Chapter 938

Chi Rui watched her leave, her eyes murmuring. Then in the call of Zuo pan, he looked at Zuo pan.

"Dad, have I wronged you?"

"No, no way." Chi Rui also got up and touched her head. "My father is old enough to get married. Don't you make people laugh? "

"Dad hasn't married again for so many years. Is he waiting for her?"

Chi Rui sighed, "if I knew what I was waiting for, maybe I would have been free. Well, you go to see Chi Yu and help him change his clothes. This is your home. You can't go anywhere. "

………

Zuo pan didn't go to the baby room, but went to the door of Zuo xian'er's room. The door wasn't closed, so she pushed it in. Asked about the sweet and greasy smell of smoke, Zuo xian'er is on the balcony, facing her.

The back is thin and graceful, and the hair is naturally vertical.

I don't know how long it is standing there But Zuo pan is sure that she didn't pack her clothes when she came back.

All of them are neat, and the various packages brought in in the morning have no trace of opening at all.

The clothes she was wearing were from yesterday. Didn't she want to live long?

Or have you thought that Chi Rui will not agree in the end?

"How long will it take to stand and talk." Left fairy son suddenly open mouth, she didn't turn head.

Zuo pan went and stood beside her. This is the front garden. Under the leadership of the housekeeper, some workers have come to measure and prepare to build a children's paradise.

Two people stand side by side, did not say for a long time. Until Zuo xian'er finished smoking a cigarette.

She left her cigarette butt in the garbage can, then she was looking at Zuo pan, who also looked at her.

I found out that Zuo xian'er didn't make up today Pure plain face, white, but the skin is not so watery, eye tail also has spots.

Yes, after all, it's normal for women in their 40s to have wrinkles. However, even if there are wrinkles, Zuo pan thinks that she is much more beautiful than when she makes up.

Because, only in this way can we be regarded as a woman, and this sense of femininity comes from her charm.

"You seem to have a deep grudge against me."

"Did you sleep well last night?" Instead of answering, Zuo pan asked.

"What do you say?" Zuo xian'er came back.

"I think it should be a night without sleep, normal people are insomnia,. But you can't tell. You're not a normal person. "

Zuo xian'er sneered, "it seems that I'm in your heart. It's already a heinous crime."

"No, I just don't want to live under the same roof with you."

"Well then..." Zuo xian'er sighed, then looked up and sighed. Finally, he bowed his head and held her in his arms in spite of Zuo Pan's opposition.

"I'm sorry for you, but I won't make up for it. You're better off. Chi Yu won't bully you. After I leave, I won't appear easily, and I won't disturb your life. "

Aunt She still used the same name.

There is something unspeakable in Zuo Pan's heart.

After the left fairy son hugged, all of a sudden released, patted her face, "don't imitate me, heartless, merciless." Leave this sentence and go.

I didn't take anything. I walked smartly. Left pan speechless, watching her drive away, the black car body in the morning cold light, appears particularly free and easy and Loneliness.

She also saw Chi Rui's figure in the yard. He was watching her leave I haven't left for a long time.

Zuo pan wants to talk to Chi Yu Is she going too far.

The villa in the early morning is always cold, especially in winter. The air is dry and cold, and the breath in the body is prickly.

The scenery of Chi's villa is especially prosperous. In winter, it is not half dead and depressed. A hundred flowers bloom in the garden, are precious plants, lush scenery, is the lack of popularity.

He seems dead.

Zuo pan stood on the balcony for a long time before he left and went back to his room. This is the guest room. Last night Zuo xian'er was here. It seemed that there was a woman's fragrance in the room.

She breathed, closed her eyes, a minute later, opened her eyes and went out. After only two steps, I came across the clothes bag on the sofa, fell to the ground, and the contents fell out.

She bent down to pick up the bag and picked it up. Then she saw that the clothes inside were all children's clothes, all kinds of big brands and small winter clothes.

She paused for a moment, picked it up, and then went to see the other bags. They were all children's, and none of them was hers. They were expensive.

There was something unspeakable in her heart. She picked up the clothes one by one She always thinks that she should be a man of her own opinions, but she is not.

At least in the case of Zuo xian'er, she doesn't know what to do Forgiveness or status quo.

She is a person who lives in a ditch and can't see others treat her well. Once it's done, the line of defense she's set up will fall apart.

I haven't had many good days, that's all. It's easy to be moved by a little good. To put it bluntly, it is cheap.She sighed Thinking, if you don't know how good this should be, she and Zuo Xianer are still aunts and nephews. Met, she is still affectionate holding her arm, can talk wantonly.

