Although he knew in his heart that things had developed to the point where he had to end with his mother, Li Li was still hard to make a choice.
If it wasn't Li Li, he couldn't understand his difficulties.
Li Li couldn't help but want to complain with Han Zhan, "Mr. Han, you are not me. You have never experienced my life. You can't understand the pain in my heart. My mother has suffered too much for me. It's hard for me to draw a line with her. If breaking hands and feet can change my family harmony, I'd rather cut my own hands and feet! "
Han Zhan is an outsider. From the perspective of right and wrong, Li Li really should end up with his mother. However, mother and son are the most inseparable intimate relationship in the world. Li's mother is indeed irrational in treating Su Beibei. But when she was dealing with Li Li, she was really willing to dig out her heart and lungs.
It's hard for Li Zhan to leave him.
Han Zhan slaps Li Li on the shoulder, but he is helpless. "Since you and Aunt Li are inseparable, you can't draw a clear line with her, so let go of Beibei." Song Ci is right. Su Beibei and Li Li should divorce, otherwise they will die of depression for the rest of their lives.
Li Li was furious, "let go? That's my woman, the mother of my child, for the woman I almost died on the operating table! How can I let go! How can I let go! "
Li Li's eyes were red with this.
He covered his red eyes with a big palm and said in a dumb voice, "I won't divorce!"
Han Zhan said coldly, "what can you do? Can you think of a way to do both? Aunt Li is your mother. Your mother and son's blood is thicker than water. You can't bear to let her down. There's no way. If you can't bear Aunt Li's pain, you can only let Beibei suffer. You and Beibei have only known each other for two or three years. Can you always let go? "
Li Li: "I..."
Without giving Li Li a chance to sophistry, Han Zhan said, "you can't! You can't let go of love even if you cut off family affection. But do you think a woman like Beibei will swallow her anger for you all her life? If you put off like this, it will only deepen the damage to Beibei. At least a couple, don't end up in the end
Li Li turns a deaf ear to Han Zhan's words. Trapped in his own world, he repeatedly whispers: "I don't agree to divorce. I love her so much. How can we divorce..."
seeing this, Han Zhan shakes his head. "Song Ci is right. You really want to be a filial son and a good husband."
Li Li was so sarcastic that he asked Han Zhan bitterly: "as a son, I want to be a filial son. As a husband, I want to be a good husband. Is that wrong? "
Now it's Han Zhan's turn. After a while, Han zhancai sighed: "you are right."
Hearing Han Zhan's reply, Li Li's dim eyes lit up two lights, like a small green sapling suddenly appeared in a piece of yellow desert.
But before the sapling could grow up, he was uprooted by Han Zhan. Han Zhan pointed out sharply: "you want to be a filial son and a good husband, which is naturally right. But Li Li, what's the situation in your family? You have a clear mind. Your mother is now in a daze. She wants to go to the dark! If you want to be a filial son, you can't be a good husband. If you want to be a good husband, you are doomed to bear the name of being unfilial. "
"That's all. Think about it for yourself." Han Zhan said that his mouth was dry and he had to drink some water to moisten his throat.
He went to the vending machine and bought two bottles of water. He unscrewed the lid and drank half a bottle first. Then he took another bottle of water and went back to the emergency room.
Han Zhan handed the water to Li Li, "come on, drink some water."
Li Li didn't look up, but reached for the mineral water.
Li Li unscrewed the bottle cap, just looked up and drank water, and heard that the door of the emergency room was opened.
Li Li immediately put it down and stood up.
The nurse changed her shoes and stood outside the emergency room, shouting, "where is Su Beibei's family? Su Beibei is out
"Here it is Li Li quickly ran to the nurse, looked behind the nurse and asked, "nurse, where's my wife?"
The nurse replied, "it's coming."
Li Li hears the sound of the wheel of the car and looks inside on tiptoe. Then he sees a nurse pushing the operating bed out of the corridor.
"Here comes Beibei!" Li Li said to Han Zhan, "come on, push the bed over."
The operating bed can't be pushed out of the operating room. Li Li has taken the bed from the inpatient department for a long time, waiting at any time.
Han Zhan goes to get the bed. Li Li looks forward to Su Beibei coming out quickly.
Finally, Su Beibei was pushed to the emergency operating room door.
Li Li looks at Su Beibei in a hurry.
