Chapter 133 - 130

The sun has already risen but Justin's eyes are still wide open.

He could feel Tristan's bulging penis inside his hole, knotting him as they lay in bed.

'I wanna sleep but I can't. Not with this huge cock inside me,' Justin thought as he blankly stared into space.

The two of them were lying on their sides. Tristan was hugging him from behind as he was knotting Justin.

Indeed, getting knotted by an alpha is painful, but to Justin, it was as if he felt nothing. His lower body has already gone numb from having sex the entire night.

Although he knows that his hole is probably swollen already, he still can't feel the pain down there. He will probably start feeling it after a few hours.

"I'm so sorry..." Tristan said as he hugged Justin even tighter from behind. "I'm really sorry..." Tristan apologized once again.

"Shh... It's okay. You don't have any control when you're in a rut," Justin said as he put his arms over Tristan's.

Slowly, the knot loosened a bit as Tristan's rod went back to its normal size. Justin felt like he could finally breathe properly as Tristan slowly pulled his penis from his ass.

The alpha's semen dribbled from his hole as soon as Tristan finally completely pulled his penis out. It was dripping from his hole down the the sheets of the bed.

At that point, Justin was now certain that he will really get pregnant. Aside from Tristan shooting his seeds inside him countless of times, the fact that they had sex when Justin was in a heat and Tristan was in a rut made it even more plausible for him to get pregnant.

He was a hundred percent sure that he'll get pregnant even though he's recessive.

"I'll go clean you up," Tristan said as he sat up and looked at Justin. The omega faced him and gave him a nod as he smiled.

As soon as Tristan saw the state of Justin's body, he felt even worse.

He had countless of hickeys and bite marks on his body.

'Goddamn it. Should I just go and kill myself? Why did I have to go into a rut?' Tristan thought as he clenched his jaw. His heart ached a lot upon seeing the state of the person he loves the most, and it ached even more upon knowing that it was his fault why Justin's body looks like that.

"Why are you spacing out? What's wrong?" Justin said with a worried expression on his face.

"I'm sorry... Because of me..." Tristan looked down as he felt his tears welling up in his eyes.

Justin giggled and said, "It's fine. You always take care of me whenever I'm in heat. It's only right for me to be with you in your rut, especially now that we're bondrd mates."

The alpha didn't know how to describe what he was feeling at the moment.

He felt happy, sad, pained, and guilty.

Justin is too good for him even though his tiny body is filled with hickeys and bite marks.

"I... I'll go get a towel and a basin," Tristan stuttered as he got off from the bed and walked to the bathroom inside their room.

"Seriously... He's beating himself up again just because of this..." Justin mumbled and sighed as he watched Tristan's back.

'He looks so sexy,' he thought as he stared at the alpha's muscular back. 'I gotta admit it, though. Even though I can't feel my lower half, it was an amazing night. I didn't even know I could feel that much pleasure,' he thought as his face turned red from shyness.

'I wonder when he'll be in a rut again...' Justin thought as he covered his face with his hands, feeling embarrassed because of his naughty thoughts.

Tristan was already good in bed even when he wasn't a rut, but having sex with him when he's in that condition is truly an experience to remember.

Justin suddenly remembered Tristan's gasps and soft moans from last night and frlt his hole getting a bit wet.

'God, do I seriously want him insde me again even if I can't feel anything in my ass?' he thought as he bit his lower lip.

Because of the experience he had last night, he felt like his wants when it comes to sex suddenly changed.

From wanting to get treated gently, he started wanting to get treated a bit roughly just like last night.

After a few moments, Tristan came back with a towel and a basin in his hands.

His naked lower body earlier was now covered with a bath towel. It somehow disappointed Justin when he couldn't fully see his alpha's body.

Tristan sat next to him on the bed and started wiping his body with the towel soaked with warm water.

"Darling, my rut lasts for at least two days. You should leave after I clean you up. We might have sex all day long if you don't. I don't want to hurt you again," Tristan said with a sad expression on his face as he cleaned Justin's body.

'Well, what you just said made me want to stay here even more,' Justin thought as he felt his face heat up because of his perverted thought. 'Ah, really... Tristan Lee, why did you turn me into a pervert?' he thought.

"I'll stay with you," Justin said as he held Tristan's hand. "No, darling. You don't understand. Your body might not handle it. I don't want to..." Justin cut him off when he spoke. "I want to have sex with you all day long, though?" the omega said with a seductive smile on his face.

Tristan's eyes widened a bit as his heart thumped. At that moment, he knew that if he didn't have a towel on hisblower half, Justin would see his fully erect penis that was ready to pound him.

"No... No... Even if you say that, I will not allow it. The twins might also get upset. Neither of us put them to bed last night and they'd probably be sad if they don't see either of us today," Tristan said and sighed.

That was when Justin remembered their children. His mind was filled with sex all night and since he woke up that the teins didn't even cross his mind.

He was torn whether he should stay with his alpha or go to his kids. After he thought about it for a moment, he finally came to a conclusion.

"Alright..." Justin said and sighed.

"Don't worry, I'll give you what you want when I'm not in a rut anymore," Tristan smiled at him, his eyes turning into a crescent.

Justin felt his face heat up once again from hearing Tristan'a words. It was like he was teasing him, but at the same time, the alpha said it with full honesty.

Juatin flinched when he felt Tristan's finger enter his hole.

It was already a bit wet with his love juices earlier and was mixed up with the alpha's semen, that it was easy for Tristan's finger to enter him.

"Aahh..." Justin bit his lower lip to stop himself from moaning. 'I shouldn't feel anything right now because I'm numb, though. Why do I feel good?' the omega thought.

Tristan put another finger inside his hole, removing the semen that was inside him.

Tristan's eyes drifted to Justin's penis and saw that it was hard. His omega got hard hust from his fingers.

At that moment, he knew that if he thinks about it more, he might just lose himself again.

'Why am I so horny? What am I? A beast?' Tristan thought as he smiled in disbelief.

"Shall I help you with this, darling?" Tristan said as he gently held Justin's hard penis. The omega slowly nodded as a response.

Tristan then started stroking Justin's cock as he was using his other hand to finger his hole.

"Ngh... Aaahhh... Haaa..." Soft moans left Justin's mouth even though he tried to suppress them badly.

Tristan bent his fingers that was inside Justin's hole, hitting his G-spot and making him cum from behind. He had a dry orgasm in front because he couldn't cum anymore from cumming too much last night.

His body was trembling and his toes curled as his eyes rolled up because of the pleasure.

"Hngg... Haaa... Haaa..." Justin panted.

Tristan desperately tried to remain sane until he's finish cleaning Justin up.

He continued wiping his body with the towel, and as he cleaned him up, he noticed that Justin had already fallen asleep.

"Really... You drive me insane," Tristan whispered as he squeezed his eyes shut.

When he finally finished cleaning Justin's body, he dressed him up with the change of clothes they brought with them yesterday when they went here.

After doing that, he gently carried Justin to the a vacant room.

Their room was next to the twins' room, and the room he brought Justin to was the room next to the twins'. It was an empty room because not many if them occupied rooms in the same floor.

He slowly and gently placed him on the bed and tucked him under the blanket.

"Rest well, my darling. I love you," Tristan said and placed a soft kiss on Justin's forehead.

".... to the moon and back."