"Not good." I pushed him away. "You know it's a nightmare, do you want me to do it again?"
Fu Jing hugged me. He hugged me so hard. I didn't know what he was doing. I didn't want to know either.
I should hate him. For someone I hate, I don't want to figure out what he's thinking. Even if he's sad, I don't care.
My eyes were sharp and I suddenly pushed him away. "I'm leaving. You should live well with Hai Tang and be responsible for marrying him."
"I don't want to marry her." He didn't let go of me and buried his head in my neck. "I don't want to marry her at all. It's not that she can't get pregnant. It's that I've never touched her."
What? They had been married for so long, and he never touched Hai Tang?
"Then... What about the infertility certificate?" I froze and forgot how to push him. Maybe I didn't want to push him at all.
"It's our excuse to talk grandpa off. I want to bring you and tingsheng to the fu family. I can give you anything but the title of my wife." He held my face and his eyes were filled with seriousness and solemnity.
I didn't expect him to say it all of a sudden. I was confused. I didn't know how to answer.
"Give me some time. I want to think about it." I don't want to open my eyes.
"Okay, I'll give you time, as long as you want." He picked up the tangled clothes and put them on for me, carefully buttoning them up for me.
I leaned into his arms like a doll, and the feeling that I hadn't seen for a long time came back to me. It was still so intoxicating.
If we weren't so complicated, maybe we could live as well as normal lovers.
"I'll take a taxi home myself." I got out of the car.
"Don't come out drinking alone in the future. If I hadn't been careful, you would have regretted it." He warned.
I grunted and went to the intersection to take a taxi. Just as I got in the car, I suddenly realized something. Did he follow me all the way to the bar? So he saw me being carried away? Then why wait so long to appear?!
I rolled my eyes angrily. If I asked him, he would say he wanted to teach me a lesson.
Two days later, there was still no movement from Jiang Miao's side. I waited anxiously and had to go to his office to look for him.
"President jiang, how's auntie doing?"
Jiang Miao glanced at me. "That day when I went back, I ran into my mother. She knew I had brought tingsheng to meet you. She scolded me. I said I wanted to move tingsheng out, but she refused to let me live."
Isn't this a robbery?
"Then what should we do? Then I'll go find her and let me go back. Don't you want to live under the same roof as me?" I was so angry that I cried, whether it was angry or sad, as long as there were tears.
"Xiao Qing, don't be so anxious. If you don't have a place to live, I'll arrange a place for you. When my mother loosens her tongue, I'll bring her over."
Bullshit! Arrange a place for me to stay? I'm afraid he wants to sleep with me first and not give it to my son.
It seems that Jiang Miao is not an easy man.
If I don't go, he will drag me until I get there. It's better to gain his trust first.
I bit my lips and nodded. "That seems to be the only way."
He gave me the address and key. It was a two-story villa with a small garden. There were no servants. Everything was in place when I went in. There was no dust on the furnishings. It looked like he was ready.
Tan Jie was worried that I would go to Jiang Miao's place alone. He asked me to report his whereabouts and call him if anything went wrong.
I was afraid it would be too late to make an emergency call, so I thought of another way.
I have been taking birth control pills for the past few days. The doctor said how many days have I been taking this kind of birth control pill? When I suddenly stop taking it, I will have symptoms of menstruation.
I told Jiang Miao that I moved in and he came over that night and asked me to cook for him.
Fu Jing used to cook for me, and when that thought popped up, I was thrown into a cold palace. The more I thought about him, the worse it would be.
I fried the steak and mixed two salads. He opened a bottle of red wine. He said it was good wine, but I couldn't taste it.
"Dinner."
He sat down at the table and nodded at the simple food on the table. "Xiao Qing, do you know? This is the life I want."
I smiled. "There's only the two of us in such a big house. It's not lively at all. Don't you think it's better to have a child and a dog?"
"You're right." He handed me the wine.
"I can only drink a little. It's not convenient for me recently."
The smile on the corner of his mouth was a little strange. I couldn't see through it, but there was a hint of unease.
After eating and drinking, he said he wanted to stay here at night. He was so anxious that he wanted to sleep with me on the first day.
"Okay, I'll go up and take a look at the bedroom, or you can walk around and eat." I raised the corner of my mouth.
I went up and hurriedly put the blood-smeared sanitary jin in the trash can. I put on a fake cushion on my lower body. After a while, Jiang Miao came up and hugged me and kissed me when he came in.
I pushed his chest away. "It's not convenient for me these days."
"Period?"
I nodded.
He lost interest for a second and turned to the bathroom. I didn't believe he couldn't see the props I had prepared.
After that, he never touched me. I pretended to work and went to bed very late. He was already asleep when I went to bed. When I got up the next day, he was still awake and had a safe night.
The next day, I said there was a party, and I came home very late. In order to avoid his suspicions, I really arranged a party for Zheng Jiabo. We all drank, and I went home to sleep, lying in bed like a dead pig. Naturally, he wasn't interested.
On the morning of the third day, I pretended to wake up suddenly and cried.
"What's wrong with you?" Jiang Miao lifted the blanket to coax me.
"Jiang Miao, I had a nightmare. Something happened to tingsheng. Something happened to my Tingsheng..." I cried so bitterly that tears streamed down my face. "I'm going to see tingsheng. Please take me to see him."
He took me into his arms and said, "Okay, okay, I'm going to pick up the thunder today."
"No, no, you go and see if he's okay now. I'm so nervous. My heart keeps beating and my eyelids are jumping. I'm so scared..." Afraid that he would refuse, I held his waist tightly.
Jiang Miao patted me on the back. "I'll call mom right now and ask if Tingsheng's okay. I'll pick him up today, okay?"
I gradually stopped crying and rubbed in his arms like a cat. "Jiang Miao, you're so good to me."
He touched my head and said, "Just know what's good for me. Be obedient in the future and try not to get into a fight with my mom, okay?"