Chapter 117

"Come on, Shiya." Nianmu said, "it will get better soon."

"But, mom, I really don't have the courage." Nian Shiya sighed, put the washed fruits on a plate, picked up one of them and began to cut into pieces.

"Shiya, cheer up." New year's mother's way.

"Mom, you know that I Did you do anything? I didn't want to talk to you, but... " Nian Shiya said, "today, in order to avoid reporters, I got under the car."

"What? You... " The new year's mother clapped her hand on the back and said, "tell me clearly, what's the matter?"

"When I came out of the hospital to go home, I met the reporter. They didn't see me carefully, but they could guess it was me by intuition. They chased me to the parking lot. I really had no place to hide, so I had to hide under the car." Years of poetry elegant simple way, constantly cutting fruit.

"There's no way. After all, you really need to avoid the limelight now..." Nian's mother comforted him.

"I know, but I feel like I lost something when I got under the car." Nian Shiya pursed her lips.

"Don't think about it." Nianmu said, "you just have to do it. When the people of the Red Army on the long march still ate belts and grass roots, it wasn't much harder then? "

"But the situation was different at that time..." Poetry is elegant in the new year.

"Just for example, I hope you can get out of these shadows and continue to shine on the screen." Nianmu said, "our Shiya is so beautiful. It would be a pity if no one would watch it, wouldn't it?"

Nian Shiya laughed when she heard this, "well, listen to mom."

……

Half a month passed in a flash.

Nian Shiya still goes to the hospital to see Lu chennian every day, but instead of being alone, she brings her bodyguard and driver.

Yu Beibei is still busy setting up the company distribution in France, and the relationship with Chu Jinran is also put aside.

Chu Jinran still cultivates himself, listens to music and reads books every day.

Sometimes she would miss Lu chennian and want to know his news, but every time she held back her inner thoughts.

She warned herself, don't think, don't think.

He has a better life.

Don't waste energy on these irrelevant people and things.

He didn't want her.

What's the use of thinking about him?

It's like a joke.

She's suffering, too.

But I hate him. The two emotions are constantly intertwined.

Hate him for not believing her, for hurting her like that.

He made her black and blue, and then stepped on her wound to get engaged to another woman.

He has always been happy.

Unfortunately for her.

Her parents don't want her, and he doesn't want her either.

She hated him more and more when she had severe vomiting.

If he doesn't leave a baby in her body, she will be more free now. She can do what she wants to do without worrying about anything and make more money.

But she also thanks him, let her have a baby.

So, at least, she's not alone.

Although she was with her, she would still feel lonely.

It was an unspeakable sadness.

Being a stranger in a foreign land alone.

With a baby, she will feel always warm, because someone is connected with her.

The bond of blood thicker than water and intimacy and satisfaction are different from other feelings.

She's not alone anymore.

It's like walking away with the power to live.

She also thought that if there was no baby, maybe she would really die.

But now it's different. She has a baby. She wants to live. She must live.

It's all gone, isn't it?

The baby is still tenacious in her stomach firm growth.

Because in this way, she can no longer give up the hope of survival.

She wants to live, live well, live happily.

But Nian Shiya, such a vicious woman, hated everything she did to her and her baby.

But what can we do? He didn't believe her. Maybe when Nian Shiya had a pillow with him, he didn't know the southeast and northwest, did he?

She can only comfort herself that Nian Shiya will always be punished. Only in this way can she feel better.

……

In the hospital ward.

"Doctor Why doesn't he wake up? It's been so long He's not going to be a vegetable, is he? " Nian Shiya bit her lip and looked at Lu chennian on the bed. She was in great pain.

If the data displayed by the instrument were not normal and the doctor didn't say anything extra, she would have thought that he would become a vegetable."No, he won't be a vegetable." The doctor recorded the data and said, "didn't I say it was the patient who resisted waking up. There's nothing we can do about it. We have to look at him."

"Doctor! So you mean when he wants to wake up, he'll wake up, right? " Nian Shiya asked.

"Yes, the subconscious is actually very important." Said the doctor.

"Is there any way to make him want to wake up?" Nian Shiya asked.

