Chapter 83 Will You Blame Me?

I was stunned by his sudden anger. Did Lu Buyuan provoke him? No, is he jealous?

I sighed, silently went to pick up the medicine, and muttered, "If I could see a doctor, I wouldn't have to trouble others all the time. Ask more carefully, delay a little longer, and get scolded when I come back. Why am I so miserable?"

I watched Fu Jing's reaction from the corner of my eye. He was standing there, his face a little better than before.

"If it weren't for someone who was injured and had a low fever, I wouldn't have treated them. There's no need to trouble dr. Lu. I'm embarrassed, but someone didn't appreciate it."

I picked up the medicine, so I couldn't get up, so I squatted there and didn't say a word.

Fu Jing pulled me up from the ground, grabbed the medicine from my hand, and asked in a muffled voice, "How do I take it?"

I had a smile on the corner of my mouth and wanted to tease him, but I knew Fu Jing's character too well. I didn't have the guts to tease him. I just had to admit it.

I told him what was written on the paper, and he threw the medicine back at me. "Divide the medicine, I'll just take it."

"You..." I took a deep breath. He was a patient, and I didn't see eye to eye with him.

I was sitting there taking the medicine, and he wasn't idle. He went to cook, probably because he didn't want to eat the noodles I made.

"By the way, Fu Boss, I want to see my sister tomorrow. I haven't seen her this year." I've been thinking about this for two or three days. It's weird to mention it to him. I can't help but think of some unpleasant things.

"I'll accompany you."

I shook my head. "I don't think so."

He didn't answer. He asked me to eat later.

He cooked and I washed the dishes. After dinner, he took his medicine, and then went downstairs for a walk. I washed and slept. He was busy when he had work, and I had a lot of work to do. I really didn't have the energy to stay up with him.

That night, I dreamt about my sister, and there were many things that happened in the past that appeared so clearly in my dreams that I didn't even want to wake up.

The next day, Fu Jing went to work. I changed into black clothes and went to my sister's grave. When I passed the flower shop, I bought a bunch of lilies. They were blooming beautifully.

When I arrived at the cemetery, I took out a towel and wiped the tombstone clean. I solemnly placed the flowers in front of the grave.

"Sis, I've come to see you. I haven't come to see you for so long. Did you miss me?" With a smile on my face, I said, "A lot of things have happened recently. Where should I start? Let's start with the fact that I found out the truth about your disappearance."

I took out two cans of beer, put one in front of the grave, and drank one by myself. "Sis, when I knew Fu Jing didn't love you, I really didn't understand why you wanted to follow Fu Jing. Then I thought, if I were you, in that situation, there was a man who could support me and give me a relatively stable life, I would like to be wrapped up."

"I'm in a situation like this. I love Fu Jing, and he loves me too. He broke off his engagement with Hai Tang for me and said he would marry me. I never dreamed of that. Sis, will you blame me? Would you blame me for being with Fu Jing?"

I wanted to comfort myself that my sister would want me to be happy, but there was always a sense of guilt in my heart.

"Forget it. Let's not talk about Fu Jing anymore. Let's talk about the house we went to, you know? The stepmother threw her paralyzed father on the bed. The house smelled so bad that there were maggots in it. She didn't even go back to look at him. I was so upset at that time, but dad treated me and you like that before. If I go back, I feel sorry for what we had suffered in those years, and I also feel sorry for our mother."

As I said this, tears streamed down my face. "My father is a sinner, but my sister is so sad. I feel sad when I think about how miserable he is now. I want to ask a nanny to take care of him and provide for him. You will blame me if you know."

I drank half a can of wine in one gulp, and my sour nose felt better.

"Sis, if I don't make you happy, you remember to entrust me with a dream. You have to let me know what you think, okay?" I leaned my head against the tombstone and slid my finger down the words on the tombstone. "I really miss you."

I cried so hard that I didn't even notice anyone coming to my side.

When Lu Buyuan handed me the tissue, I froze, took it and wiped the tears and snot off my face. I asked, "Why are you here?"

"I was on duty for a few days during the new year, and I didn't have time to come over to see Ah Lai. Today, I was off, so I came over."

I almost forgot that Lu Buyuan was an orphan. "You must have something to say to my sister. Stay here. I'll go first."

"You brought the flowers." Lu Buyuan smiled. "Actually, Ah Lai doesn't like lilies."

I was stunned. My sister had always liked lilies since she was a child.

He continued, "Alai said that she likes lilies because most people like them. If she likes lilies, she won't be looked down upon. She said that she likes paparazzi, but she didn't dare to say it. If she said it, she would be laughed at."

What Lu Buyuan said was something I didn't know. I never knew that my sister liked paparazzi, too. When she asked me what I liked, when I said paparazzi, she laughed at me.

"Xiao Qing, can I call you that?" Lu Buyuan sat on the stairs. "Alai said she had a silly sister. She also said that she dropped out of school because she didn't like to study at all. She said that her silly sister loved to read."

I nodded. "I don't really like it. I thought reading could change my fate, or I would have to work hard."

"You're right. You made the right choice." Lu Buyuan smiled gently at me. "If Ah Lai were still here, would you take good care of her? She really suffered a lot when she first came to North city. She said all her naivety was buried in North city."

I didn't say anything, but the way I looked at the tombstone was enough to say that if my sister was still alive, I would make her a cripple and let her live happily and not work. I would take care of her as my sister.

As time went by, it was noon in the blink of an eye.

Lu Buyuan and I drove our separate cars. I went home to rest. I don't know what he was doing.

The days seemed to have suddenly calmed down. I remember someone saying that if you felt very happy, someone must have helped you block the suffering of life. I think I feel calm now because fu jing shielded me from the wind and rain.

In the evening, I made sure that Fu Jing should be back. When the door rang, I went to open the door happily. When I opened the door, I was dumbfounded.

Two men in suits, who looked like bodyguards, pulled me out of the room. There was a slight prick in my neck, and I suddenly realized, "Oh no."