Chapter 84

Chu Jin ran hangs down Mou son to smile a way: "say what, won't."

She picked up two empty bowls and put the soup in front of Yu Beibei and herself. She also sat down.

"But you will go in the end. Brocade however, don't walk OK? " Yu couldn't help reaching out and covering the back of her hand, "stay and live with me, OK?"

"North." Chu Jin ran pulls out a hand, "have a meal."

"Can't you really think about it?" Yu asked.

"Sorry, north. Let's eat, will you? Don't push me any more. " Chu Jinran took a deep breath, squeezed out a smile and begged to look at him.

Yu lowered his eyes to the north and kept silent for a long time before he agreed: "OK, I won't force you. Eat. "

Chu Jinran looks at him, a little uncomfortable.

But she can't do anything. She can only add vegetables to his bowl. "Eat more vegetables. Broccoli is very good."

Yubei silently eats the broccoli she gave him.

The atmosphere between them was dull.

After a while, Yu raised his head to look at her, eyes gentle, smile still, "let's listen to the sound of TV? It's boring to eat like this. "

"Well, good." Chu Jinran nodded.

Yu Beibei then turned on the TV and specially chose a lively variety show. They had dinner and talked occasionally. The atmosphere became warm gradually.

After dinner, Yu Beibei takes the initiative to ask for the job of washing dishes. Chu Jinran is also happy to wash the fruit.

She looked at Yu Beibei carefully and gently scrubbing every plate and bowl, with strong arms, slightly raised tendons, long and well-defined fingers, and manicured nails.

Gentle appearance, tall appearance, it is clear that it can make many women scream and adore.

But why, when she saw him, she couldn't feel the waves of love in her heart?

About love

Her mind was full of the man who was sometimes indifferent, sometimes gentle, sometimes childish, sometimes overbearing, that changeable man, but fascinated her.

Lu chennian.

Stop!

She can't think about him any more!

She managed to escape from his whirlpool and finally wanted to live a quiet and peaceful life

She can't be softhearted any more.

She took a deep breath, lowered her head and washed the fruit carefully.

Don't think about it. Don't think about it.

That's it.

……

Yu pushed the door of the guest room to the north and said to Chu Jinran: "there is a bathroom in the bedroom. Aunt cleans it every day, so don't worry. The floor is antiskid, but you should be careful not to be barefoot. I told my aunt that the quilt had been dried, so it was very soft. I was next door. If you have anything, please call me

Chu Jinran nodded.

"Pajamas and some clothes are in the cupboard. I bought some new clothes for you. They should all fit." Yu Xiangbei road.

"North You... " Chu Jinran pursed her lips and said with a smile, "thank you."

Yu sighed, "then I'll go. I hope you have a good sleep and a good dream. "

"Well, see you in the morning." Chu Jinran sent him out of the door, then closed the door and turned to open the wardrobe.

It's not just a few pieces, it's new clothes that occupy a closet.

From socks to underwear to coats.

They're all new models of the season.

She went back to the bed, sat on the bed, staring at a cabinet of clothes in a daze.

Hand on the stomach, she low way: "baby, uncle so careful, mother have a sense of guilt.". My mother owes my uncle too much. I must give it back when I have a chance. "

"You, when you grow up, you must be kind to your uncle, be good friends with your uncle's children, and be good to your uncle's children, OK?"

Outside the room.

Yu leaned against the wall and said in silence.

Good night, his girl.

Yes, in his heart, she has always been a girl.

The most beautiful, the brightest, the purest girl.

……

Lu chennian thought about it and returned to Xiaoyuan.

Everything at home is the same as it was that day.

Wait, home Is that right?

Is this still a home?

Without her.

He bowed his head and chuckled. Even a chuckle in an empty room would cause an echo.

The places his eyes touched and the places he passed were all their memories.

The slippers for lovers, his shoes, her high heels, their sports shoes and all kinds of shoes are placed in the porch shoe cabinet.

He seems to be a third angle of view, quietly watching him and her on the sofa watching TV together.

She nests in his arms and discusses the plot of the film together. Because of different opinions, she also makes a fuss at him.She forked up a piece of fruit and pretended to feed it to him, but when he opened his mouth to welcome it, she suddenly put it back into her mouth and laughed with satisfaction.

In the restaurant, he fed her, and she looked happy and sweet.

As soon as he looked up, he could see that she was wearing an apron, smiling and carrying the food out to ask him to eat.

He went to the bedroom on the second floor, double bed, double pillow.