The doctor closed the notebook and said, "let's see what he wants, who he wants to see and what he wants to do. Just meet his needs. In that case, he should wake up. "

What do you want? He doesn't seem to lack anything.

What do you want to do? He doesn't seem to have any special interests, as if every day is just a routine life.

Who do you want to see? Chu Jinran? But how could she find that woman and bring her to chennian?

She longed that the woman and Chen Nian would not meet in her life.

What's more, now Chen Nian is in the process of memory interference. If that woman appears, isn't all her efforts in vain?

She didn't work so hard to make wedding clothes for others.

She tried so hard to make him lose his memory at all costs. She always had a premonition that if he saw that woman, all her previous efforts would be in vain.

He's going to remember everything.

Although I don't want to admit it, it is true.

The complexity of that woman had a profound impact on him.

It's a height she'll never reach in her life.

No Maybe he can make her the most influential person to him.

So Please Do wake up

Nian Shiya clenched her lips and said, "I know."

The doctor nodded and said, "the dose of that medicine is almost there. I'll wait until he wakes up."

"Does the injection have anything to do with his inability to wake up?" Nian Shiya asked.

"There are still some relationships, but these relationships are limited to making him comatose for more time Of course, in a short time, it won't affect his waking up. " The doctor said, "all the data indicators are normal, which means that it's his inner reason."

"OK, I see. Thank you." Years of poetry and elegant nod.

After the doctor responded, he pushed the door out.

Nian Shiya watched the doctor close the door of the sick room, and then relaxed.

She slowly approached Lu chennian's ward and sighed: "how long do you want to sleep?"

Lu chennian on the bed would not answer her question.

Nian Shiya could only say to herself, "wake up quickly. Anyway, you can say something about it. I, I want to be a star."

"You know, because of you, I have become the laughing stock of the public."

"I dare not be a star any more. But I, this is my dream. I have already got the star of my dream, but now because of you, do you want me to return the star? "

"But I don't want to. It's easy to give up, but you don't know how hard I fought and how hard I picked that star. "

"It's all because of you! You see, you made me lose money, and my wife turned me into a soldier. At least I woke up and explained it clearly! "

"Wake up, please."

The eyes of Nian Shiya gradually become sad.

"Don't you think it's unfair to me?"

"I've loved you for so many years, but you really don't give me any extra light from the corner of your eyes."

"However, I think you eat shriveled in Chu Jinran's place, I'm balanced."

"I am the same as you. Love but not, love but not... "

"I'm bad, aren't I? Yes, I'm not a kind girl. If I'm kind, I can't do a lot of things. "

"In fact, thanks to you. If it wasn't for you, I might have been that silly woman all the time. I don't know whether you like this girl or not."

"But almost all my changes are for you."

"I'm intriguing and scheming. You don't like it, but you made me like this."

"Who doesn't want to be silly every day? Intrigue is tiring. "

"But to get you, it doesn't matter."

Then she laughed again.

"The last time I did this, anyway, Chu Jinran left here. You can't chase her now, can you? I'm sorry to do this to you, but There's no more but. I don't regret it. "

She didn't regret it. As long as she could get him, everything would be meaningful."Shiya, come on, have some fruit." Xu Yuanyu opened the door with a fruit tray in her hands and walked in, "thank you very much for taking care of our chennian."

"Auntie, what are you doing with me? This is what I should do." Nian Shiya took a fruit and said, "thank you, aunt."

"I think you are more sensible than that Chu Jinran." Xu Yuanyu said, "that woman It's really cruel. Although she has gone abroad, we can't see her, but she You must know the news, too? But that's what she can do

"Absolutely?" Nian Shiya is puzzled.

"It's not Well, I shouldn't have led wolves into the house at the beginning. I should have tried my best to prevent Chen Nian from marrying her. " New year's mother's way.

"Auntie, let's not talk about the person who makes us upset, OK?" Nian Shiya waved her hand and bit the fruit.

Xu Yuanyu sighed and nodded, "no more, no more."

No one noticed that Lu chennian's fingers on the bed moved slightly.