Su Beibei had only one breath left when she escaped from death. She lay quietly on the bed with pale face and weak breath. She always gave Li the illusion that what was lying on the bed was not a living person, but a corpse.
Li Li doesn't even hold back, secretly reaches out his hand to explore Su Beibei's breath. Feel a weak breath, Li Li this just put the heart back in the stomach.
The nurse saw Li Li's action, she told Li Li: "it's OK, the anesthetic effect has not completely dissipated, the patient is now weak in consciousness, breathing naturally light."Li Li nodded and whispered repeatedly: "it's OK, it's ok..."
Han Zhan pushed the sickbed over, held Su Beibei together with Li Li, and gently put her on the sickbed.
The nurse went to the ward with them.
After returning to the ward, Li Li followed the nurse's advice and kept calling her name to wake her up.
It took five or six minutes for Su Beibei to wake up.
She opened her eyes and looked at Li Li, then her lips moved slowly. She said something, the voice was vague and fuzzy, Li Li did not hear clearly.
Li Li lowers her head and puts her ear to Su Beibei's mouth. She hears Su Beibei saying, "Neil, Neil doesn't cry..."
at this moment, Su Beibei is still thinking about her child, worried that she will cry when she knows about her injury.
Li Li's heart is sour.
He quickly grasped Su Beibei's cold hand and told her, "Beibei, you're OK. You'll be fine. Neil has gone to dinner. You can rest assured that he has not cried. "
Su Beibei can't tell who is talking in her ear. She has Li Ao in her head. She is so afraid that she will die. When she dies, what good life can Li Ao have with Li Li?
Li Li is still young. He will marry again sooner or later. If a child has a stepmother, he will have a stepfather. In addition, there is also a grandmother who hates him...
Su Beibei is suddenly afraid of death. She is afraid that if she dies, Li Ao will not be hurt.
Tears from the end of Su Beibei's eyes, dripping into her neck.
Li Li quickly wiped her tears with his fingers and asked painfully, "Beibei, is it very painful?"
Su Beibei: "Neil..."
"Neil..."
Han Zhan is heartbroken when he hears Su Beibei's cry. "I'll call Song Ci and ask her to bring Neil up. Maybe Beibei wants to see Neil."
"Good."
Song Ci was soon full. Seeing that Li Ao was absent-minded, she didn't want to eat at all. She took Li Ao's job and fed him herself.
Li Ao finished half a bowl of rice and didn't want to eat it. "Auntie song song, I'm full."
This is not Li Ao's appetite. He eats too little.
Song porcelain gave Li Aosheng a bowl of soup, she said: "then drink some more soup."
"Well."
Li Ao himself holding a small bowl of soup, song porcelain's mobile phone rings, she quickly picked up. "Han Zhan, is Beibei out?"
Li Ao heard his mother's name, subconsciously moved his ears.
Han Zhan told her: "I'm awake. I've been calling Neil's name in my mouth. After dinner, you can bring Neil up to show her, so that she can rest assured."
"All right!"
Song Ci was very glad to hear the news. She waited for Li Ao to finish the soup before telling Li Ao, "Neil, your mother has come out!"
Li Ao jumped down from the stool and said, "I'm going to see my mother!"
"Good."
Song porcelain and aunt with Li Ao to the ward, Su Beibei is still not fully awake, but the mouth has not called Li Ao's name.
As soon as Li Ao sees Su Beibei, he runs to hold her arm.
He is very short, just a little higher than the hospital bed, Li Ao tiptoe to see Su Beibei's face. Found that her mother's cheek is particularly white, white abnormal, Li Ao immediately cried.
He cried, "Mom! Mother
Su Beibei hears Li Ao's cry. She opens her eyes and stares at Li Ao for a while. Like recognizing the child, Su Beibei said intermittently: "Neil, Neil, don't cry, mom won't leave Neil..."
Li Ao's crying is even worse.
"Mom, mom, don't die, Neil wants mom!" What the child thinks in the heart says what, Li Ao at the moment in the heart fears most, is mom can die.
Su Beibei shouts Li Ao's name, and her tears keep falling.
Li Ao has been crying, his cry is a condemnation of Li Li, Li Li listen, the heart is not a taste.
Li Li can't see any more. He quickly takes Li Ao away, grabs Su Beibei's hand and puts Li Ao in Song Ci's arms. "Madam, please help me take Li Ao home to rest."
