415 When he first met her

YuYan is dumbfounded after she saw the mess in her room. She frowned while looking at the broken glasses, ruined table, and messy bed that came into her sight.Then her eyes falls on Li FuJin who is sitting on the floor. His back leaning to the side of the bed, one of his arm is leaning on his bent knee, there is blood dripping from his hand.Despite feeling her presence, Li FuJin did not move. His face remained dark, staring at the floor, not even looking at YuYan.His imagination is running wild thinking where she could have been kept on flashing in his mind.He can only listen to her footsteps getting closer until YuYan stood in front of him. She then knelt in front of him and took his wounded hand. Li FuJin did not speak nor struggle; he just let her do whatever she wants.Li FuJin's eyes did not look at her face but he watched her as she took a little black-bladed knife out of nowhere to cut her palm; letting her blood drip on his wound, healing it right away just like hers."What happened here?" YuYan asked softly, her voice sounding anguished that made Li FuJin finally raise his head to look at her face and saw her swollen eyes, obviously due to crying.His heart skipped a beat while staring at her eyes. Li FuJin can't help but speculate, 'Is this why she left? Did she go somewhere to cry? Is she still mad at me?'Li FuJin immediately pulled her to sit on his lap while he hold her little face between his hands and worriedly asked. "Why were you crying? Did someone hurt you? Who is it? I will kill whoever it is!" His voice turned cold with the threat.YuYan shook her head. "I'm fine. No one harmed me." She uttered and tried to force a smile as she covered his hand that were holding her face. She faintly ask. "What did you do here? How come you messed up in my room?" Despite her smiling, there was sadness on YuYan's eyes. Li FuJin can see on her face that she is not willing to tell him the reason why she cried. But his heart felt uneasy. "Do you still hate me?" He asked nervously.Li FuJin can feel that YuYan hated him for being one of the participants, but what he can do? He can't tell her the truth! Not about the main reason why he joined the trial but his real identity instead. He is extremely anxious while waiting for YuYan to respond. What more, Li FuJin thought YuYan went away because she was seeing another man; hence he destroyed everything in sight and messed up her bedroom in frustration. Watching all her reactions, YuYan only stared at him. But she seemed to be in deep thoughts which made Li FuJin's heart feel more worried. He looks at her straight in the eye, but he can't guess what she is thinking about; unlike before. It was unusual for him to feel worried in the first place as he never experienced it before. Li FuJin's personality is aloof and uncaring about anything or anyone. Until the day he met YuYan which changed his life. When YuYan suddenly left him alone earlier without any explanation, Li FuJin felt like dying at that moment; fearing that she doesn't like him anymore, wondering if she no longer feels the same like before. As he tried to calm his trembling heart, he sat on the floor while thinking about Yuyan. Flashes of memories appeared in Li FuJin's mind.It was of when he first met her; it wasn't when he saved her from a Gǎnrǎn's attack that night, but it was even before that in D country. Yes, Li FuJin remembered her face. He just came out from the train station and waiting for Butler Shen to pick him up. Staring at the blue sky, thinking about what he wanted when his attention was unconsciously caught by a young woman.