542 Part of our soul

What she remembered was the ones that made her want to sleep beside her big brothers.

"Dreams..." YuYan suddenly mumbled. "But those were always a nightmare.. There were dragons and monsters that keeps on chasing me.. They wanted to eat me.."Find authorized novels in Webnovel，faster updates, better experience，Please click www.novelhall.comfor visiting.

Xiao Feng Yun: "..."

Xiao Feng Yun wanted to laugh, but he tried not to just to prevent his sister to misunderstand his reaction.

Those dreams that YuYan was talking about were caused by Xiao XiRan who keeps on watching movies while she's with him.

But Xiao FengYun did not say anything while observing YuYan who seemed in deep thoughts until her face is slowly turning pale.

Xiao Feng Yun sighed with helplessness. He holds YuYan's soft little hand on his warm palm and asked. "Do you remember what mother used to tell us?"

YuYan looked at her big brother who is obviously trying to comfort her. She blinked her eyes innocently while thinking about their mother's words.

"Our subconscious is part of ourselves.." YuYan faintly mumbled. Thinking what it means, she added. "It is part of our soul.. Innermost... Mind... It is where we keep our powers."

"You finally remembered." Xiao Feng Yun said, but his voice was no longer gentle. It returned to his normal cold tone which made YuYan flinched and suddenly shivered in fear.

Xiao Feng Yun: "..."

Xiao Feng Yun secretly frowned. How did he forget that YuYan was still deeply afraid of him whenever he speaks with his normal cold voice?

To be honest, he can't remember or rather understand when did YuYan started to feel afraid of him after she woke up from being on a comatose state.

Of course Xiao Feng Yun can talk with gentleness to his baby sister. Aside from the woman he loved, it was only her who he can comfortably show his old self.

Sadly, Xiao Feng Yun's gentle and playful self-disappeared while growing up after the incident twelve years ago.

It was the reason why his baby sister had a tragic accident, so he decided to forget what he used to.

Now that he sees YuYan's frightened expression made Xiao Feng Yun sighed and pulled her on his arms. He tightened his embrace and gently kisses her head.

"I'm sorry." Xiao Feng Yun uttered with gentleness on his voice while he held her tightly on his arms. "Baby, you need to get used to it."

YuYan shook her head then encircled her arms on her big brother's waist. "It's alright.. But big brother.. You're not like that when we were young.."

"Everything has changed.." Xiao FengYun faintly uttered. "But I will try hard not to make you feel scared of me.." He jokingly said while he chuckled.

YuYan: "..."

YuYan's face turned gloomy. Of course she is still felt afraid of Xiao Feng Yun after she regained some of her memories after she woke up from a coma, but she doesn't know why.

She suddenly looked up at Xiao FengYun and asked. "Ugh, big brother, I don't remember mommy said anything about having this kind of place as my subconscious."

Xiao Feng Yun: "..."

Xiao Feng Yun was dumbfounded. He wrinkled his brows while thinking how to explain.

He felt like he is going to have a big problem as he looked at YuYan. He can only ask. "You're aware that you have seals. Aren't you?"

YuYan nodded in response, but before she can ask, Xiao Feng Yun continued to speak. "I'll explain, but there are some that I cannot tell you for the mean time.."

Pouting her lips with disappointment, YuYan can only nod.

Does she have a choice? Of course the answer is No. But it is better to know something than nothing.