For several days, song Xiaoxi rushed to the hospital as soon as she got off work to help Feng Jing take care of her father as much as possible.
It's Christmas and her program is almost stagnant. She has been to the piano practice introduced by her colleagues for several times. It may be that there are too many things recently and she can't concentrate all her energy on it. In short, she is dissatisfied with the emotional grasp of the music.
She wants to try sumo's piano shop. Maybe sumo can help her find the problem of bad music.
Thought for several days, but she still didn't put it into action. There is only one day left from the party organized by the school. There is no time for her to hesitate.
After work, it was more than 8 p.m. and she took a taxi directly to sumo's piano shop.
The light in the shop was weak. She thought it was closed for work, but she pushed the door gently. The door was unlocked. As soon as she came in, she saw Su Mo sitting alone under the dim spotlight playing Gaohu. The music was very sad. He was silent in his music world and didn't find anyone coming in.
Song Xiaoxi didn't interrupt him and stood there quietly listening to him. At the end of the song, Su Mo found song Xiaoxi and got up with a smile. "I'm really sorry. When did Miss Song arrive?"
"I just arrived. You played very well, but it was very sad. Is there anything unhappy about Miss Su?!"
"Nothing, it's all in the past... Are you here to practice the piano?!"
"Well, I don't think I can master the selected tracks all the time. I'd like to ask Mr. Su for help and guidance."
Sumo said gently, "you'd better call me sumo."
Song Xiaoxi smiled, "then don't call me miss song anymore. Just call me Xiaoxi."
When they met, they smiled and reached a consensus.
"What track did you choose?"
"The classic popular repertoire" high mountains and flowing water "may not be played for too long, which makes me very dissatisfied..."
"Go to my studio. There is a zither of my friend. The sound is very good."
Song Xiaoxi's heart pounded. Would he say that her friend would be her? She followed Su Mo to the inner room. This is not an ordinary studio, but a place that song Xiaoxi is no longer familiar with. Su Mo's music creation room is about 13 or 14 years old. His parents built him a music creation room in the backyard of the villa. The decoration there is designed by Su Mo himself
After the music room was built, Su Mo and Mu Nian have been learning and practicing the piano there
As like as two peas, Song Xiaoxi did not think that the Qin court had a backyard, and Sumo built a music studio with exactly the same content. The decoration and the placement of the violin were all the same as those used to be, a high Hu, a guzheng and a piano.
She went to the zither and unconsciously stroked the string. Her little finger inadvertently picked up the string. Su Mo looked at Song Xiaoxi. Su Mo's suspicion was aroused by her habitual piano test.
When ordinary people put on the piano, they will use the index finger of their left hand to hook up the strings at will, but mu Nian has been playing with the little finger of his left hand every time he sits next to the piano since childhood
He was too familiar with Mu Niang. Her eyes and casual habitual movements made Su Mo almost sure that song Xiaoxi in front of him was his Niang.
Song Xiaoxi is silent in his memory
"Xiao Xi, play and see."
She pulled back her drifting thoughts, took a deep breath and adjusted her fluctuating mood, "OK, I'll try."
But her heart was not under her control. She played a song "high mountains and flowing water" stumbling and intermittently.
Su Mo has long noticed the emotional changes of song Xiaoxi from entering the studio. He is almost sure that she is mu Nian, but he doesn't know why she has changed her face and even her name
He said gently, "from the way you play the piano, your skills should be very deep, but your thoughts are not focused enough and your feelings can not be integrated into the repertoire, so you can't integrate with the piano and music!"
Like before, Su Mo naturally began to play next to song Xiaoxi. He played a song "high mountains and flowing water" as if it were natural. Sometimes it was like a trickle of water, sometimes it was like a torrent. It was magnificent, making people feel immersive and heard its sound.
Song Xiaoxi sighs that brother Su, who has experienced family and emotional changes, can still integrate himself into the music without distractions
Under the scene set by Su Mo and driven by music, song Xiaoxi unconsciously found a feeling and entered the state of only music in her mind. When playing, she saw the beautiful scene of mountains and flowing water.
After this song was played, Su Mo clapped for her, "don't play any more. You've found the feeling. Go back and rest early today. I wish you success in playing tomorrow!"
Song Xiaoxi is very happy to regain the feeling of having not seen music for a long time. The party has gone many times, but she doesn't know that Su Mo has designed a new program for her
Christmas party.
As soon as song Xiaoxi entered the auditorium, she was surprised to see Su Mo sitting in the VIP seat nodding and smiling at herself. However, it was not surprising that the school would invite him to come when she thought that Su Mo was such an excellent musician.
The whole party was particularly wonderful. The programs prepared by everyone were very good and the performance was very successful. Song Xiaoxi's program was the penultimate. Anyway, she also played the piano in Dihao for a period of time. She should not be nervous, but she was a little nervous when she thought of Su Mo's professional people watching off the stage.
