Chapter 104 Dirty Inside Story

I cried for a long time and no one came to save me. The water was so cold at night that I almost cried. I didn't know how I got up. When I came home, covered in mud, crying, my dad said a few words to me and then he said nothing.

And my mother threw away all the screws I picked up and told me not to go to the pond again. What if I drown? She scolded me for a long time anyway. After that, I never dared to go again.

I remember this for a long time, and every time I think about it, I can feel my mother's fear and anxiety at that time, and my father's indifference also made me remember it. Sometimes I especially want others to take care of me, at least to prove that I am in my heart. If I really don't care, how can I care about you?

I held Fu Jing's hand tightly. With his eyes on everything, I felt safe.

After two days of rest, Liu Mang called me and said that Ning Jing didn't say anything to give him the urn. She would only hand it over if she asked me to get it.

At that time, I was talking to her in Chen Lai's ward. When I heard this, Chen Lai was furious and said three sentences, "Throw away his ashes! Throw it away!"

I ran out to pick up the phone and ran into a nurse outside who asked her to take a look at Chen Lai.

"What's wrong with you? You can't do anything like that?! If she doesn't give it to you, why not? It's my father's ashes. It's none of her business." I was so angry that I even spat out.

Liu Mang let out a cry. "My aunt, can you stop making things difficult for me? Both sides are hard to serve. I'm sandwiched in the middle, and I'm about to be blown to ashes."

"Where is she now?"

Liu Mang said the location. He's still at the door of Ning Jing's rented neighborhood.

I said I would be there soon and hung up.

When I returned to the ward, Chen Lai was still very excited. When he saw me come in, he immediately pulled me and panted, "Xiao Qing, throw away his ashes! I forbid you to stay!"

"Okay, sis, I'll listen to you. I won't stay." I comforted him.

"Don't lie to me. Don't think I don't know anything in bed right now. If one day I know you didn't throw it away, I won't recognize you as my sister!" She pointed at me and her eyes almost popped out.

I don't understand. "Sis, why do you hate him so much? He kicked us out. He's sorry for mom, but he gave birth to us and raised us. Besides, we've never been filial to him. Now that he's dead, why can't we give him a place to rest?"

"He doesn't deserve it! I can't let him suffer while he's alive. If he's dead, I'll make him restless!" Chen Lai has been so skinny lately. When she looks fierce, she really scares me.

"Why?"

Ignoring the nurse's advice, she held up her body and grabbed my collar. She gritted her teeth and said, "Xiao Qing, he's an animal. You're still young. Listen to your sister and scatter his ashes on the road with the most traffic in North city. I want him to never rest in peace."

I frowned. It was cruel to think of doing this.

My dad doesn't love me. I know that he hit me after my stepmother came to our house. He was provoked by my stepmother. Although he was angry and hated, he was far from like Chen Lai.

I really can't do what she said.

"Sis, that's our dad."

Chen Lai slapped me in the face. "I forbid you to call him dad. Do you know what he did? He's an animal. He's an animal. He's not my father."

I covered my face and looked at her in disbelief.

Big tears fell from her eyes, and she wiped them away with a straight face. "My mother won't give him a son, and he doesn't want to spend money to marry a wife, so he asked me to give birth to him! I had a boyfriend back then. He broke us up and plotted against me. Chen Qing, you heard me clearly. This is your dad. You still call him dad?!"

I was shocked. I never dreamed of such a thing.

I suddenly understood that chen lai had urged me to run away since my mother died. I was timid and scared, but I still ran away under the influence of Chen Lai.

I hugged her body as thin as a piece of paper. "Sis, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I don't know, I'm sorry..."

Chen Lai's body was trembling. She was leaning on my shoulder. My bones hurt, but my heart hurt even more.

I knew my dad was crazy about wanting his son, so when I pushed my stepmother downstairs and my sister gave her a few more feet to abort her, my dad would drive us away so angrily.

I understand.

The nurse gave chen lai a shot of tranquilizer before she calmed down. I looked at her face and felt as if my heart had been cut by a knife. Without her, my father's claws might have reached out to me.

She was the eldest sister, and she took on more responsibilities than I did.

After a while, Liu Mang called again, and I calmly picked up the phone. "Liu Mang, don't worry. Since Ning Jing likes that person's ashes, let her hold them. If she doesn't want them, let her carry them. I don't care."

I blacklisted Liu Mang and Ning Jing's calls and deleted all their contact information.

I still remember when my mother died, I was still a little girl who had not fully developed. My mother had just taught me how to wear a woman's bra before she died, and my sister was older than me. She was already a pretty girl. When I thought about what my father did to her, I couldn't forgive him.

His death was not a reason for me to forgive him.

I stayed by Chen Lai's bed for a long time, watching her face that had gone through so many vicissitudes and was no longer young. I had mixed feelings. She was only three years older than me, but she bore more responsibilities than I did.

I often feel that my life is not good, but seeing my own sister lying on the bed like this, even if I am not a mother, so what?

"Xiao Qing, I'm listening..." Lu Buyuan suddenly came in and interrupted my thoughts.

I made a silent gesture at him and said angrily, "Go out and talk."

He looked at Chen Lai on the bed and walked out.

"What's wrong with Ah Lai? I heard from the nurse that she suddenly became agitated and was sedated."

I nodded and told her about my father's ashes. "My father is not good. My sister is too excited to hear about him, but don't worry. I'll tell her everything when she wakes up."

Lu Buyuan heaved a long sigh of relief and looked at me helplessly. "I beg you, don't let her be provoked again. Thank you."

I pursed my lips and promised him. Actually, I didn't mean to let Chen Lai hear about my father's ashes. When I answered the phone, Liu Mang mumbled a lot. It was impossible for me to hide and answer the phone.

Lu Buyuan left. I went back to the ward and sat there, waiting for Chen Lai to wake up. Who knew she wouldn't wake up at night.

I was about to ring the bedside call when the bedside monitor suddenly made a beeping sound.