Yes, he does. After learning the truth, he knew that he had completely lost the opportunity to retrieve her. He continued to pester her as before, even he would have to spit on him.
He had no right to ask her to forget her hatred, nor to ask her to accept Mrs. Joe as her mother, even if it was only a legal mother.
But, in the end, he still retains a trace of humble expectations, even this expectation he is not qualified to export again.
"You don't know what to say, then I will." His throat bone slipped up and down, as if these words were extremely difficult for him, "sorry, I let you know without your permission. Just like the reason you hid me, I don't want to be in your heart. What happened between us is just a taboo. I hope you can admit that you loved me after all
Li Yinian suddenly felt the heat in her eyes, and she suddenly closed her eyes.
"And more." Qiao Yanze couldn't help reaching out and stroking her face, "I'm sorry, for everything, although I know that no matter how much I'm sorry, I can't make up for it."
Li Yinian opened his eyes and looked at him: "are you sorry for your mother?"
Qiao Yanze shook his head and chuckled at himself: "no, I'm for myself. You see, because of my childishness and immaturity, she was alert and decided to treat you like that. It was also because of my selfishness and self righteousness that you suffered so much alone. From this point of view, you are right to leave me. "
Li Yinian bit his lower lip.
Childish and immature Did he and Mrs. Joe say they wanted to marry her?
"As for my mother I understand whether you hate her or hate her. In any case, I am not qualified to apologize to you for her, let alone ask for your forgiveness The man's hoarse smile, "of course, I would not expect you to put down the hatred for her for me."
"But you want me to do it," he said
Qiao Yanze stopped, hoarse way: "my idea is not important, the decision is in your hand, I will never force you."
Li Yinian did not speak for a long time.
At the end of her eyes was the man's slightly undulating chest, which was enough to show his nervousness - he was still holding a glimmer of hope after all.
The impression of this man has always been evil and wanton. What attracted her was the banter and indifference of his eyes to the world. However, from nowhere, the cynical laziness of the man disappeared, his eyes became deep, his temperament became sharp, and he seldom had a casual smile.
At the moment, he is more like waiting for the trial, his posture without the bottom line to lower.
Li Yinian suddenly felt that her heart was clenched by a big hand. The pain that was involved to the extreme made her curl up.
From the beginning to the end, Qiao Yanze spread his heart naked in front of her. She abandoned it like a pair of shoes or trampled on it at will. He never flinched.
She believed that if she nodded, he would try his best to protect her, remove all obstacles and stay with her.
But she has been afraid, fate is so brutal and cruel, she has been tortured by the scars, do not know how to go with him, let alone go back to the past.
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