Chapter 38 - 37-Realization

"Well,then i suggest you to find some way to use mana once you consume all the mana in your gauntlet since you won't be able to do magic due to your unique condition."

"I will."I don't need to worry about that i will just go into my battle mode,yes i am calling it my battle mode,whenever i need to replenish the mana.

After that i payed my respect and bid goodbye to Odin and left with Tyr.

"You should go and visit Asmund and Karnilla they were worried the entire time you were asleep."

"And you weren't?"

"Nope,i knew you would pull through,Father said that you will wake up but didn't know how long it would take"

We then went towards my house.Dad still stayed at the same place as he did years ago.When i saw him,i noticed that he had more wrinkles on his face than he did in the past,He must have worried alot about me.With tears in my eyes i said

"Hi dad"

He runs towards me and embraces me.

"It's good that you are back,come on in let me make some food for you"

Giving me and my dad some privacy Tyr leaves without saying anything.

Looking at Asmund's back and the smile on his face made me tear up once again.Too much feelings for me but i was definitely in the wrong,i never did think of him as my Father all the while I have been here.I couldn't let go off my parents from my previous life.Maybe it's time to do so now.I have been in this Universe for so long,i need to let go of the past that I can't go back to.Asmund has always loved me like a father loves his son but i never did reciprocate that.

As i was having this realization i felt something finally changing in me, something trying to crawl its way out,a dam exploding cause it could not hold back.I instantly knew what it was.I now knew my domain and the Godhood I had.I had finally completed the final step of finding my godhood and i knew what it was.

"I am Vali Asmund,God Of Samsara."

I have died and been reborn again maybe due to the intervention of Lord Chaos but i still did and now that i have finally taken this reality as my own I understand that i am a part of it and can and will have to cause changes to the timeline,all this time i considered everyone here just as a character in a story and never did pay attention to them as people, understanding their feelings and emotions,only worried about getting stronger so that i can watch all the events happen,what would be the difference between me and the Watchers if i do so.I need to protect all those close to me and never bow to anyone and ultimately reach the level of Lord Chaos.