Chapter 89

Yuzhai.

Yu Beibei is carrying a full load of ingredients into the kitchen.

"I'll give you a taste of my craft later." Yu turned his head to Chu Jinran and said, "you must be full."

Chu Jinran nodded with a smile, "well, it will."

"You go to the living room to sit and have a rest. I'll cook for you and call you when it's ready." Yu pushed her slowly out of the kitchen door.

Chu Jinran stood at the kitchen door for a while, then turned to the living room.

She pressed the remote control, but her thoughts were not on the TV.

How can I still be in the mood to watch TV.

I don't know why, the heart is always uneasy.

She frowned, lowered her head, stroked her stomach and said, "baby, are you upset?"

"Why not? Are you reluctant? "

"Don't be afraid, I'll be with you."

She murmured to herself, as if she was talking to the baby in her stomach. In fact, it was more for her.

Yu Beibei is slowly cooking in the kitchen, even cutting vegetables, he is very careful.

Just want to show her the best.

……

"Eat, Jin ran!" Yu took out the last dish and called to the living room.

No one answered.

He pursed his lips, put down the dishes, walked to the living room and said: "Jinran, have a meal..."

The steps stopped suddenly.

Chu Jinran curled up on the sofa with a pillow in her arms and fell asleep. She breathed evenly and looked tired. Her eyes were pale and black, which made her white skin more eye-catching.

His heart suddenly softened.

He turned to the room, took a thin blanket, gently covered her, lowered the sound of the TV, sat beside her, silently accompanied her.

He held his chin and gazed at her.

I can't see enough.

I don't know when the next meeting will be.

How to do, clearly not separate, he has begun to miss.

The food is getting cold and the night is getting dark.

Yu Beibei saw her butterfly like eyelashes shaking slowly. He quickly looked away and pretended to be watching TV.

Chu Jinran slowly opened his eyes, stretched out his hand and rubbed it. He found that it was dark all around, and only the TV in front was still playing.

She lowered her head and found herself covered with a thin blanket.

She closed her eyes in chagrin. How could she fall asleep at such a time?

"Wake up, Jin ran?" The voice of Yu Beibei sounded above her head.

She jerked the blanket away and looked up, her eyes crashing into his.

"I'm sorry, I fell asleep I I don't know why I fell asleep What time is it? "

"It's eight forty-three." Yu Xiangbei road.

"Why, why don't you wake me up..." Chu Jinran some guilt, "said, want to taste your craft."

"You're too sleepy." Yu North smile, "you sober up, I go to hot food."

"I'll help you." Chu Jinran said.

"No. As long as you Just don't fall asleep again. " Yu said with a smile.

"No!" Chu Jinran was a little embarrassed and lowered his head to tidy up the blanket. "Well, you can heat the food."

Yu North helpless smile shakes his head, got up and went to the kitchen.

Chu Jinran quietly arranged the thin blanket and looked at the folded thin blanket for a long time.

……

Yu Beibei finally heats up the meal and takes Chu Jinran to the restaurant for dinner.

"Wow! northward! You did all this? " Although Chu Jinran knew the answer, he couldn't help but be surprised, "you're really powerful!"

The dishes are various in color, rich in variety, and full of color and fragrance. I think the taste should be good.

Yu Beibei said with a smile: "there will be a chance in the future..."

With these words, the smile on his face gradually disappeared.

If there is a chance later.

Later Does he have a future with her?

Chu Jinran seemed to see what he thought in his heart, then he bent his eyebrows and said: "I know, there will be opportunities, certainly. Eat. "

Yu nodded to the north, opened his chair and sat down.

They eat and talk slowly, as if trying to lengthen the night.

But the meal will be finished.

They ate fruit, watched TV and went back to their rooms.

Before entering the room, Yu shouts Chu Jinran: "Jinran."

"Well?" Chu Jinran stops and looks at him.

"When did you book your flight?" Yu asked.

"Ah! I forgot if you didn't say Tomorrow, I have to take advantage of Lu chennian's engagement and go back to Xiaoyuan to get my certificate I can't go abroad without papers. " Chu Jin Ran is a little anxious, "tomorrow you and I go together, OK? I want to leave the key there by the way. "Yu pursed his lips and nodded: "OK. But have you made a reservation? "

"Well Yes. On the day of meeting Lu chennian's mother, he made a reservation on the Internet. It's more than ten in the morning. " Chu Jinran said, "tomorrow morning we will Get up earlier. "

Yu nodded heavily, "OK. See you tomorrow. Good night

"See you tomorrow. Good night." Then the brocade ran didn't dare to open the door to look down at him.

