecting you, too, understand? "
I don't understand. I shook my head. "DuGe, I don't care so much. Now I ask you to ask him, do you want me and children, or Wang family and company? In your eyes, I'm a sensible girl who knows how to make choices, and I'm also a sensible girl who knows the overall situation. Then I won't be a sensible girl from now on. I'm also a woman, and I want to make decisions The poor woman who is fighting for her father for her children, I ask you to ask him, who do you choose? If I'm still doing this to me, I'd rather jump off the stairs and get it over with. "
My angry words are also from my heart.
Qin Xiao's cold treatment is really a kind of torture. I would rather quarrel with him every day than be left out all day. I'm fed up with it.
People will always burst out, I think I have burst out at this time, do not give me a perfect account, I will never stop.
It doesn't matter that I used to be able to do anything. I'm just myself. I'm not hungry. I don't ask for much. It's enough to have enough food and clothing. But now it's different. I'm not alone. As my uncle said, I still have children. I don't want to do it for myself. I'm not equal. It's been three months. The longer I'm pregnant, the more I feel I am even more flustered at the thought that the child is about to face a deformed family that is not accepted by society and the secular world.I want to fight, I want to fight for the children.
Father, family, I want it all.
She Wang Xin can occupy Qin Xiao because of the company and interests. Why can't I?
I screamed and screamed in the car, like the sky was falling.
DuGe is really helpless, finally compromise, "OK, I'll take you, you can't get off, we'll go to the door of the king's house and wait, I told him to come out and meet you, you're not the way to make trouble like this!"
I finally calmed down, waiting for the car to walk gradually, my eyes were a little bit erratic.
The heart of the knot congestion in the throat, breathing are a little uncomfortable.
After an hour and a half's drive, I finally arrived at the gate of a quiet manor. DuGe whispered to me, "don't show me the truth, or I can't explain what happened to you. I just want you to be quiet for a few days. Wait for me and don't come out."
I didn't promise him. I just looked at the only open window outside and thought about who was in it, uncle or Wang Xin, or someone in the Wang family?
For a long time, when I had to rush out to look for it, my uncle finally came out.
He was dusty, fast footed, opened the door, with DuGe into the car, did not see, told the driver, "drive, go to the company."
When we came back again, we went in through the back door like thieves. We took the freight elevator and walked a long way in the middle. Finally, we got to his office. He closed the door with a touch, looked at dugo standing at the door, and said, "keep watch. If you go elsewhere, just listen." After that, he looked at me and asked me, "Xiao you, you are so disobedient. I said last time that I was very busy recently. I can't get away. Why did you come here? The Wangs are in the company, too. "
Wang family, Wang family, I've really heard enough.
I said, "uncle, do you choose me or the Wangs?"
I look up, to his face surprised, sad smile, did not expect it, he really did not expect that I would ask, right? But I asked, will he choose me or the Wang family? Always have to make a choice, how can fish and elder brother get together?
I smile, some desolate, seems to have guessed the answer, the company is his lifelong effort, at the beginning would rather belly up, his brother and family also made such an amazing decision, took a huge sum of money to leave, changed a new identity back, he just started, heel did not stand firm, now call him because of a small I give up, how is it possible?
To put it the worst way, I'm the most common woman. I can find a better one after I leave him. I can regenerate even if I don't have a child. How about feelings? What's more, it's nothing, so it's really worthless for me and children to threaten him.
But I still stubbornly asked, "uncle, if you have to choose, who do you choose?"
He didn't say a word. He squatted down. There was a heavy smell of cigarettes on his body. The ring on his ring finger seemed brighter. The dazzling diamond would blind my eyes.
I turned my head and didn't want to see it again until he answered me.
For a long time, he first breathed, got up and sat beside me, arms up, for a long time to speak, "Bai you, are you forcing me?"
I nodded, "yes, I'm not. I'm not asking. I'm forcing. Uncle, you used to force me to do this and that. Now I force you once, OK? Is that ok? Hehe, it's no use. I've decided that you always have to choose one. Wang Xin and I, you always have to choose, right? How long will it take to live like this? You should know better than me that Wang Xin won't let you go. The longer you go around, the more inseparable you are. There are too many things involved in finance, company, interests. Where can we divide them clearly? Love, affection, family, fame and wealth, can all be obtained, not in my here, not in Wang Xin's there, their own choice, I give you time, up to three days. I have my word. It's not like you always give me hope. It's too hurtful. "
Unexpectedly, things always run counter to what I expected.
This may be the last time in my life that I use this kind of identity, uncle face-to-face, personally asked him, in a dilemma.
If I could make a new choice, I would rather stay in Dashan and never know him.
It happened on the morning of the third day.
What's more, we all changed our identities in another way.
It's a wonderful world.
I became a sister of the nightclub, Qin Xiao became my frequent guest.
The person who bought me, sold me and framed me is always the golden fan that I underestimated and regarded me as an eyesore.
Xiao ran died.
His death will become a memory that will never be erased in my life. Whenever and wherever I see people like him, I will think of it. It is so painful that I can't breathe.
Du Yu had a conversation with me, but I didn't bring my thoughts back. Later, he patted me on the head hard, and I turned back to stare at him.
He sighed helplessly and said, "look, you just didn't have breakfast. I'll take you to my newly discovered fried rice. It's delicious."I snorted and followed him in.
The canteen is very big. It seems that it has been renovated. It was not like this when I came here before. Now it has not only expanded, but also added many snacks, mainly because the tables and chairs have been changed.
When Du Yu sat down, he put down the two plates of fried rice, which was very heavy, and said to me, "isn't it good? I donated money and the school was redecorated. "