Now I can't

She folded the clothes and put them in the bag. She didn't know what to do with them, so she put them away.

In the last bag, there was only a thin coat with an envelope under it.

The mouth didn't seal, left pan hesitated to open. She knew it was from Zuo xian'er.

Without any appellation, I have entered the topic these days

[I gave birth to you on June 6, 26 years ago. I was only 22 years old that year. It was the time of my youth. It's my fault that I didn't prepare to raise you, but I didn't raise you when I gave birth to you. 】

[you're right. I'm selfish. I don't love anyone but myself. I've been thinking about myself all my life. I don't want to talk about it. If I talk too much, I'm excusing myself. For you, I'm really a sinner. I didn't show up in time when you suffered and when you were whipped by the society. It's normal that you don't forgive me. I'm sorry. 】

[it's not that I don't want to work hard for our relationship, but I feel at a loss and don't know where to start. I'm suitable for wandering in my life. Say so much, just want to tell you, I love you, willing to meet. 】

with just a few sentences, the writing is heavy, and the handwriting is printed on the reverse side. Zuo xian'er's words are as graceful, natural and unrestrained as her people. At first glance, she thought they were written by men.

There is also a bank card under the envelope. The color of the card is golden. The amount in Chanel is not low.

She looked up, feeling confused The bed in the bedroom is clean and flat.

Now it's breakfast time for servants. I don't think I have time to clean up the rooms.

So she stayed up all night?

……

When Zuo pan returned to the baby room, Chi Yu sat on the ground with his back to her. Under the thin household clothes, you can see his thin spine, even the waist line can be seen vaguely, so thin.

The back sideburns are neatly trimmed, and the neck is long. Even sitting, the waist is bent, and the back is straight and charming.

His daughter sat in front of him playing with toys, very serious. Occasionally, he would point to the little ear on the toy and show it to Chi Yu. Then, ah, it seemed that he was talking.

Chi Yu told her that the toy was a rabbit. You can tell her stories, take pictures of her, and all kinds of nursery rhymes.

Children like to be able to understand the same, solemnly nodded, lovely and funny.

Zuo pan looked there for a while, turned around and was ready to leave.

"Why, come here." When Chi Yu said this, he didn't look back.

Left hope good-looking lips slightly hook up, he can always find her trace all the time.

She went over and sat next to him. The child looked up and saw her. Then he pointed to the rabbit's ear and said something to her.

Zuo pan responded with a smile and tried to kiss her. Child ah of a, this ah is not intimate, but in fierce her!

Seems to say: Pro what Pro!

Zuo pan, "..."

Chi Yu chuckled, moved his chest, and left pan glanced at him.

He leaned over his head. "Honey, kiss."

Her daughter looked at him. She didn't know how to kiss him, but she knew how to lean towards him His face leaned over.

Chi Yu kisses her face and looks forward to it Too much!

Bad boy!

Chi Yu laughs more happily. He holds the child up and puts it on his leg. He holds it and doesn't want to let it go.

"You two are really enough..." The child is only nine months old, and has been so clear with her, don't like her, only like Chi Yu.

Chi Yu, in order to balance the emotion in Zuo Pan's heart, kisses her face, "you are the most important."

Zuo pan didn't say a word.

She looked at Chi Yu and deeply into his eyes She can't help but think that she has forgiven Chi Yu and sipped away all the enmity between them, so should she fight with Zuo Xianer.

"Why are you looking at me like that?"

Left pan looked down at the child's thin fingers, "I just wonder if I have affected my father's lifelong happiness."

"Is it?"

"He wanted to be with her so much, but I..."

"After all, you didn't influence them. If they could be together, they would have been together. Two people are not faithful enough to themselves, and they will not take each other seriously. And now together, you don't have the passion of your youth, but just make do with it, and it's inevitable to break up. "

Chi Yu actually wants Chi Rui to find a partner and spend the rest of his life. After all, it's not easy for him to live a hard life like a monk in his whole life.

However, he is not a casual person. He can't make do with Zuo xian'er and others."You look very tangled?" Chi Yu looked at her silent face and said.

Left pan still did not speak, carefully hold the child to his arms, the child is still focused on playing with toys, did not find someone else to hold her.

"No, I think it's good now. Come on, go downstairs for a walk. By the way, I accompany my father, and finally I cook. " Left Pan Yan a smile, get up, didn't wait for Chi Yu, go downstairs.

Chi Yu looks at her back. If there is a kind of crooked lip, this woman I still refuse to communicate with myself.

……

He stayed in his room all day and didn't come out. Finally, Zuo Pan's meal was delivered to his room. When it came out, a chopstick didn't move.