Song Ci holds Li Ao in her arms. She says to Li Ao in a soft voice: "Neil, mom is awake. Mom really won't die. Shall I take you home to bed? When you wake up, mom will be better. Will you come back to see mom tomorrow? "
But when Li Ao heard that he wanted to go back to sleep, he was very afraid. He did not know how to describe the mood, it is a fear that he fell asleep and woke up without his mother's fear.
Li Ao grabs Song Ci's hand. He raises his head and asks Song Ci, "aunt song, can I go to your house to sleep?"
Han Zhan wanted to remind Li Ao that he should be called Song Ci's aunt, but seeing Li Ao's tears, he held back.Song Ci guessed that Li Ao was afraid. She was very distressed. She quickly rubbed Li Ao's head and promised, "of course, you can go back with us now."
"Good!"
Han Zhan said to Li Li, "let's take Li Ao back first."
"Well."
Song Ci took Li Ao's hand and raised her head to tell Li Li: "when Beibei really wakes up, remember to call me."
"OK, I'll call."
Both of them spoke calmly, as if they had forgotten the previous tit for tat. But in the end forget not forget, can forget, only each other's heart clear.
When everyone left, Li Li pulled the stool to the bedside. He sat down, took Su Beibei's cold hand, put her hand on her cheek, and could not help murmuring: "you are worried about Neil in your heart, don't you think about me?"
Li Li is not jealous of his son. He just feels sad.
How deep was Beibei hurt? She would rather shout her son's name than his name in the most painful time?
Li Li felt extremely frustrated.
"Beibei, I'll treat you all my life. I'll treat you all my life. Believe me." With that, Li Li couldn't help choking.
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on the way back, Song Ci and Li Ao sit in the back, while Han Zhan is responsible for driving.
Sitting on the bus is a pregnant woman with a big stomach and a two-year-old child. Han Zhan's speed is very slow, only 30 or 40 yards.
Li Ao holds a pillow in the car, and his small head leans on Song Ci's leg.
Song Ci's fingers gently stroked Li Ao's cheek. The child's face was smooth and tender. It felt like stroking a boiled egg, especially smooth.
Song porcelain has been touching all the way.
"Auntie song." Li Ao called song porcelain in a low voice.
"Well?" Song Ci looked at Li Li's delicate and lovely face, stopped touching it, and asked curiously, "Neil, what are you thinking? Can you talk to Aunt song song? "
Li Ao asked: "aunt song song, what is divorce?"
The color of surprise on Song porcelain's face is very obvious.
Han Zhan can't help looking back at Li Ao.
Han Zhan was surprised to hear this from a two-year-old. He stared at the front of the car and asked, "where did Neil hear that?"
Han Zhan thinks Li Ao overhears Su Beibei's private conversation with Li Li.
But Li Ao's next answer surprised Han Zhan. Li Ao said, "every time my father takes me to my grandmother, my grandmother tells me that my parents will divorce."
Song Ci subconsciously looks at Han Zhan, who is also looking back at her. Their eyes mingled in the air, then frowned at the same frequency.
They only know that Aunt Li can't get along with Su Beibei, but they don't know that Aunt Li has said this to Li Ao in private.
Li Ao puts the pillow in his arms. He doesn't know what divorce stands for, but he knows that divorce is absolutely not a good thing.
"Aunt song song, what is divorce?" Li Ao must understand the meaning of this word today.
Song Ci can't bear to tell Li Ao the truth, but Han Zhan is a cruel man.
He said bluntly: "divorce means that your parents will live separately in the future and can no longer live in the same house."
With that, Han Zhan looked back at Li Ao, and saw that Li Ao's brows on his white face were all wrinkled into the shape of Sichuan. He asked, "do you understand what uncle said?"
Li Ao has been silent.
At last, he seemed to understand Han Zhan's meaning and nodded thoughtfully.
Li Ao said: "after divorce, we can't live together. We're not a family, right?"
Han Zhan hesitated a little, and finally nodded: "well."
Li Ao can't accept this fact. He thought Han Zhan was lying to him. He had to listen to Song Ci for an answer. Then he looked at Song Ci and asked, "aunt song, is what uncle Song said true?"
Song Ci is very distressed.
She nodded her head and told Li Ao, "Neil, what uncle said is true."
