515 You must remember everything firs

"I don't know where he is.. So I tried asking, but no one would tell me.. Not even daddy.." YuYan felt complicated.She tried to explain everything in detail, but Xiao YuRin did not speak a word. After noticing that Xiao YuRin was not responding aside from listening the whole time, YuYan looked up to her brother and finally asked. "RinRin, where is big brother Yun?" Unfortunately, Xiao YuRin turned his head to look at the other side, hiding his face from her sight. YuYan narrowed her eyes, thinking that her brother knows something. YuYan waited for a response, but seeing that Xiao YuRin seemed not willing to speak, she sighed and said. "If you're not willing to tell me where is he.. Can you let me know how can I find him?" Hearing YuYan's voice that sounded like she was slumped in deep dejection, Xiao YuRin immediately had second thoughts to answer his baby sister. He can't help biting his lower lip, thinking what he must do while not looking at YuYan. However, his hesitation was like a knife stabbing YuYan's heart. Aside from no one wanted to tell her anything regarding Xiao FengYun's whereabouts, seeing Xiao YuRin's expression that obviously means he knew something yet unwilling to speak was more painful than showing a face without expressions. "No.. Not you too…" YuYan uttered while tears started forming in her eyes while staring at her brother. She subconsciously grabs the edge of Xiao YuRin's shirt, making him turn his head to look at her. Seeing YuYan's cute round mushy eyes with tears, Xiao YuRin started to panic. His heart is pounding heart while he opened his mouth but doesn't know what to say. He is not afraid that his baby bunny might do something to get an answer from him by force, but to see her suffering from distress was like a pulling the scab in the wound mercilessly. Xiao YuRin: "..." What should I say?! Xiao YuRin immediately lost his calmness. He doesn't want to see his baby bunny crying again, but what can he do? There are things that he can't tell her, but how can he help her? Xiao YuRin opened his mouth, but he doesn't know what to say. His heart feeling hurt while watching the tears on YuYan's eyes started falling on her cheeks. "Why?! Why all of you are hiding everything from me?!" YuYan suddenly seethed with anger. She can't help feeling irritated that everyone was not willing to help her. 'Family? Is this what you call family?! Hiding everything from me?! I don't know if you're all doing this for my sake, but don't you know that it's hurting me?!' YuYan blurted in her mind. She wanted to say those words, but her mouth doesn't let her. It was like there are thorns in her throat, preventing her to say something bad about her family. Therefore, YuYan let go of her brother's shirt. She was about to stand up, but Xiao YuRin immediately grab her arm to stop her, making her remain sitting on the floor. 'What should I do? It's not that I want to keep a secret, but you must remember everything first.' Xiao YuRin claimed in panic inside his mind. Xiao YuRin was devastated by her tears. His heart feels being twisted, tight enough for him to hardly breathe. Although he can feel that YuYan was somehow trying to conceal her distress, this made him grieve for her situation. Just like when YuYan bumped into him in the university. She was crying while trying to hide the reason, but her swollen lips gave him an idea about what happened.