They used to be very close in this bed, hugging and kissing each other, and waking up in each other's arms every morning.

The sun was shining in her eyes.

In the closet, his and her clothes interweave, his half, her half. Colorful days are like rainbows.

There are several books on the bedside tables on both sides. He likes to read finance, military and politics, and she likes to read history.

There are pairs of towels, toothbrushes and dental cups in the bathroom.

From the mirror as if to see the morning when he and she face-to-face brush teeth scene.

But in the blink of an eye, it's empty.

Nothing.

A room is deserted.

Even if all her things are still there.

Her smell is still there.

But he still felt cold.

The chest is empty.

He sat on the bed, slowly covering his face with his hands.

……

Chu Jinran wiped his hair and came out of the bathroom. His eyelids were already fighting, but he forced himself to blow dry his hair, and then he rushed to the bed and covered the quilt.

Soft bed, soft pillow, soft quilt.

She blinked tired, full of the smell of sunshine. That's the smell of the sun dried quilt.

Slowly closing her eyes, she soon fell asleep.

No other thoughts, no burden, she even had a smile when she went to bed.

She dreamt that she was standing in the sunflower field, with her skirt flying, the sun warm and some breeze. A tall man was leading a little boy to her.

She couldn't see the man's face and the child's face clearly.

But she knew they were laughing.

She welcomed them with a bright smile and held them both in her arms.

That's good.

……

Lu chennian lies on the bed, can only hold Chu Jinran's pillow, nose full of the smell of her shampoo, he also closed his eyes into sleep.

Without her, sleep is just sleep, it just becomes a necessary procedure.

Holding her pillow will make him feel that she is still with him.

Good night, honey.

Late at night, he frowned in his dream.

She was wearing a white wedding dress, noble, beautiful and holy. She turned back to smile at him, which was the most beautiful look he had ever seen.

He crazily toward her hand to want to hold her hand.

But a man passed by him and gently took her hand.

He couldn't see his face clearly.

They clung to each other and walked into the church.

The white dove of peace and the rain all over the sky seem to be blessing them.

The guests gathered together in a peaceful and festive atmosphere.

She's getting married? The bridegroom is not him!

He could only look at the scene like a spectator, as if he were watching a movie.

She whispered to the man, smiling brightly and gently.

What did the priest say in front of them.

Then he saw her reach out and the man put the ring on her.

She also helped the man put on the ring.

In the noise of relatives and friends, she and the man looked at each other and laughed. The man gently hugged her, and they got closer and closer.

He finally saw the man's face clearly.

Yubei!

When the two lips were about to touch each other, he yelled, "no! Don't marry him

"No!"

Lu opened his eyes and sat up.

The face is still a room of desolation.

He had fine beads of sweat on his forehead and a dry throat.

The moon shines through the window coldly.

He swallowed and breathed like a fish out of water.

Nightmares.

Fortunately, it's just a nightmare.

Or What does this dream foretell?

He shook his head, opened the quilt and got out of bed. As he walked, he went to the bathroom and directly turned on the switch. The cold water fell from the top of his head.

He shivered. After he got used to it, he stood under the shower and didn't move for a long time, allowing the cold water to slide over him.

……

The next day.

Chu Jinran slowly opened his eyes in the clear singing of the birds.Sunlight through the window into the room, bright.

She smiles, sits up and stretches.

He bowed his head to his stomach and said, "good morning, baby! How was your sleep last night? Mom slept super well last night. I haven't slept so sweetly for a long time. "

Today is a new day!

She squinted into the bathroom, squeezed toothpaste out of her toothbrush and began to brush.

But

She was brushing her teeth in the mirror when she suddenly fell down again.

The time to leave here and the city is getting closer and closer.

The 18th

The day of his engagement.

There are only three days left.

In three days, she will have a new life of her own.

Everything is new.

He So it is.

He will sit on the sofa with Nian Shiya to watch a play, he will feed her, he will go out for a walk with her, and he will wake up in the same bed with her.

The pair that held her hand will hold Nian Shiya in the future.

That pair of kisses her lips, will kiss Nian Shiya in the future.

The shoulder that she leaned on will be Nian Shiya's.

The one who hugged her will hold Nian Shiya in the future.

From now on, he belongs completely to Nian Shiya alone.

She completely lost the battle of love.

She spat out the toothpaste foam in her mouth, cleaned up her mouth, took a deep breath, wiped her reddish eyes, tried to squeeze out a smile, bowed her head to her stomach and said, "but mom has you, so it doesn't matter to be alone. You are the best gift from dad to mom."