432 I was out of control

"Big brother.." YuYan faintly mumbled that made Li FuJin turn his head to look at her as she covered her mouth while her eyes looked teary and about to cry.

Because of Xiao XiRan's unexpected appearance, only Zhiyuan and Mo Yao Wang noticed Marlene's blushing cheeks added by the little red marks on her neck.

Xiao XiRan glanced at everyone until his gaze was fixed at YuYan who has a teary eye. He smiled lovingly to his baby sister and let go of Marlene's waist.

Seeing his baby sister's teary eyes, Xiao XiRan has a mixed emotions; he can't help to remember the time when she almost vanished because of their stupid cousin.

Xiao XiRan doesn't want to see his baby sister crying, but can he blame her? Of course, the answer is no.With YuYan's expressions, he expected that she must be blaming herself for what happened.

"Baby, did you miss me?" Xiao XiRan asked with a grin. He open his arms; waiting for YuYan to run towards him, while ignoring Li FuJin whose face instantly turned dark.

Of course YuYan immediately stood up and run towards her baby big brother. She pounced at him; encircling her arms on his waist, with a tight embrace, burying her little face on his chest.

Xiao XiRan chuckled but he tightly embraced his baby sister while he continued to ignore Li FuJin's murderous gaze. "Baby, I miss you so much!" He uttered lovingly.

He tried to hold his tears while feeling his baby sister's warm embrace. Xiao XiRan felt like he doesn't want to let go; he remembered his fear of losing her again.

"Big brother.." YuYan uttered. Her voice sounded anguish; obviously trying to conceal her feelings. Her eyes sting, while she tightened her embrace.

YuYan's body began to tremble slightly which made Xiao XiRan tightened his embrace while gently rubbing his baby sister's back to comfort her.

Trying hard to suppress her tears, YuYan bit her lower lip as she tried to speak. "Big bother.. I'm sorry.. It was all my fault.. I was out of control.."

"I didn't know that time.. It.. It was.." YuYan can no longer continue her words. The tears that she's trying to hold back fall on her cheeks and began sobbing silently.

YuYan's heart felt being squeezed; making her hard to breathe while recalling what happened to Xiao XiRan and started to blame herself.

At first, YuYan has no idea of what happened to her baby big brother until the time that Mo Rica taunted her and saw her memories.

Mo Rica's words about Xiao XiRan sacrificing his life for her to live when she was out of control were like a hailstorm that hits YuYan's heart.

It triggered her hatred to Mo Rica to go deeper where she grab her cousins neck with a thirst to kill. Yes, YuYan was very mad after hearing about Xiao XiRan.

How can she not? The last thing that YuYan can remember before she lost control was when she find out about the trial. Worse, it was after finding out that Li FuJin was one of the participants.

She still has a childish mentality at that time which made her not to understand what Mo Rica was trying to do. YuYan felt so stupid for being carried away by her emotions.

At first, YuYan thought that Mo Rica was just telling her nonsense about Xiao XiRan but it already made her feel more angry at the same time.

While exploring Mo Rica's soul and memories, YuYan originally plan to kill her cousin. But after she saw what happened to Xiao XiRan, she felt dying.

Yes, Mo Rica was watching in the dark when YuYan was out of control. Watching how Xiao XiRan sacrificed his life; turning into an ice statue and disappeared.

At that same time, YuYan was silently crying deep in her heart while watching what Xiao XiRan did for her to live; to control her raging power that was slowly killing her.