Chapter 823

In fact, compared with Qingge, what I regret more is that I hurt my best aunt.

My name is shangguanfeng, the only son of shangguanjing, the Lord of Qiyun hall in the east capital of the world.

He was in a prominent position, however, he did not have half of the advantages.

When I have memory, my mother has already passed away. I don't even know what she looks like.

My father has been very strict with me since childhood. After all, I am the successor of Qiyun hall in the future, so I should be strict.

But when I was young, I didn't understand these. Instead, I regarded them as shackles and just wanted to break free.

My father treated me harshly, and my mother died early. In fact, I have always been very inferior, thinking that I am inferior, that I am incomplete, and even that I have incomplete thoughts.

As a result, my mind has been distorted since I was a child.

But I don't think I'm wrong.

What others want, I also want, what others can reach, I will fight for myself.

What's wrong with me?

From small to large, only the saint aunt care for me, care for my self-esteem, care for my growth.

If not for her, I think, probably not later, the excellent Shangguan Feng.

All the care I can get is from my aunt.

But I hurt her.

This is something I regret all my life, and I will die in secret.

But if I did it again, I would still do it!

Because I don't understand why she did it.

When I was young, what she loved most was me. However, when I had a woman I really loved, when I wanted to open my heart, she also poured cold water on me.

I thought she would support me, but she didn't.

Even the person who is the best to me, will not support me, but tell me what "love each other".

Is it because Qingge is her daughter?

In her heart, she still thinks that I am just an orphan with incomplete thoughts, not worthy of her daughter.

So I hate it.

When she had her own child, when his child came back to her, I was destined to be... The outsider.

But I really loved it.

The first time I met in Qiyun hall, Qingge was giving needles to the saint aunt. At that time, I didn't like the little girl and even doubted her medical skills.

But she immediately subverted my idea, not only that, but also repeatedly anti drug me.

I boasted that I was good at poison, but I was defeated by such a little girl.

She, it's not easy.

Only such a woman, I can see eye.

Later, in the secret place of Xuanyin Valley, she nearly fell into danger in order to save me.

It's the first time that someone will give his life for me.

After that, she even saw that I had a map of my secret place. I found this woman more interesting.

After the fall of the enemy, I fell in love with that woman like crazy.

I wish she belonged to me every minute, from head to toe.

Even if her relatives were close to her, I would be jealous.

I'm crazy about her.

I want to get her, by any means, pay any price, I don't care!

In fact, I don't have any hostility to the demon emperor, but whenever I see Qingge treat him affectionately, he is crazy with jealousy.

Sometimes, I want to kill them both!

Clearly, my mind is not less than he, is it because later, it is doomed to miss?

I always think it's too late to meet Qingge.

If I had met her earlier, she would not have any story with the demon emperor.

Or, I won't let them have any stories.

I like Qingge, to the core.

However, everyone around us seems to be against us. Even my most trusted aunt would rather believe in a monster.

At that moment, my heart was broken.

Simply, I don't do it twice, let her die first.

I again and again, again and again instigate all failed, probably also did not expect, their two people's sentiment unexpectedly so deep.

But so what?

I will never let go!

If Qingge has made up her mind and is destined not to look at me more, I'd rather she hates me.

It's better to hate me than not remember me.

Hate me, you can remember me for life!

What I regret is that I didn't kill the demon emperor with one knife, otherwise, there would be nothing after that.

But I hate him so much.

It was he who took away the person I was thinking of and hollowed out my only hope.

It's him who ruined my relationship with Qingge.

If it wasn't for him, Qingge would be with me.

So, I want him to die!

If I didn't kill him once, twice or three times, I couldn't kill him alone, so I began to persuade the emperor and the devil, and even begged the divine world and the Xuanyuan family.

As long as you can kill him, as long as you can change Qingge's mind, you can do anything.

I killed my father for Qingge. What else can't I do?

The emperor and the devil are just pieces in my hand.

Unfortunately, it's two junk flags!

I know, I have no way back.

For him, I became the attack of the human race and the demon race, and became the target of the whole world.

But I don't care about all this.

As long as she can come back to me, I can do nothing and care nothing.

I gave everything, became beyond recognition, became even I see their own face, feel sick.

However, in the end, she was not able to exchange.

I regard her as the most important person in my life, but she only regards me as an ordinary friend.

Her heart is like a rock, never changed.

But I can't accept it!

I can't accept that in her life, there is only a trace of understatement, even no longer exists!

Why, I paid so much, but she will never see?

But fortunately, in the end, she hated me. She hated me to the core.

Although I didn't get Qingge, I didn't get the demon emperor's life.

Even if I can't get it, I won't let them have lovers and get married. I won't let them be together as they wish.

But that's not enough.

I will also kill all the people around Qingge one by one, make her betray her relatives and make her homeless.

In this way, I was the only one left.

I will accompany her, let her know, I, shangguanfeng, is the only one in the world who is good to her and wants to be with her.

In the end, though, I failed.

In the end, the end was miserable.

When I was bitten by ten thousand insects, maybe I regret it, but I will do it again.

If I can still live, if there is an afterlife, I will never let her go!

The last picture in my mind is not Qingge, but the soup that my aunt cooked for me in Qiyun hall when I was a child, her smile and her gentle words.

Everything, can't go back.