It was just a short memory since YuYan didn't have too much interaction with her when she came back.However, that flash of memories was enough for YuYan to recall who she was. "That girl, she was… YuYi…" After realizing the changes on Xiao YuYi's appearance, YuYan looked back at Xiao YuRin. "Only YuYi looked so much like big brother Yun.. They look like identical twins.. But…" "We were supposed to look identical.. YuYi's appearance is no longer the same with me. How did she become identical to big brother Yun?" YuYan asked with suspicion. YuYan may have recalled all her childhood memories when she was in the forbidden forest, but some of it seemed scattered, or rather unorganized. What's worse was reading Mo Rica's memory made it more confusing.Especially that there are some that doesn't allow her to see, giving a terrible pain in her head when she tried to unravel them. (Chapter 402) It was the time when YuYan finally felt that a part of her soul was missing while some of her memories were messed up and worse, the reminiscence of her early days was interrupted. Nevertheless, those memories are enough for YuYan to compare the present and the past. "I was the one who look identical to big brother Yun when we were young.." "Is it possible to change so much after we grew up?" YuYan finally asked but Xiao YuRin looked away, avoiding her gazes and did not answer. There was a sudden silence between them aside from the wind blowing towards the balcony. Xiao YuRin's silence was enough for YuYan to feel suspicious. Why? It's simple. Xiao YuRin made an oath to keep some secret from her, making him unable to answer some of his questions, but the one she asked was about Xiao YuYi. YuYan realized that there was something behind the changes on Xiao YuYi's appearance. The difference between their looks when they were young and now that they're grown up was too far from reality. What more was for her (YuYan) looks are contradicting with Xiao FengYun's words about looking to herself in the mirror whenever she wanted to see her big brother. Unfortunately, despite her eagerness to know the changes on Xiao YuYi's appearance, YuYan can only wait until the she her own issues are solved before fulfilling her curiosity. Whatever the reason for Xiao YuYi's changes, YuYan promised herself to find out about it in time.But for now, there are a lot of things she need to focus, recovering her memory and finding Xiao FengYun's whereabouts. After setting aside about Xiao YuYi's concerns, something came up on YuYan's mind.She needed to clear her mind and start to get the answers bit by bit since everything was like a jigsaw. She looked at her brother and asked again. "Speaking of soul ice, do you know how I was able to control it? My memory only shows that my dark flame can suppress it.." "It was supposed to be hidden inside me, because I cannot control it. But now.." YuYan asked with confusion.She paused before saying. "I can even use it with my own will without harming myself.. What more was I was able to blend it with my dark flame." "If you want the answer, you must recover your missing soul fragment… It has your memories about it.." Xiao YuRin abruptly answered with a cold voice. As usual, despite answering with indifference, YuYan did not take negatively. They're already grown up. From past to present, YuYan can see the difference.Therefore, YuYan knew she can't always compare everything from her childhood memory.This made her feels sad and regretful for not growing up with her siblings.