148 Her mentality

Zhiyuan sighed while watching her adorable face that shows displeasure. "But... It doesn't mean that I will tell you everything I know in one blow."

"Then tell me, did you also found out?... Is there a seal on me?" Yu Yan asked with impatience on her voice.

With a heavy heart, Zhiyuan bitterly smiled before he hooked his arm on Yu Yan's shoulders and pulling her to walk towards the university.

At the same time that they were walking, Zhiyuan decided to answer with tenderness on his voice. "There are some, but don't ask everything for now... I will tell you one by one and if you can resolve it..."

Yu Yan: "..."

Some?

Not just one?

Yu Yan was stunned!

Her footsteps were paused while she turned to look at Zhiyuan in disbelief after confirming that there was a seal on her and worst, there was not only one but more.

Ignoring the gaze from other students, Zhiyuan smiled while he continued to pull her to walk towards the fourth level courtyard.

Although Yu Yan doesn't speak, he can sense that Yu Yan is still wondering and troubled about the seal on her.

Discontentment began to cover Yu Yan's mind until she recalls about her mentality, she feels that it might be affected because of the seal.

She was too overwrought to asked. "Is there something wrong with my brain?"

Zhiyuan turned his head to look at her while walking, while he slightly knocked on her head and said with a warm voice. "There's nothing wrong with your brain... It just that..."

He paused but continued honestly. "There's a seal on your mind... It will make you unconsciously act like a certain age most of the time..."

Yu Yan: "..."

Act like a certain age?

Is it related twelve years ago?

Is this why big brother's keeps on calling me baby?

No wonder Li Fu Jin think of me that way!

Trying to analyze Zhiyuan's words, Yu Yan did not speak for a couple of minutes until she wanted to cry but subconsciously mumbles. "But... For what reason..."

Hearing Yu Yan asking herself, Zhiyuan answered her question deliberately. "It's the effect of forcing to erase a memory within a spun of time... Well, erasing it permanently."

Yu Yan : "..."

Erasing my memories?!

Permanently??!

With shock on her face, Yu Yan stopped her footsteps while she quickly turns her head to look at Zhiyuan with a wide cute eyes.

"Why..." she speaks like she's about to cry.

Zhiyuan shook his head, he continued to pull her to walk while he patiently explained with hesitation on his last words. "I have no idea for the main reason to remove your memories..."

Then he stopped because of hesitation, until he continued to explain. "Since you have a mix blood, using Mǒ qù which can erase a short memory will not be effective..."

Without any reaction from Yu Yan, he added. "There are other ways on erasing a memory, but the one that is used to you is a heavy one... However,.."

"However what?" Yu Yan stopped again and looked at him while she continued to ask.

Waiting patiently for an answer, her heart keeps on pounding fast with fear to hear his next words.

"Removing a memory that includes the feeling or experience is a very dangerous ritual..." Zhiyuan answered while carefully observing Yu Yan's expressions.

Knowing that Yu Yan is still trying to digest his words, Zhiyuan waited for a couple of minutes before he continued.

"Aside from the reason that it is the interdiction of living... This will have a heavy consequence, especially for the one who performed the ritual.." He carefully explained.

"What consequences?" Yu Yan finally speaks with frightening expression.

Zhiyuan took a deep breath, he originally has no intention to tell this to Yu Yan, but he doesn't want to lie to her.

"The execution... It will include a part of the soul being taken away... It involves..." he honestly answered, but suddenly stopped because of hesitation.

Yu Yan: "..."

Part of the soul?

Being taken away?

Is it my soul?

Is this the reason why I was in coma?