178 What should I do?

After his words fell on her ears, Yu Yi is completely petrified! It was like a terrible hail storm that hits her body and instantly turned her into an ice statue.

Her face immediately turned pale like there was no blood that runs through her veins, while her heart almost stopped beating.

"You didn't know?" Li FuJin asked while watching Yu Yi's expressions carefully.

Contemplating about the past, Yu Yi didn't speak, but the sorrow in her eyes did not miss Li FuJin's gaze.

Death and sacrifices has been a big secret of the Xiao family, and it was a terrible tragedy that they been trying to bury for twelve years.

However, whenever she thinks of Yu Yan, Yu Yi can't help but to clench her fist while grief envelopes her soul.

With a shivering heart, there was a tear that falls on her pink cheeks while Yu Yi tried hard to speak, but she almost choked. "I..."

"Did your family found her body?" Li FuJin seriously asked, but a suspicion began to form on his mind.

Reminiscing the past, Yu Yi's tears did not stop to flow from her eyes like a waterfall that will never run out of water.

She lowered her head while she slightly nodded, but Yu Yi did not say anything while she keeps on crying.

Silence covered the bedroom, watching Yu Yi in grief,  Li FuJin remained silent, but afterwards he disappeared without saying any words.

After Li FuJin left, the fear that Yu Yi has been suppressing instantly exploded, while her body began to tremble tremendously.

Horrible memories keeps on appearing on her mind unconditionally, Yu Yi can't help but to cry hard like it will never stop. 

"Mother... What should I do?" Yu Yi mumbled with a crying voice.   

After crying, Yu Yi suddenly noticed that she can still feel the hotness of Li FuJin's lips on her neck that made her cheeks turn hot and red like an apple.

Although she doesn't know who Li FuJin is, she recalled that there was a boy that she did meet twelve years ago.   

However, what made Yu Yi interested was Li FuJin's silver hair and scarlet eyes, that made her speculate why he is different from what he used to be.   

Recalling the features of the handsome boy she used to speak with when she was in terrible pain twelve years ago, a smile on her lips emerged with warmth on her heart.

Aside from his spectacular face, he has a black ink hair and a pair of beautiful inexpressive brown eyes, while he always had an expressionless face.

Nevertheless, Yu Yi understood the reason of the changes on Li FuJin's appearance after remembering all the events that they never wanted to speak about. 

....

After Li FuJin left the Black Garden, he did not directly go back to the Jade Garden.  

Instead, he came back at the Gu Mansion that belongs to his grandfather Gu Furu.  

It was the same place where he stayed since he skipped classes while he drinks alone after seeing Zhiyuan's arm are around Yu Yan's shoulders the other day.  

Heartbreak gave Li FuJin the reason not to come home and get drunk all night because he thought that Yu Yan started to fall in love with Zhiyuan.  

With worries after drinking alone, Li FuJin still returned to Jade Garden to prepare breakfast for Yu Yan, fear that she might get hurt if she tries to cook.  

Nevertheless, because of the confusion on his mind and heart after his confirmation about Yu Yan and Yu Yi's blood, Li Fujin doesn't want to see Yu Yan for the mean time.  

Unfortunately, after finding out about the truth behind Yu Yan's blood, the mix blood on her veins is what Li FuJin bound to kill aside from a Gǎnrǎn and Xue Shou. 

Accompanied by the seal on Yu Yan's mentality, Li FuJin is having difficulties to decide if he should kill her or not.