Smell speech, Li Ao suddenly changed facial expression, looking like to cry. He grabbed Song Ci's arm and asked in a frightened tone, "do I have no home? Am I the child nobody wants? "
Thinking of what, Li Ao's face showed a frightened expression. He suddenly sat up, grabbed the pillow uneasily, and said in tears, "will I be sent to the orphanage?"
Song Ci quickly embraces Li Li in her arms.
Li Ao was afraid that he would hurt Song Ci's baby in his stomach, but he didn't move immediately, and even the cry became light.
Such a sensible child!
Song porcelain's heart is breaking.
She patted Li Ao's head and told him: "no! You won't be sent to an orphanage. Neil, you'll never be sent to the orphanage. You'll never be loved by your father or your motherLi Aoyang's face was full of tears. He cried pitifully: "but if I don't have a home, I'm the child nobody wants! They all say that children who no one wants will be sent to orphanages! "
"Auntie song song!" Li Ao was holding Song Ci's skirt tightly. He cried sadly: "my parents, can we not divorce? I don't want to have no home. "
Children's world is so simple, he thinks home is very important. No matter how wonderful and interesting it is outside, he will go home when it is dark and hungry.
If his home is gone, where can he go back in the future?
No one can answer Li Ao's question.
Song porcelain is soft hearted in the end, she can't bear to see the child so sad, so she told a white lie. "Neil's parents love each other very much. They won't divorce. Neil will always have a family."
Li Ao seems to believe Song Ci's words. He doesn't ask any more questions. He always sits next to Song Ci. But I always held the pillow in my arms, and the tears on my face never stopped.
...
Han Miao knew that Li Ao was coming. Originally they were going to bed at ten, but they insisted on waiting until ten forty.
During this period, Han Jun was really sleepy and couldn't hold on. Finally, she climbed to bed and fell asleep.
But Han Miao thought that he would see brother Li Ao soon. That was a thrill.
Han Miao has been wearing a lot of fat skirts recently, but she has not been able to lose weight.
Han Miao can't wait to show off her weight loss achievements with Li Ao.
She couldn't sleep, so she took yanqingxiu to play dominoes in the living room. Han Miao put out a circle in the living room. She didn't allow yanqingxiu to push down the dominoes.
Yan Qingxiu deliberately made a curious look and asked her, "who do you want to play with such a big circle?"
Han Miao tooted and corrected Yan Qingxiu: "this is not a circle, this is a heart!" Han Miao pressed his chest and said, "it's the shape of my heart."
Yan Qingxiu stood up and looked at the irregular heart. He asked Han Miao, "why do you want to make a heart?"
Han Miao sat down on the carpet, staring at the dominoes, a little sad, "mom said, Neil's mother had a car accident, Neil is very sad."
She looked up again, gave a sweet smile to yanqingxiu and said, "I've piled my heart out for Neil to play. I hope he can be happy!"
Yanqingxiu wants to laugh, and is pleased with Han Miao's sincerity. He teased Han Miao and said, "Miao Miao, do you like brother Neil?"
Han Miao suddenly blushed and said, "ah, what did you say?"
Yan Qingxiu: "does Miao Miao like Neil?"
Han Miao put his hand on his ear and asked aloud, "what are you talking about? I can't hear you
Yanqingxiu said: "I say Neil is so ugly!"
Han Miao immediately retorted, "no! Nice looking Neil! Aunt Dong, it's your eyes that don't work well. " The way she retorts, let alone cute.
Yanqingxiu looked at her funny and raised her ear, "can you hear me now?"
"Hum!" Han Miao kicks his leg on the ground and moves his buttocks. Instead, he turns his buttocks and back to yanqingxiu, which makes him angry.
Yan Qingxiu stares at Han Miao's "honest" figure and finds it funny.
The world of children is really interesting.
When yanqingxiu heard the sound of the car, he reminded Han Miao, "Miao Miao, your brother Neil seems to be here!"
Han Miao suddenly stood up and ran to the garage like a small shell. There is still a long way to go from their dormitory to the garage. It took Han Miao three or four minutes to get to the garage.
When she arrived, Han zhangang parked the car.
Song Ci pushes the door open and leads Li Ao out of the car. As soon as Li Ao stands firm, he is hugged by Han Miao.
“Neil!”
There was only a difference of more than two months between them, but because Han Miao had a much better appetite, he was taller than Li Ao.
Being hugged tightly by Han Miao, a little fat man, Li Ao only finds it difficult to breathe. "So tight..." Li Ao reminds Han Miao to let go.
