Chapter 35

Story 21. The Line between the Light and the Shadow (4)

Chapter 35

“…”

“How was Prince Camille’s penis? Was it better than mine? If I remember correctly, you were obsessed with his d*ck, right?”

Eriez was mistaken, but my mind went to the gutter immediately. The picture he drew was my dream. What would it feel like to do it with the prince? My body flinched by just thinking about it. We did spend a lot of time together. Whenever I left his quarters at night, I could smell his distinct scent on my cloth. Did other people also think something was going on between us?

I desperately wished that someday, my dream would come true. Eventually, His Highness would want me just as much as I wanted him. It wasn’t that I saw him as an easy prey like the Goddess’ warrior suggested. If Prince Camille became a Goddess’ warrior himself, I would be honored to follow him and obey him.

I liked to think that His Highness and I became very close recently. He seemed pleased to spend so much time with me. Sometimes, when I asked him awkward questions, he seemed uncomfortable, but he also confided in me by telling me some of his secrets.

The man standing in front of me sucked on my shoulder. He was big and strong. The man in front of me wasn’t the prince. It was Eriez.

He got closer to me, and with one hand, he stroked my front while with his other hand, he began to grope my back. Slowly, my mind became foggy, and I wasn’t sure if I really cared who took my body as long as I was satisfied.

“Ahh… mhh… Ahh…”

I closed my eyes, wanting to focus on my body and not my brain. I wanted his hand to touch my bare skin, and I wanted to swallow him whole. Feeling tense, my body shivered. This wasn’t my first time anymore, so I knew any man’s member would be able to fill me and satisfy my body.

No, wait! This wasn’t right. I had to remember where I was. I had to fight my urges.

“No, Eri… Don’t…”

My voice shook. It almost sounded like I was about to cry. I quickly took out a book from my pocket and showed it to him.

“Look, Eri. This is a book his Highness gave to me. It is about the Hwenian language. It’s an old book from the library, so I smell like this. It’s not what you think. Nothing happened between Prince Camille and me, so don’t worry. I was just studying the laws and ethics at the library… That is the only thing I have been doing lately… There is nothing going on between me and His Highne… kkk…”

“Ahh…”

Eriez sighed profoundly and pushed me away. I ended up dropping the book on the floor. It was a precious gift from the prince, so I quickly picked it up and checked to make sure it was still intact.

Looking down at me, Eriez said coldly, “You… We are soldiers, nothing more. What is the point of you suddenly studying? All you have to do is know how to fight. That’s all.”

I heard him walk away from me, but I didn’t stop him. I couldn’t because I knew what he was feeling.

“…”

When I entered my room, my body was burning up with desire. Eri’s touch was enough to make me want more. I took off my shirt, and as I did, the fabric caressed my nipples, making me gasp.

Eriez… I’m sorry. I really am, but…

Whenever our bodies needed a release, just like mine was right now, we were given ways to satisfy ourselves. Ironically, it was by using the substance Prince Camille created. I ran to the washroom and made sure it was empty. I quickly opened the glass jars and inhaled deeply.

“AHH…. Ahh….”

I leaned against a corner of two walls and stroked myself roughly. Feeling that I needed more, I got some of the incense on my finger and inserted it into myself. I knew it would be enough. Because of the frequent penetration by Eriez, my anus was more accommodating now.

“Ahhhh….. Mmmmmm…. Ahh…”

Feeling my finger against the sensitive inner skin, I twisted my body and ended up collapsing to the floor on my knees. I stared at the floor and saw myself, pink and wet. I remembered Eriez telling me I looked pretty. Clearly, he had a questionable eyesight.

Eri also told me he loved how I moaned. My finger made a wet noise, and I moaned, “Ahh… mmmm…. Arrr… k, kkkhhh…”

Then suddenly…

“Huh… Huh? Ahh?”

My back bent backward on its own after feeling the raw sensation. My finger was deep inside of me, but it didn’t hurt anymore. In fact, an intense pleasure erupted from my back and quickly spread everywhere like a lightening.

Ecstasy.

Wait… C-could this be…

I was surprised. I didn’t feel any fear, only curiosity. This feeling was something Prince Camille talked about before. I felt a little uncertain. Was I mistaken?

I licked my other finger and put it inside of me where I felt the shocking pleasure, and…

“Ahhh…!”

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It felt… nothing like anything I experienced before. I dropped my member and began to use both of my hands to pleasure my back. I put two fingers inside of me and used the other hand to push harder into me.

His Highness told me I would feel the greatest pleasure of my life…

and it was true.

Still on my knees, I moved my body against my finger up and down. Faster and faster… My eyes blurred, and I felt dizzy, perhaps because of the incense. Despite the light-headedness, I couldn’t stop, and I didn’t know why. Usually, by now, I would have orgasmed just by stroking my penis. I would have cleaned up myself already.

However, now… my body remained on the border of pain and satisfaction. It seemed that I couldn’t climax for some reason. It was still a pleasure, but I felt the need for something thicker inside of me rather than my skinny fingers.

The opening of my body was soaking wet and soft. It wasn’t just from the incense… Some kind of moisture was coming out from inside of me. It couldn’t have been semen, so… what was it?

It coated my hand, and I muttered, “Ahh… this is madness.”

Finally, my body gave in to the pleasure. I fell down on the floor, and my head was filled with stars. I was in a trance; my body felt like it was buried in something warm and soft.

I almost fell asleep from it, but thankfully, I regained my consciousness after a while. I shivered at the thought of someone finding me like this in the washroom.

Still feeling weak and slightly confused, I quickly washed myself and returned to my room.

What was happening to my body?