"I'm sorry..." Fu Jing said in my ear, kissing my ear.
I'm still thinking about him not wearing a mask. Is it really okay not to wear a mask? What if he gets infected?!
I frowned and wanted to tell him to wear a mask.
"I shouldn't have kept everything from you. I decided everything by myself. I know I was wrong. You hang on. I promise you. When you get better, I'll discuss everything with you. I won't be bossy anymore. I won't think about your feelings, okay?"
I really can't believe it was said by Fu Jing? He doesn't like to explain or talk. Why are there so many words and tears?
I wanted to laugh, but suddenly I was not afraid of anything. At least at the last moment of my life, I felt happiness and love.
"Hug..." I said weakly.
He was stunned and put my hand on his neck. He leaned down and hugged me.
His arms are so soft and comfortable. I really want to be held by him forever. I will never be separated from him for the rest of my life. No matter what I did in the past, no matter what I did. I just want to be with Fu Jing and be together.
In order to hug him, I had to raise my neck. It didn't take long before I started to feel uncomfortable. He quickly put me down and someone came outside to urge him to leave. He didn't want to, but he still held my hand.
"Hold on, hold on!"
I'll hold on. I haven't lived enough.
The old man often said that when one is about to die, when one remembers many things that have happened in one's life, one will feel relieved. In the face of life and death, nothing is a matter. Only living is the most important thing. At this moment, I also think so.
I thought of all the things in the past, and many things I forgot in my childhood. It was really amazing.
I lingered in the past and wanted to savor the regrets I had. Fu Jing's words suddenly rang in my ears. I immediately chased away the past. I wanted the present. I wanted Tingsheng. I wanted Fu Jing.
Life seemed to be infused with a new force, and I became strong again, regaining the power to breathe.
On the first day, I opened my eyes. I no longer felt dry and wanted to cry. I could speak in a weak voice.
The next day, I could breathe on my own, and the respirator could be removed completely.
On the third day, Fu Jing came to see me and brought Tingsheng.
I waved my hand to keep him away. "No, get the thunder out of here. The children are very weak."
"The doctor said you were fine." Fu Jing tried to carry the child to me.
One second I was holding my breath, and this second I dared to breathe in a relaxed manner. Looking at my tiny face, I felt very happy.
"Where's grandma wu?" I asked.
"She's not coming."
Fu Jing didn't say that I could imagine Wu Ying. I smiled. I didn't think about anything at the moment. I just wanted to be with Fu Jing and tingsheng.
"How do you feel?" Fu Jing brushed up the broken hair by my ear.
I pursed my lips and smiled. "It's good. After a life and death ordeal, I feel good enough to survive."
"The doctor said he still needs to be examined. He needs to stay in the hospital for a few more days."
"What about you? Aren't you busy at work with me like this?" I looked up at him.
He said he wasn't busy and asked me what I wanted to eat. I said a bunch of things and he said no. The doctor said he could only eat porridge.
I looked at him speechless. "Then you didn't say it earlier. It's really tiring for me to say so much."
"You didn't ask." He raised his eyebrows slightly.
I was so angry that I wanted to laugh, childish.
I was tired after a while with the sound of thunder in my arms. He held the baby more professionally than I did. Tingsheng brought it for him, and I was so relieved.
The doctor said that I was still very weak and didn't need to move for too long. About half an hour later, the two of them were driven away. After getting a new student, the nurse gave me an injection and an infusion. I was so good that I suspected my life. I took the initiative to pull down my pants and spank my butt without feeling any pain.
As long as you can live, you can suffer as much as you want.
Tan Jie also came to see me. I asked him if his words counted. He said they all counted. I had a feeling that I was about to make a fortune. Being the hostess of an inn was something worth having for a long time.
About eight days later, I was going to be discharged from the hospital. There were a lot of people who came to see me in the middle, but Er De came every day. For the next three or four days, I couldn't stay idle and forced her to take the work to the ward for me to deal with.
Tan Jie was the one who came to pick me up from the hospital. Fu Jing didn't show up. He had been here several times in the past eight days. We kept quiet about Hai Tang and the baby in Hai Tang's womb. We only talked about the three of us with tacit understanding, but we couldn't escape. I knew what I was going to face next.
But I'm glad Fu Jing has me in his heart.
When I got home, Tan Jie wanted to cook for me. He also said that his boiled food was healthy, so I should eat more. It was good for my health. Well, I believe it. After two meals, I really couldn't eat anymore. I asked him to order me takeout.
"How dirty is takeout? You're not allowed to eat it. What if there's a bacteria or a virus or something, it won't kill you?"
It makes sense, I can't refute it!
"Okay, what do you think I should eat? Is there anything you can do for me to eat?"
Tan Jie thought for a while and asked me to wait. He went to buy some food. In less than an hour, he brought two bags of things up and filled my fridge. Then it was time for chef tan to perform.
He used his cell phone to find the recipe and borrowed my stand. He read it while he was making it.
I think if this video was recorded and posted on the internet, he would definitely become popular.
After a long struggle, he succeeded in cooking a few dishes. I picked up my chopsticks and tasted them expectantly. As a result, only three of the five dishes were edible. The other two he said he didn't play well. Well, I believe it again.
But it's better than boiled cabbage.
After I had a normal meal, Er De came to my house with work. While I was working with her, Tan Jie naturally handed over two glasses of water. Er De's mind was immediately taken away and couldn't be pulled back.
"Hey, let's talk about it!" I waved my hand in front of her eyes.
She blushed.
"Did you put sugar in the water? Look at how sweet you are." I made fun of her, she buried her head even lower, and the whole shy rose quietly opened.
I said, "Tan Jie, why don't you go back? You won't be able to work well here."
"Yes, I can work hard. Let Brother Jay be here." The little girl became nervous as soon as she heard that I was chasing someone away.
We were back at work. Tan Jie had left without knowing when. I stretched and was ready to send him off to bed.
Er De's phone rang, and her face darkened. I frowned, "What's wrong?"