Soon to her program, song Xiaoxi went backstage to change clothes. She prepared a set of ancient clothes. As soon as she came on stage, foreigners from all over the world were impressed by her beauty and made all kinds of startling calls.
A song "high mountains and flowing water" was perfectly combined with her voice, face and smile. It was played beautifully, and the audience applauded one after another
Song Xiaoxi got up and bowed to the audience, but found that Su Mo's seat was empty. She was so involved when she played that she didn't find out when he left. She was somewhat lost.
When she turned to step down, the host stopped her with a smile, "Miss Song, please stay."
The host's voice sounded sweetly: because song Xiaoxi played so well, our VIP teacher Su Mo wants to play a song Gaohu and zither "colorful clouds chasing the moon" with Miss Song
When song Xiaoxi was in trouble, Su Mo had taken the musical instrument to the stage. Su Mo came to her and whispered gently in her ear, "it doesn't matter, I believe you can!"
Already, she can only play this track. When she was young, she often played with sumo. It should be regarded as a mature work, but it has been so many years. She has never played this track after studying abroad.
Driven by Su Mo, she is getting better and better. The whole repertoire ensemble is seamless, and there are warm applause and cheers under the stage
Song Xiaoxi was infected by the warm atmosphere and immersed in the joy of success. She looked back at Su mo. Su Mo opened her arms. She embraced him politely, but suddenly came a shocking word in her ear, "read, long time no see!"
She didn't expect Su Mo to really recognize her. Tears twinkled in her eyes, "brother Su!"
They hugged each other and wept. The audience thought they were excited tears because the ensemble was too successful.
Su Mo took song Xiaoxi out of the meeting before the end of the party. He had too many questions
As soon as he left the venue, Su Mo suddenly held song Xiaoxi tightly in his arms and kept saying, "Nian Nian! My Nian Nian is still alive! You are my Nian Nian..."
Song Xiaoxi gently hugged Su mo. it took a long time for Su Mo's mood to stabilize. She choked and asked, "Niannian, how did your face become like this?"
"Where should I start... Too many things have happened these years!"
Sumo said sadly, "let's go to the store. You say it slowly. From the day you left me, I want to know everything."
Song Xiaoxi knew they had too much to say. She called her eldest sister and told them not to wait for her at night and to have an early rest.
That night, song Xiaoxi told Su Mo about the process from her leaving home until she was killed and rescued, but she erased everything between herself and Gu Yichen. Gu Yichen, an important figure, was erased in the whole incident. She didn't want Su Mo to hate her peaceful life any more, although Gu Yichen let the Su family go bankrupt, But after all, to some extent, Gu Yichen is also a victim.
She hoped that the past would pass peacefully and everyone would live in peace.
Sumo was pained by the suffering of his beloved woman and wept several times.
Song Xiaoxi was extremely calm. After recovering her memory, she also suffered for a period of time, but the stress response had passed, and she had accepted all this for a long time. She smiled and said to sumo, "my story is over. Now it's brother sumo's turn to tell it."
Su Mo broke his tears and smiled. His warm palm rubbed on Song Xiaoxi's head, "you! You can joke after suffering so much!"
"Brother Su, tell me about you and my sister. Why did you separate later?"
Sumo's eyes were full of pain, "As like as two peas in the sea, we were gathered abroad. But after that, I gradually realized that she was different from my thoughts. Although I could not tell the difference, her movements, interests and tastes were just like yours, but I found the feeling of familiarity with her, which is not necessary for us to be together. Language is the tacit understanding of spiritual connection... So I broke up. "
"But I heard she was pregnant with your child..."
Sumo said excitedly, "No way, that child can't be mine! We've never been together. Only once I drank too much. When I woke up, she lay next to me and said we had a relationship... But at that time, I was depressed. Only I knew that I didn't have that ability at all. I also consulted the doctor. People who didn't have the ability would die when they were drunk It's even more impossible, so the child won't be mine. It's because she told me she was pregnant that I further confirmed that she was not my idea! So I broke up with her without hesitation! "
He laughed bitterly at himself, "she proved step by step that she was not my idea! I don't know who the child is, but she soon knocked the child out after breaking up! Then she returned home easily!"
Su Mo looked at Song Xiaoxi. "If it were you, would you kill the child?!"
Song Xiaoxi was stopped by Su Mo's words. She was wondering how she would treat the fetus in her abdomen, the same abandoned woman with children, if she hadn't had a car accident on the rainy night looking for Gu Yichen?! Will she really be what sumo imagined? Won't she kill the child and raise the child alone?! She thought about it and thought it was futile. She would never do anything again, and God wouldn't give her a chance to choose again