Chapter 89 I Dare Not Regret It

I don't know what would happen to a burglar like this. I'm scared or scared. I'm squatting on the ground with a knife in my hand against the wall, trying to cry, but I can't.

I miss Fu Jing. I miss Fu Jing very much.

I picked up my phone and tried to call Fu Jing, but I had so many concerns that I couldn't dial the number. Suddenly, there was a knock on the door. I was shocked and accidentally pressed my hand on the screen.

Before I could hang up, I hurriedly said to the door, "I have called the police. If you don't leave now, just wait for the police to catch you."

The knock on the door continued. I was so scared that the knife didn't give me a sense of security. I ran to the kitchen and took out the sharpest and longest knife and held it in my hand.

"I won't open the door." I yelled at the door, and I suddenly had an idea and pretended to make a phone call. "Officer, are you here? That man is still outside my house. Are you on your way? Please hurry up!"

The knock on the door was gone, and I sat down on the floor as if I had lost all my strength.

A person in a foreign country, maybe killed by someone, no one immediately knew. When the body became smelly and smoked the neighbors, I could be found. This feeling was terrible.

The knife in my hand was still there. I sat there for a long time before I remembered about my phone. When I looked at the screen, it was six or seven minutes.

I carefully said to the other end, "Hello."

"Are you safe?"

Hearing Fu Jing's familiar voice, I suddenly burst into tears, just like the first time I cried for my sister in front of him, but this time I didn't dare to cry loudly, because I was afraid that this was not my territory, and the sound of walking was too scared.

"Fu Jing, I miss you so much." I whispered to the phone, "I thought I could be alone without any weaknesses except armor, but tonight I was especially afraid. I was afraid of danger, I was afraid of loneliness, I was afraid of the malice of the world. When I faced this, I knew how fragile I was, and I knew how much I needed you."

I was talking to the phone about the feelings I had deliberately forgotten during this period of time, and once those negative things were ripped open, they would spill out like a flood.

"I don't regret leaving you. I know I have to leave you. Only in this way can we return to our respective paths and live well. But I'm so sad, Fu Jing. I'm so sad." I crouched on the ground, covering my mouth and crying like a cat.

Fu Jing didn't say anything for a long time. When my sobbing stopped, he said, "Don't you regret it, or don't you dare?"

His words shattered my self-deceiving lie. I really didn't dare to regret it. I was afraid that if I regretted it, it would be doomed. I was afraid of death, and I was afraid that it would bring him a piece of bad luck. Who made our enemy so powerful?!

I sniffed and dried my tears. "Don't ask me that question. I'm done. I'll call the police tomorrow and change the locks on the doors and windows of this house. I'm going to sleep. You should also pay attention to the combination of work and rest."

I hung up as soon as I finished, not daring to hear another word from him. I was afraid that I could not help but keep the phone on. I was afraid that I would keep looking for him if I wasn't cruel.

I washed my face and lay back on the bed. I wasn't sleepy for the rest of the day. As soon as dawn came, I packed up and went out.

I went to the police station first and told them about what happened last night. The police only prepared the case and did not deal with anything. I went to the shop selling doors and windows here to talk to them about changing the doors and windows. After they agreed on the price, they immediately came to me to change the doors and windows.

After a whole day, I finally felt at ease.

In the evening, I secretly filled in the lessons that I missed the whole day. If I didn't understand, I would mark them and ask the others tomorrow.

The next day, Yun Yang asked me why I didn't come yesterday and if I met the right boy to fall in love. I told her what happened at home, and she was surprised and sympathized with me.

"Chen Qing, it's not safe for you to sleep alone at night. Do you need a roommate? Why don't I move in with you?"

"Even if you come here, what if you run into another gangster, just the two of us? Isn't this an extra sheep to the tiger's mouth?" I shrugged. I really didn't like her little arms and legs.

Yun Yang snorted and a whip leg drew a perfect arc in the air. The point was that I heard the wind.

"You... Know martial arts?" I was too surprised to connect chinese kung fu with this sweet girl in front of me.

"That's right!" When she put her legs down, she became that cute girl again. "You don't know, I've been sent abroad since high school. Like our parents, we planned to send us abroad when we were young. Before that, we would enroll in all kinds of classes. I've practiced self-defense since junior high."

My mouth was almost open to an o shape. "My living room is very empty, or else you can come and live without being too crowded?"

"Sure, then you can't charge me rent. I can do something to pay the rent!" She volunteered.

We hit it off and went to help her move things after class. When the things were done with the housework, Jiang Miao called.

"Boyfriend." Yun Yang winked at me vaguely.

I waved my hand, said a few words to Jiang Miao and hung up. "It's a friend from home."

With one more person in the apartment, I feel much more at ease. Plus, Yun Yang doesn't have any bad habits, so it's easy to get along with him. I'm not against the life of two people.

"Chen Qing, I see you staring at your phone all the time. Why?" Yun Yang asked me in a daze.

I raised the corner of my mouth. "You're still young. I'm telling you now that you don't understand. There are some things that can only be understood at a certain age."

She said, "You're not a few years older than me. How do you know that I don't understand? It must be a man's business. Don't underestimate me. I've been in love before. I used to stare at my phone, but then I thought I was too stupid. I despised myself too much, so I stopped staring."

"In the future, I probably won't." I don't know if this is for her or for myself. I'll still be in a daze after that.

I sometimes wonder if Fu Jing doesn't love me. If he loves me, why doesn't he look for me? But then I thought, if he doesn't look for me, wouldn't it be a good thing for me?

I often fought in such a contradictory way, and I couldn't think of any reason until the bad news came from home.

My father passed away.

I was dizzy when I heard the news. If Yun Yang hadn't held me up so fast, I might have really fainted.

"Liu Mang, you said he committed suicide? How could he possibly commit suicide?" My eyes turned red and my expression was almost dull.