Chapter 26 - Proven wrong(2)

Body is sweating and instantly aderline rush got higher in my body dėsɨrė was arisen for being felt by someone. I had removed the shrug I was wearing and I wanna tear up my clothes. That bastard Wilton was sipping his drink and asking me again and again for helping. I know where this drug will lead me to but I will not allow him to fulfill his dėsɨrė by taking advantage of my vulnerability,-"Get out of here. "

"Sorry, I can't.... until you made me do what I want.... Ohhh come-on, you are a doctor yourself... you are well aware that you can't get rid it's affects without the help of a man... and I found myself the most eligible for this. "-He gave me a wicked smile.

My body had started trembling. I ran to the bathroom and stood under the shower for lowering the body temperature. But all in vain. I can't forget my values...instead of requesting him to sleep with me just for getting rid of this... I would prefer dieing. If I ever survive after this how would I face my mama. No, I can't do this.

I get out the bathroom and start looking for something sharp. At first I thought of jumping but I will not die after jumping from second floor. So better to pull out a vein. My body was shaking badly and even I had started feeling dizzy. I look at Christian... he was laughing and enjoying my condition...how inhuman and heartless person he is....

Finally I get a knife which was meant to cut the apples on the vary tray. But I think I had no other choice left. Tears were rolling down my eyes.

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Finally the night has come when she will beg me to f**k her. I'm not heartless but I had no other choice. Sipping the alcohol I was waiting for the moment. She was fabbling in the room. To be honest, if I had never given my words... I would surely have done till now... but Waltons never cross over their own words, so I was just waiting.

*SHIT*

"What the hell you are trying to do"- I stand up at instance.

She was holding a knife in her hand..tears rolling her red cheeks, her eyes seems closing.She sobbed, -"Christian I know what you intended to do... but you will never get that... you can't force me to let my morals down."

"Jessica, throw that away.. it is not for playing... we can talk"-i tried to calm her down. She replied, -"I'm not that fool you a*sh**e, I know what will happen with the passage of few minutes with me.. and I don't think you have antidote or even you intend to give me that...you wanna have benefit of my vulnerability... the least you can do is to fulfill my last wish, Christian please tell my mama, Mia and Shellby that I loved them a lot." and she cut her wrist.

'Shit, you stupid girl. I push her back and grabbed the knife and throw it away. I had never felt this bad in my life. She was unable to stand on her feets , the cut was not deep I had checked... thank to her shaking hands which unable her to made proper grip.

At the moment I was feared, angry and guilty. I had never thought this will be the consequence .I wrapped her wrist with my handkerchief. Her condition was very terrible. She had started scratching off her clothes and screaming due to pain. What should I do.. yes... antidote..but... shit.... I don't have its antidote.