Han Miao releases Li Ao and lowers her head to hold Li Ao's hand. She tells Li Ao with a smile: "Neil, don't be sad. Aunt Beibei will get better."
For the first time, Li Ao thought Han Miao's voice was really nice.
If you can speak, please speak more!
Li Ao nodded. "Well."
Seeing that Li Ao was still unhappy, Han Miao said happily, "Neil, I've piled up dominoes for you to play. Will you come with me?"
Li Ao is not in high spirits, but he obediently follows Han Miao to the dormitory.
Song Ci stares at Han Miao's shaking braids. She says to Han Zhan, "Miao Miao is a happy girl. With her company, Li Ao will soon forget what she asked."Han Zhan nodded his head and said to Song Ci, "take a bath first and have a rest early. I'll see them."
"Good."
Li Ao is pulled to the living room of dormitory building by Han Miao. Han Miao points to the heart-shaped dominoes on the ground. She tells Neil: "I've made a heart for you. If you play with my heart, don't be sad, OK?"
Li Ao hears Han Miao's milky voice. He, who was lack of interest, reluctantly nods his head. Kneeling in front of the dominoes, he asked Han Miao, "can I really play?"
Han Miao nods.
Yan Qingxiu stood aside and said bitterly, "boy, you are very happy. She won't allow me to touch the cards I've piled up for her."
Li Ao said thank you to Han Miao, and then he reached out to push the pile of dominoes.
With a little push, the dominoes fall, one falls, one falls, and so on, until the last one falls.
Li Ao looks at those cards all fall down, he stares at the first fallen card, said a words not in line with his age: "if the first card doesn't fall down, it's good."
When Han Zhan came in, he just heard this sentence. He asked Li Ao, "why?"
Li Ao picked up the card. He looked at the dominoes in his hand and said seriously, "if it doesn't fall, they won't fall."
But some people, some things, go wrong step by step.
Han Zhanzheng wants to comfort Li Ao, so Han Miao takes Li Ao to play other games.
Li Ao tells Han Miao not to take her toys to her room, OK
Li Ao sent out soul torture: "why don't you give me your play?"
Han Miao didn't even think about it. He replied honestly, "I gave it to you. What am I playing with?"
Li Ao, with an inch, tricked Han Miao into saying, "if you give me your play, I'll be happy."
Han Miao hesitated and finally gave her Limited Edition Barbie doll to Li Ao.
At this time, Li Ao is very good at abducting Han Miao. When he grew up, he gradually turned Han Miao into his hukou.
Until 12 o'clock, Li Ao fell asleep in Han Miao's bed. Han Miao is carried to Han Jun's bed by Han Zhan.
When Han Zhan is ready to return to his room, he receives a call from Li Li.
"Mr. Han, Beibei is sober."
Han Zhan gave a sound, told Li Li two words, then went back to the room.
Song Ci had something in her heart, and she didn't sleep very well.
Han Zhan pushes the door into the room and wakes Song Ci. Song porcelain turned on the wall lamp and saw Han Zhan standing under the door. She said, "why don't you turn on the lamp?"
Han Zhan: "the light is dazzling." The implication is that the dazzling light will wake the sleeping song porcelain. Han Zhan is very careful. He pays attention to song porcelain.
Song porcelain directly turns on all the lights. She sits by the head of the bed and tells Han Zhan, "I can't sleep. I think about Beibei repeatedly."
Han Zhan took off his clothes and told her: "just Li Li called and said that Beibei is awake. You can rest assured."
"That's good."
Han Zhan came out after a bath and saw Song Ci was still up. He asked, "you're not going to sleep tonight, are you?"
Song Ci said, "I'm going to the competition next week. I'm reluctant to part with you." Influenced by Li Ao, song porcelain thinks a lot. She stares at Han Zhan and says anxiously, "Han Zhan, don't let me take part in a competition, you'll make me a Junior..."
Han Zhan is angry and funny with song porcelain's cold and secluded eyes. "Take out the pride of your first lady. With you, who can enter my eyes?"
Song Ci gave a cut and murmured: "it's expected that the first lady in Dongcheng will also be the first lady in Kyoto and the first lady in Binjiang..."
"I heard that the first lady in Kyoto is graceful and graceful, and she is a beauty in the world. I know I'm beautiful, but I'm tired of eating the same dessert for a long time, and I'm tired of seeing the same face. I'm not worried that you want to change your taste? "
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