413 The Soul

"Why?.. Why can't you just stay with me?.. I want you to be with me... Just with me..." Xiao FengYun uttered in an agonizing voice. His arms tightened around her; afraid for her to disappear.

Tears suddenly fall from YuYan's eyes, soaking her big brother's shirt with it. She finally hug him back and said. "Big brother.. I'll be married soon.." Her voice is faint and shaking.

"Do you love him?" Xiao FengYun softly asked but YuYan did not respond. He did not dare to loosen his embrace. "If you don't.. No matter what I need to do, I will never allow it to happen..." He added.

YuYan's heart suddenly skipped a beat. She can feel her big brother's possessiveness, but she can't blame him, he wanted to protect her. "Big brother, I'm fine.. I'm no longer a baby.." She reminded.

YuYan understands how her brother feels completely. How can she not? Despite that some of her memories are still messed up, she saw from Mo Rica's memories what he has done in order for her to live.

Although she wasn't able to see everything due to the force that seemed to be suppressing her mind, YuYan believed she can slowly retrieve all of it. Still, something kept on bothering her although she doesn't know what it is.

"I understand..." Xiao FengYunI replied faintly, tears suddenly fall from his eyes. He suddenly remembered when YuYan returned in the black garden and Xiao YuRin's interrupted words: 'I forgot.. The two of you are...'

He knew exactly what Xiao YuRin wanted to say at that moment. On Xiao FengYun's mind he continued what YuRin wanted to say back then: 'You two are connected with each other. Both of your birthmarks are the signs... She is part of you, as you are part of her...' but he didn't dare to continue.

A bitter smile appeared on Xiao FengYun's lips after recalling those words. It made him remember the only woman he ever loved.

She was the reason why he lived when he almost killed himself after the incident twelve years ago. She became his everything when he was about to lose his sanity; his hope, his life.

Unfortunately, they cannot be together, making him fall in despair. Xiao FengYun again almost killed himself, but when he discovered YuYan was still alive, it gave him a deeper reason to continue to live.

Experiencing the pain of getting his heart broken, Xiao FengYun didn't want any of his siblings to suffer from the same pain. So with that thought in mind, he did everything he could to ensure their happiness.

Acting like a cupid, Xiao FengYun deliberately went out of his way to make Mo YuMin jealous of him and MouJin. Otherwise, YuMin will not act on his feelings towards YuYan's personal maid. He even contributed on Xiao XiRan's scheme to get Marlene before.

But when it came to separating YuYan from her fiancee, Mo YuMin warned him not to intervene. Besides, his big brother was aware that he helped Xiao XiRan to kidnap Marlene.

Xiao FengYun wanted to laugh and mock himself after recalling the things he have done. He helped them to be with the woman they loved, but he wasn't able to help himself.

With those memories, Xiao FengYun came up with a decision. Feeling the warmth of his baby sister in his arms, he kissed her head and whispered, "The soul.. Baby, try to bear the pain.."

Without waiting for YuYan to react, an unbearable power emitted from his body. He tightened his embrace, not letting her get away from him while a dark flame appeared; blazing around them, burning himself, combining his flame towards her power.

YuYan began to panic. She doesn't understand what her big brothers words mean. She has no idea what Xiao FengYun is trying to do aside from his dark flame surrounding their bodies.

But Xiao FengYun's flame doesn't burn or harm her; instead, it felt warm, relaxing like a life; a heart beating trying to survive.