Yu stared at the closed door for a long time, then sighed and opened the door of his bedroom.

Click.

Two closed doors.

Two people who can't sleep.

Chu Jinran sat on the bed with his knees in his arms, deep in thought.

I want to pack, but I don't seem to have anything to do.

These things are all northward and don't belong to her.

The things in Xiaoyuan do not belong to her.

The only thing she can take away is her baby.

Apart from that, nothing is hers.

She closed her eyes, buried her head in her knees, and sighed in the air.

Yu was lying in bed staring at the ceiling, his mind blank.

There are more people in the family these days. He is used to not having to face the cold air when he comes home.

Clearly know that dependence is the most terrible thing, but he still fell out of control.

He raised his arm over his eyes.

Tomorrow, it will be as cold as before.

……

He didn't dream about church and wedding again.

It was a white fog.

He seemed to be lost and unable to escape.

It's nothingness everywhere.

He can only walk around all the time, hoping to find the exit.

Finally, a warm hand held him. He wanted to get rid of it, but he was greedy for the temperature of that hand.

He looked up and saw her face clearly.

"Are you trapped here, too?" He asked.

She did not answer, just smile and lead him firmly forward.

Finally see the light ahead.

"We can get out! There's the exit ahead! " He looked back at her excitedly.

But found her body a little bit transparent.

She still had a smile on her face.

"No!" He wanted to hold her in a panic, but found his hand through her body.

He looked at her in amazement and grief.

She waved to him and turned into the white fog.

Finally, it is integrated with the white fog.

"No! Come back

Only his cry of grief remained.

"No!"

Lu chennian suddenly got up from the bed and opened his eyes wide.

Another nightmare.

Even more painful than before.

Wake up when the heart beat badly, flustered and helpless, shortness of breath.

She disappeared.

It turned into a white fog.

He clenched his teeth in a cold sweat.

It's really hard to live without her.

Sleep has become an intolerable thing. Good sleep seems like a luxury.

He didn't sleep well in her absence.

It's like walking dead.

He wiped his face and got out of bed.

He's not going to sleep any more. He's afraid of another nightmare like that.

Whether she married Yu Bei or she left him.

He couldn't take it.

If it goes on like this, he will collapse.

He played with the lighter in the dark. The fire was out and the look on his face was dark.

Finally, he couldn't help looking in his pocket and found a box of cigarettes.

He started having nightmares and bought them the next day.

He likes to play with lighters, but he never smokes.

He didn't understand what it was worth to buy something that would do harm to his health.

But I have heard that smoking can make people sober and forget their troubles.

Passing by a shop that day, he went to buy a pack of cigarettes.

But I kept it in my pocket and didn't dare to suck it.

He hesitated to take out one, closed his eyes, two slender fingers between the cigarette body, mouth holding the cigarette holder, open the lighter.

Click.

The fire shot up.

He approached the fire with his cigarette in his mouth.

Take a deep breath.

Not choked.

I think I have such a talent.

He turned off the lighter and puffed in his eyes.There was smoke.

He stood by the window, looking out at the moonlight, smoking one after another.

The sky is gradually showing the appearance of fish belly white.

It's the morning of the 18th.

He looked at the cigarette ends and ashes scattered all over the ground and pursed his lips.

He turned and went into the bathroom to take care of himself. When he came out again, it was the cold and powerful Lu chennian.

Lu chennian will not be knocked down by anything.

He wore clothes slowly, from white shirt to black suit.

Upright posture, sculptural face.

When he went out, he looked back at the cigarette ends and ashes, as if to remember something, and then firmly closed the door to leave.

……

Nian Shiya got up early in the morning. In fact, she has been nervous since last night. Her heart beats as fast as if she wanted to jump out.

After so many years of waiting, her dream will come true today.

She's finally going to be his bride.

She changed into a gorgeous dress and sat quietly on the chair, leaving the makeup artist to smear her face.

"Please help me draw a beautiful picture."

She said to the makeup artist.

Be more beautiful, be more beautiful.

She wants to be his most beautiful bride.

She wants to be the most worthy woman in the world.

The new year's mother accompanied her, her eyes were red, and she sniffed from time to time.

"Mom..." Nian Shiya saw in the mirror that Nian's mother was reluctant to give up, so she called softly.

"Well, I'm here." Nian's mother quickly pulled away from her sadness and looked up at Nian Shiya and said, "what's the matter?"

"I just hope mom can be happy. You know how long I've been waiting for this day and how hard I've worked." Poetry is elegant in the new year.

"I know, I know." Nianmu came forward to hold nianshiya gently, and her eyes seemed to have tears again, "Shiya, be happy."