I was lying on the bed in rags, and Fu Jing was still in a good mood. At this time, I had thought of ways to kill him countless times, wishing I had a fruit knife in my hand, cut off his carotid artery, and let his blood gush out.
When this thought died down, I suddenly realized that I hated him so much.
I put on my clothes, tidied myself up, and ran away from his office.
I took two days off from work, and I didn't want to go to work, but I couldn't bear to sit where I am now, and I couldn't bear the salary. I had to live a decent life in North city with a sense of ceremony and dignity, so I had to do this job.
After two days off, I went to work as if nothing had happened. I sent the card I had prepared to Fu Jing.
"In the past few years, all the money you gave me is in it. I don't want it if it's not my sister's money. Take your dirty money." I said that and left.
"Stop." His low voice sounded behind me.
I looked back at him and asked in a formulaic tone, "Fu Boss, do you have anything else to do?"
"Do you think this will make me feel guilty about Chen Lai? I'm telling you, you're too naive." A mocking smile hung from the corner of his mouth.
"Are you still human? That's a human life. Even if you don't love her, at least she's been with you for a while." My eyes were full of doubt.
Fu Jing snorted. "She asked for it."
I might be crazy, because I slapped fu jing right after he said that. After that, I was stunned and never dreamed that I would dare to hit him.
"I..." My original anger was instantly extinguished by panic, and his eyes were so terrible.
Fu Jing grabbed me by the neck and flung me to the side. My body fell unsteadily on the table, and my waist hit the corner of the table. It hurt so much that I was sweating and shivering.
I struggled to hold the table so that I wouldn't fall down. A warm feeling ran down my abdomen. I looked down and saw blood flowing down my thighs.
"Fu Jing, Fu Jing..." I called out to him in a trembling voice.
Without saying anything, he took off his suit jacket and wrapped it around my waist. He picked me up. "Are you pregnant?"
"I don't know, I'm in pain..." My lips were dry and my lower abdomen hurt like someone was chopping a knife.
Fu Jing carried me out of the office and took the elevator to the parking lot. He carried me to his car and put me in the back seat. He sat in the driver's seat and called while driving.
I heard him say he was going to pick me up at the door, saying that I bumped into the table and bled from the bottom of my body.
I could still hear him talking later, but when I heard him, I fainted. Thinking about it, it seemed like I hadn't had my period for a while. When was the last time? I thought so hard, so I just let myself sleep.
When I woke up and saw the empty white ceiling, I tilted my head slightly and saw Lu Buyuan's face.
"Chen Qing, are you awake?" His usual gentle smile was tinged with surprise.
I nodded. "What's wrong with me?"
His smile suddenly froze and gradually faded. "Ah jing will tell you when he comes. He went to buy daily necessities. You may have to stay in the hospital for a few days."
Hospitalized? I struggled to get up. As soon as it hurt, my waist and lower body hurt badly.
"Hey, don't move." Lu Buyuan pressed my shoulder.
"Not far. You go out first." At some point, Fu Jing walked in.
Lu Buyuan let go of his hand, gave me a complicated look, said two words with his lips and went out. He said, "Hold on."
My hand, which was hidden under the covers, clenched into a fist. Fu Jing had a bunch of hospital supplies, a pink basin and a matching towel in his hand.
"If it hurts, say so. I'll ask the doctor to give you a painkiller." He said.
I didn't look at him in anger and asked coldly, "What's wrong with me?"
"You... Miscarried." Fu Jing's voice did not detect joy or sadness.
What? Miscarriage? I frowned. "How is that possible? I simply... My menstruation has always been irregular. Sometimes, it can be delayed by ten days and a half months. How can it be so coincidental?"
"According to the doctor, it's only been a month, and you've already had the operation to clear your uterus. This month, you have to take care of yourself. It's about the same as confinement." Fu Jing took a thermos. "I'll go get some hot water."
I pulled the quilt up to cover myself, tears rushing out from the corner of my eyes. I bit the quilt and didn't dare to cry. Only my body trembled.
I had no idea that there was a child in my stomach, and Fu Jing killed his child himself. Even if he failed, the way he treated me made me feel cold.
Hearing footsteps coming from the door of the ward, I quickly wiped away my tears and still didn't want to lift the quilt.
"I'll get someone to help you with the company. As soon as you come back, I'll go to work. I've been looking for your sister-in-law for a month to take care of you. Come over later. I'm leaving. The hot water is at the bedside." Fu Jing left after giving these instructions.
"Hold on." A sudden desire welled up in my heart. I lifted the blanket and looked at him. "If you knew I was pregnant, would you let me keep this child?"
Fu Jing gave me a side face and didn't even look at me. "No."
At that moment, I suddenly let go.
In fact, he had no feelings at all. From the beginning to the end, I thought he liked me. Maybe he liked me. Hai Tang was right. I was just like my sister. I didn't know if my sister knew that Fu Jing didn't love her until she died.
I was in the hospital for two days, and Lu Buyuan came to see me every day. He wasn't my attending doctor, but he was more responsible than the attending doctor.
"Things are getting better today."
I nodded. "Can I be discharged now? It's pretty boring to stay here all the time."
"You're usually so busy. Isn't it good to be idle now? I have nothing to talk to the patients in the ward this afternoon, but don't walk too much."
"I'm too free. I'm so free that I'm panicking. Doctor lu, tell my attending doctor to let me out of the hospital. I think I'm all right." He agreed with all my requests.
I checked out the next day, and no one came to pick me up. Lu Buyuan said he was fine, so he sent me home.
Mrs. Yue was invited by Fu Jing, and she paid for it. She followed me home from the hospital, took care of me dutifully, and told me a lot of common sense about being a woman, which I didn't have.
Lu Buyuan told me to listen to yue sao, saying that I was still young and that there would be many more children in the future.
"Doctor lu, I know who forced my sister away, and I know Fu Jing's attitude towards my sister. I know everything I want to know. I don't want to stay in North city anymore."