477 Haven'st recalled

Watching YuYan staring at their new home, Li FuJin, who was standing behind her, started to wonder whether she regained her memories when they were living together.

However, thinking about their past, Li FuJin doesn't know how to can confirm if YuYan remembered his real identity or not which will be a challenge on how to tell her about what he did.

Li FuJin is worried as he has no idea what YuYan would think about his actions about joining the trial. He wonders whether she will appreciate his hard work or not.

What more was for the fact that he is currently using a different identity which means, he is deceiving her but a part of his heart is aching while thinking that she had feelings for Zhou Ruegen.

Although he understands that YuYan's memories were tampered while Zhou Ruegen and Li FuJin is the same person, he still feels that it is possible for her to fall in love with another man.

Li FuJin wanted to tell the truth and confront YuYan about her true feelings for him, but without her memories of his real identity will not give him a satisfied answer.

Worse, YuYan's current temperament and attitude is far different from before which means it might create misunderstandings once the truth about his identity is revealed.

Therefore, he can only delay telling YuYan about it and carefully observe to confirm whether she remembers the Li FuJin whom she made a promise to be with each other before he confronts her.

"It's strange.. Why do I have the feeling of living with someone before but I can't remember." YuYan suddenly mumbled with a faint voice, but it was enough for Li FuJin to hear her words.

YuYan subconsciously placed her hand on her chest where she can feel her heart beating so fast and mumbled again. "I feel like there's something missing but I don't know what it could be."

Her words were enough for Li FuJin to understand that YuYan still cannot remember him. Thus, he walked closer and embraces her tightly from behind.

"You still haven't recalled all your memories?" Li FuJin mumbled with his normal cold voice. However, his heart can't stop beating fast while waiting for YuYan to answer.

YuYan shook her head then answered. "The only things that I can clearly remember are until the night that you bit me, but other than that, it was confusing."

"It was like a mess. After I invaded Mo Rica's memories, it gave me some memories, but I'm not sure whether they belong to me or hers. But…" YuYan added ,yet paused with hesitation to speak.

However, Li FuJin did not say anything instead; he was patiently waiting for her to continue. Therefore, YuYan uttered. "Sometimes it seems it was my memory."

"But sometimes, it was like I was watching myself as someone else. That's why I don't know whether it was mine or not. But I feel like I'm still missing a lot." YuYan continued.

YuYan rubbed her forehead while she added. "All those memories are confusing me. It looks like unorganized scenes in my head that makes me dizzy whenever I try to think of it."

"Don't force yourself. It will be alright." Li FuJin uttered with an unexpected gentle voice while he holds YuYan's hand that was rubbing her forehead.

However, Li FuJin's gentle voice made YuYan subconsciously turn her head to look at him with a shocked expression which made him secretly frown after realizing her maturing mentality.

Of course Li FuJin is aware that it was because of the way how he spoke which is not a normal way for him even though it already happened before her mentality is unlocked.

"Don't be surprised. It's not the first time you heard me speak that way." Li FuJin claimed, but he covered YuYan's eyes for her not to see his reddening ears with an awkward expression.