218 We should do more

Recalling the feeling of being at a place covered by fire, YuYan wondered if it's something that happened to her twelve years ago.

Moreover, YuYan has no idea how did she end up being in coma, that also made her wonder if how did she get the scar on her forehead.

With the sudden difference on how her mind works, YuYan started to have a speculation that the memories emerged whenever they have intense moments.

Therefore, YuYan recalled that her mentality can only be unsealed if they will do the process of making a child, but she wonders if she will also regain her memory.

Trying harder to get a better understanding of those memories, YuYan knew that it will only be clear if  they will continue what they did, but it made her feel uncomfortable.

However, YuYan guess that if she tells Li FuJin about her speculation, she fears that he might start to do the process of making a child.

Therefore, after a couple of minutes of silence, YuYan tried to set it aside for the mean time and finally asked after trying to scan the room. "Where are we?" 

"My house" Li FuJin answered with a hoarse voice while having a fast beating heart that continuously making him catches his breath.

"You have your own house?" YuYan asked with surprises since she doesn't know much about Li FuJin. 

Li FuJin faintly answered while he still keeps on catching his breath. "Given by my grandfather" 

His breathing continuously become heavy, like he has been tired badly while his firm flesh below can't stop burning endlessly. 

Looking up to Li FuJin's gorgeous face, YuYan asked worriedly after noticing his unusual breathing. "What's wrong? Are you OK?" 

"Help me out?" Li FuJin shamelessly asked with a hoarse voice while staring down at her with his inexpressive scarlet eyes. 

YuYan innocently asked while blinking her eyes, while waiting for Li FuJin to answer. "Help on what?" 

Taking a deep breath, Li FuJin paused before he answered with hesitation on his voice. "Nothing" 

"Why do you keep on asking me to help you if you don't explain it to me if what it is?" YuYan complained while pouting her lips with dissatisfaction on her face. 

Li FuJin stared at her with his expressionless face, but it took a couple of seconds before he speaks. "Are you willing to do it?" 

Although YuYan has no idea what it is, she nodded without hesitation while staring straight on his inexpressive scarlet eyes. 

Knowing that she still has no idea what he means, added by the guilt he felt for almost completely taking her innocence, Li FuJin took a deep breath. "Forget it" 

YuYan face turned gloomy. "You're so unfair!" She complained like a child that has been cheated. 

Li FuJin stared at her blankly, but there's a feeling that he wanted to do it. "We need to go back, can you move?" 

Pouting her lips that Li FuJin doesn't want to tell her what he means, YuYan just nodded, but when Li FuJin sits up and help her, she felt a slight pain between her. 

"Still hurts?" Li FuJin asked while watching her expressions carefully, but his face remained the same. 

YuYan nodded while she tries to sit up, even if Li FuJin did not completely penetrate her, she can still feel a slight pain that made her uncomfortable. 

Unable to sit properly, YuYan felt complicated that whenever she tries to move her hips, she can feel a bit pain despite that her wounds heals fast. 

"Let me see it" Li FuJin claimed but his expressionless face remained the same. 

YuYan immediately but shyly opposed with a cute blushing cheeks. She said while she keeps on almost choking while saying her words. "No! You said the same earlier, but you.. You did... Did something else!"

Staring straight at her adorable blushing face, Li FuJin's expressionless face remained the same. "You didn't like it?" 

YuYan: "..." 

"How... How can you.. Ask such thing?!" YuYan said while turning her eyes away with shyness while she remembered what Li FuJin did to her. 

With his cold voice while his face remained expressionless, Li FuJin shamelessly claimed. "You're growing up, we should do more" 

YuYan: "..."