"You'll know when you go." I smiled mysteriously.
Fu Jing has a bad temper. I'm not sure if he'll help me out with everything I say. He's a man of high spirits. I can't guarantee that he won't go if I ask him to stand up for me to meet someone he doesn't think highly of.
When he saw the visitor, he gave me a speechless look.
I pleaded, "Just think of it as helping me."
He closed his eyes and agreed.
"Oh, so is Fu Boss! I... Knew I'd brought a good bottle of wine." Jiang siyi clapped his hands and looked annoyed.
I smiled. "President jiang, come and sit down. Fu Boss has a cold recently. He doesn't drink."
"Secretary chen, you didn't say hello to me earlier. Look at me. I'm so embarrassed." He came over and shook hands with Fu Jing. "Hello, Fu Boss."
In my memory, Fu Jing rarely shook hands with anyone. I was worried that he would embarrass himself by not showing his face. I secretly pinched his butt. He glared at me and shook hands with jiang si reluctantly.
I was relieved that Fu Jing was not needed for the rest of the matter, but jiang si tried to curry favor with Fu Jing and occasionally brought the topic to Fu Jing. Fu Jing ignored him and it was me who stood in the way.
When I got close to his business, I wanted to leave. Jiang si didn't want to give up this opportunity. Holding a glass of wine, he said to fu jing, "Fu Boss, I know our company is too small to be worthy of Fu shi, but I still hope we can cooperate in the future. Bah, I'm not right. I hope fu will always give me a chance to cooperate with the Fu shi."
"Got it." Fu Jing didn't even have a drink.
I picked up the glass in front of him and said, "I'll drink it for you, president fu and president jiang."
I was about to pour the wine into my mouth when fu jing grabbed my glass and drank it all in one gulp. Jiang si seemed to be greatly encouraged and grinned happily. He was still trying to get ahead of himself. I pretended to answer the phone and said I was leaving, so he could only let him go.
When I went out, Fu Jing's face was always dark, and he didn't pay much attention to me.
"I know it's a grievance to let a big ceo eat with the boss of a small company, but you don't have to keep putting on a straight face at me. I don't know if you dislike him or me." I pretended to be angry.
He grabbed my arm, and when I lost my temper, he suddenly shouted, "Stand up for me!"
I was stunned by what he said.
He wrapped his arms around my waist. "If you dare to say that I despise you again, try it."
I touched my nose and said, "Then you have a dark face all the time. You don't dislike me. What is it?"
"I despise myself."
I frowned, puzzled.
"I didn't give you enough security to make you want to be independent." He hugged me, not letting me see the expression on his face. "If you want to be independent, if you want to succeed, I just don't do well."
I put my hand around his waist and retracted without touching him. "We are two individuals. There's no need for you to say this. After all this has happened, I've come to understand that it's better to rely on yourself than on who. I just want to rely on myself now."
He took a breath and exhaled slowly. I felt a sense of sadness.
"Let's go." Fu Jing held me by the hand. I still couldn't see his expression clearly as he walked in front of me.
In the past, I didn't let go of any of his expressions, always trying to figure out his thoughts, following behind his butt to be his little woman, but now I'm too lazy to look at it again, it's the kind of person who doesn't care at all.
When I got home, I wanted to go and hold my temper. When I walked into the nursery and found that he was not there, my heart was empty. Fu Jing went to take a bath, and the sound of water came from the bathroom, which made me feel even more lonely. The little things in life were still the same as usual, but something was different.
Maybe I said it too much, but I don't regret it.
Fu Jing and I, it's better to have some boundaries than no boundaries.
The next day when Fu Jing went to work, I was the only one left at home. I went online to check the information. I was very hungry at noon and ordered a takeout for lunch. As a result, the takeout was delivered, and I couldn't eat a single bite. Instead, I went to the refrigerator to find leftovers.
Fu Jing's leftovers were better than others'.
I gave up the takeout, heated up the leftovers, and went out in the afternoon. Tan Jie was just resting, so we met.
"Are you defending yourself against me now? You think I don't know where you went." Tan Jie had a bad attitude.
I lowered my eyes. "When Jiang Miao hit me, I ran out with the baby in my arms. I didn't have time to call you. Fu jing saved me. I wanted to find you, but I only went back with Fu Jing after I pointed Jiang Miao at you."
"Don't you remember what he did to you?" He frowned, very displeased, and had a taste of hatred.
"I remember. I will never forget it in my life. I haven't forgotten those things. Now that someone is covering for me, why should I not? Do you have to let me lead the trouble to you? It took us a long time to regain our strength. Can we do it again?"
Tan Jie was silent.
"Don't worry, I won't fall into it again. I just want to protect my son and become a strong man. If you really do good for me, you can go back to your original state." I looked at him. "I'm still waiting for you to help me."
He threw me a napkin. "Remember what you said. Don't hit your face."
I don't know if I can slap my face, but I don't think I can. I still have reason.
After dinner with him, I went home to sleep. Suddenly, it was thundering and raining heavily outside. I lived in North city for seven or eight years and saw such a heavy rain for the first time.
I took out all the blankets and wrapped them around me. I sat on the sofa and waited for Fu Jing to come back. 8: 00, 9: 00 ... He never came back.
The windows of my house were not closed, and the cold wind poured in through the windows. It made me shiver and my legs hurt a little.
When I was in confinement, although the conditions were very good, but sister-in-law yue said that I was weak, I walked a lot at that time, when it was raining and windy, and the weather was especially cold, my legs hurt.
I lay on the sofa in pain and tried to close the window, but I didn't have the strength.
As soon as the door opened, I sat up and moved towards the door. Fu jing turned on the light and looked at me. "What are you doing lying on the sofa?"
"My leg hurts." I was sweating profusely.
Fu Jing immediately put down his things and looked at my leg. He said it hurt the moment he pressed it.
"What happened?"
"I think it's because I'm tired from not sitting properly during the confinement period." I leaned back on the sofa and didn't have the strength. "Can you buy me some painkillers? I'm really in pain."
He carried me to the bed, covered me with two thin blankets, and then went to buy medicine. After ten minutes, he came back with the medicine and fed me medicine.
After taking the medicine, I still felt pain. He put a warm baby on my leg and I lay in his arms.
"Go to the hospital." He brought me clothes to change.
I nodded, feeling that something was wrong. Maybe it wasn't just the pain in my legs.