YuYan remained standing next to the bedside table while staring at the photo. The looks on their eyes were kind and warm while it cannot hide how much they cherish each other.
For those who don't know YuYan's relationship with the Xiao, anyone who sees the photo will surely think that they were a loving couple.
However, only those who knew that they were siblings would understand how her big brothers love her, especially Xiao FengYun, who was always there to protect and be with her;
A drop of tears suddenly falls from her eyes, and there's a prickling pain in her chest while she looks at the photo. Somehow, YuYan felt like she won't see Xiao FengYun ever again.
Accompanied by sadness, YuYan covered her mouth while she began crying and sobbing silently. She doesn't know why but the feeling of separation surfaces on her heart.
At the same time, there was a feeling of needles being pierced on YuYan's head. Her knees fell on the floor while she held her head with both of her hands.
A sudden flash of memories with Xiao FengYun after she woke up from a coma appeared on YuYan's mind. It was painful, yet has made a clear recollection of their interactions.
Though it was weird because those memories were only about what happened between her and Xiao FengYun, other than her memories of him, the other things remained confusing for YuYan.
"Why? Why is it like this? My memories… Sob.. Why is it only when I was with big brother Yun?.. Sob… Sob.. What exactly is happening to me?" YuYan mumbled while sobbing.
YuYan continued to cry while she mumbles. "Why is my memory so messed up? Why can't I recover all of them at once? Please… Let me understand everything…"
Her voice sounded anguish while lightly hitting her chest when she uttered. "It's so painful… Why does it have to be painful…? I don't want to feel this anymore… Somebody…"
"Please… Can somebody… Sob… Somebody.. Sob.. Please help me…" YuYan painfully uttered. "Big brother… Where are you? Can you help me? What should I do?.."
After those words, YuYan sat on the floor while leaning her back on the bedside. Embracing her knees; burying her head down on her arms and continued to cry silently.
YuYan doesn't know how long she had been crying at the same position until a warm palm suddenly pat her head and made her almost jump in shocked.
She didn't feel any presence nor notice that someone came in the bedroom. But accompanied by the pat on her head YuYan heard a young man's voice saying. "Done crying?"
YuYan: "!!!" Who?!
YuYan immediately raised her head, but she doesn't know why she didn't even try to make any actions aside from looking who it was after hearing the voice.
It was a young man with silver hair with a gentle smile on his lips but his face resembled Xiao FengYun. He was so close enough for YuYan to see the looks on his eyes.
His eyes were like stars in the night, so attractive, especially that it looks kind and loving while he stares at her crying face, despite his sickly appearance.
"Who are you?" YuYan asked with an anguished voice while she looked at his handsome face. She can't grasp on her memories who he was but has a familiar feeling in her heart.
"Why did you forget me again?" The young man asked with a gentle voice, which made YuYan titled her head with confusion but before she can speak, he pulled her on his arms.
YuYan: "!!!" What is he doing?!
YuYan was thunderstruck. It was too late for her to react because he tightens his embrace; burying her face on his chest as he leans his chin on the top of her head.
Despite that she doesn't know who he was, YuYan doesn't plan to push him away. Instead, there was a feeling that she's been deeply yearning for his warm embrace.