Chapter 19：CHAPTER 19: OPEN UP

ERINE

In just a few minutes, Dean came home with full hands of take-out order from McDo. I was still in the living room when he came in.

"Hey, Mom" Dean was smiling at me excitedly as he entered the house.

"Hi son, how was your day with your friends? Are you having fun?"

"Yes, so much fun and even spend our days in the amusement park."

"Oh, really! No, girls?" I teasingly asked then we headed to the dining area to put all the take-outs.

I saw him scratched the back of his head. "With some girls and I met a nice one." he said with a shy smile.

"Oh, that is nice to hear. You are really growing up now that I cannot help it," I said as I pouted my lips.

He laughed as he hugged me. "Do not worry Mom, you are still my number one." he said then kissed my temple.

"I know son, as long as you will finish your studies. I will not against it." I said as I tapped his hands. Anyway, I just want to ask about something." 

"Okay, what is it Mom?"

I got a little nervous how to open it but well, I need to tell or ask what will be his opinion about me. I sighed then I glanced at him while he was about to eat his burger.

"Well, I just want to open up something or ask you about me… having a love life or dating someone. Are you okay or what will you say what if there might be men wants to court with me?" 

"Really, did someone ask you for a date?" he excitedly asked.

"Ammm… well not yet I was just asking you what if?" I denied I do not want him to know that there was a man I have been sleeping twice. "Are you okay if I will do dating stuff? You will not bother with that."

"Of course, Mom, I will be happy if you go on to date someone because you have been with me. I want you to find your own happiness. I am not selfish to let you be alone with me but if you are not want to entertain men that is also fine with me." 

"I know Mom, me too. I still need your opinion and decisions too when it comes about me. I will always be there for you when you need me and I am still look after you. I love your so much, Mom." He stood up and hugged me tight. "I will be more happy if you will find someone who can make you special and treat like a Queen of England." He said as he grinned.

I slightly punched his tummy. "Crazy son" I laughed then, "I love you too." 

We continued chatting until we finished our foods. 

I went back to my room upstairs very confusing. Half of my brain was still thinking about my boss. All of the things happened last night and this morning was so sudden. It still never synchronizes into my brain as if nada. 

I do not how it happen to me that I gave me to the person I barely know. We just met only few months but never really been together like knowing the real individuals. Nevertheless, it was just like magic that we did what we did.

I shook my head to forget for a while what just happened to me. I walked thru my bathroom and cleansed everything in my whole body. As I looked at my bathroom mirror, I was even more shocking he was a maniac. 

Hickeys were more in my body. 'Gosh, I got back then during my younger years was just one but now with him I got even more than one.' 

"Urrrgh…" I growled as I looked around my body. Then I looked back at myself in the mirror, I smiled as I bite my lower lips. I was thinking about the way he did to me on my bed, in his bed. 

"Geez, he was really excellent in bed, in fairness." I said it aloud.