But Shen Ming is the one that Bai Ran has been waiting for so long. Even if he is disappointed, Bai ran can't help making excuses for him again and again.
These changes are not unacceptable to her.
Maybe, her brother has experienced more things over the years than her.
Since when he was a child, he could unconditionally forgive her for making so many unreasonable troubles, now, naturally, she can also forgive him.
Bai ran pretended to be relaxed and active. "Brother, you called me today, didn't you just see that painting?"
Shen Ming frowned and shook his head. "I didn't see it today. I saw it a long time ago."
"Then why is it today?" Bai ran was stunned.
Shen Ming smiles, but that smile suddenly makes Bai ran feel uneasy.
"The first time I saw that painting, I felt familiar with it, but I just couldn't remember it. No, just after an operation this morning, I suddenly remembered that you had painted the same painting when you were a child," Shen Ming suddenly held Bai Ran's hands tightly. "Yiyi, it's my fault. It took so long for me to understand the meaning of your painting today. You Don't you blame me? "
The blood of the whole body seemed to stagnate, and Bai ran could not move at all.
She looked at the completely strange face opposite.
"So, you mean you came to me because you remembered that I drew the same painting when I was a child?"
Shen Ming held her more tightly. "I'm sorry, Yiyi. It's my fault, but it's also because of the tight schedule of the recent operation. I can't care about your painting at all..."
Bai Ran's whole body began to grow, but he just laughed quietly, and then took out his hand.
In fact, she had a lot to tell him.
Over the years, so many grievances, so many heartache, she wanted to tell him.
But now Bai ran felt that everything was unnecessary.
Her secret, her secret and his secret, he said forget
Without a sip of milk tea, Bai ran stood up and said, "I'm sorry, brother. I suddenly remember that I have something else to do later. I'll go back first. We'll get together when we have time."
Shen Ming wants to stop her, "Yiyi, are you angry? I didn't mean to say this. Why are you still making trouble?"
Bai ran said with a smile, "don't worry, brother. I'm not angry with you. I'll really have something to do later."
However, Shen Ming's mouth is so urgent that he doesn't care about so many people around him.
"What can you do for me! Do you think I don't know what you did! Do you know what your photos on the Internet are like?! Who would be willing to associate with you even if you have such a reputation? "
Whispers soon spread around.
Feel the eyes they cast on themselves. You don't have to guess what image Bai Ran is.
Shen Ming began to regret when he finished, but he held his head high and didn't bow his head at all.
Bai ran stares at him.
She hated for 20 years and wanted to be a man for 20 years.
Her only family in the world.
Also, the man who once said that he would protect her for life.
Disappointment and disbelief seemed to be only a matter of a few seconds, and the smile on Bai Ran's face slowly disappeared.
"Brother, I have a clear idea of my affairs. I don't need you to remind me all the time. If you just said that, I'll take it as if you care about me, but you can rest assured."
After a pause, Bai ran took out a note from his bag and put it on the table, "and I have something to do later. This meal is my treat."
Seeing that she left, Shen Ming quickly followed, "Yiyi -"
Bai ran stopped, but he didn't lift his head, "brother, don't call me this in the future."
"Yiyi, I just --"
"you also said that people change, don't you? To tell you the truth, I just pretended all the time," Bai ran slowly grabbed his sleeve. "Yiyi is a name that is both earthy and ugly. I hated it when I was a child. I forgot to tell you before. Today I finally have a chance."
Bai ran repeated again, "brother, I really hate Yiyi."
With that, Bai ran went to the shop.
She walked very slowly, but in her heart there was a hope that even she felt impossible.
But until he walked out of the milk tea shop, there was no movement behind him.
When he came to the window, Bai ran turned his head and saw Shen Ming eating the cake.
She lowered her eyes slowly.
Brother, I really hate the name Yiyi.
Brother, now, I really hate you.
Back at the villa, it was a little dark.
"Where have you been all afternoon?" See white ran into the living room, Ji Xinqing quickly came forward to hold her hand.
Can't help but frown, "hand how so ice?" Glancing at Bai Ran's godless eyes, Ji Xinqing's voice went down, "Xiao ran, you What's the matter? "Bai ran shook his head and retracted his hand. "Don't worry, Xinqing. I'm ok. I went to see my brother and came back."
Without waiting for Ji Xinqing to say anything more, Bai ran went straight upstairs.
"Xinqing, let's have dinner with master Tang first. I'm a little tired. Let's have a rest first."
"Xiao ran, would you like to bring the food to..."
"No, Xinqing, I have no appetite, so don't bother Mrs. Li."
It wasn't until the sound of closing the door on the second floor that Ji Xinqing slowly gathered away the smile on her face.
Bai ran was lying on the bed, the quilt covering her head.
Maybe, it's just that she's too self righteous.
In this world, no one will really put the words of childhood in mind.
Shen Ming, actually, there is nothing wrong.
He did what he was supposed to do, and he didn't apologize to her at all.
She just, a little bit difficult to accept such Shen Ming, and memory, the difference is 18000 miles young.
Thinking of what Shen Ming said in the afternoon, Bai ran suddenly closed his eyes and grasped the quilt tightly, as if venting something.
I don't know how long later, Ji Xinqing's voice came from outside the door, "Xiao ran, are you awake? Can I go in? "
Blanchard paused, lifted her bedding, and saw the dark night outside the window.
And her mood is the same, thick can't find vent point.
"Wake up," Bai ran said in a dumb voice, "come in, Xinqing."
Ji Xinqing came into the room with a bowl of noodles. "After sleeping so long, I should be hungry. I cooked your favorite noodles for you."
Bai ran looked at the bowl in her hand with disgust. "Ji Xinqing, how can you be so cheeky? With your cooking skills, it means that this is my favorite noodle?"
Ji Xinqing chuckled and said, "you know I'm not good at cooking. It's good to cook noodles for you. Besides, there are not many people in the world who can eat the noodles I cooked myself, but I promise that as long as you take a bite, you will not deny what I just said. "
Bai ran curled his mouth and took the bowl in Ji Xinqing's hand.
"Eat slowly, be careful of the heat."
Bai ran just took a bite, and then suddenly stopped. I don't know whether she was fumigated by the heat or something. Her eyes suddenly blurred.
"Xinqing," Bai ran said clumsily, raising his hand to wipe his eyes, "Why are you cooking noodles? Is sister-in-law Li not here?"
Ji Xinqing saw her red eyes and said with a smile, "why, can't I cook noodles for you? Do you think my noodles are not as good as those cooked by sister-in-law Li? "