Chapter 142

As soon as Nian Shiya entered the ward, she ran to the side of the bed and looked at Lu chennian carefully.

"Chen Nian, what's the matter? How could it suddenly get worse... " She wanted to reach out to touch Lu chennian, but thinking that he was injured, she took back her hand after a pause, but she was still eager.

"I'm fine I'm fine, aren't I? " Lu chennian said with a smile.

"How can it be all right? Look at the gauze on your head now It's really... " Nian Shiya's eyes turn red.

"Don't worry. I'm fine." Lu chennian said.

"Take a rest. I'll go to the doctor and ask about it You're so anxious... " Nian Shiya sighed, still reluctant to say heavy words, stamped her feet and turned to leave.

Lu chennian silently looked at her back as she left, thinking.

Office.

"Doctor! What happened to Lu chennian? I haven't come to see him for a few days. How can it be like this? You have to give me a reasonable explanation. " New year's poetry elegant person didn't arrive first, pushed open the door of the office, said frowning.

"Miss Nian, here you are. Sit down." The doctor raised his eyelids and looked at her, then motioned her to sit down on the chair in front of the table.

"Don't beat me around the bush. I want to hear your explanation." Nian Shiya sat down on the chair and repressed her anger.

"First of all, I'm sorry. I won't give that medicine to Lu chennian any more." Said the doctor.

"Why?" Nian Shiya opened her eyes wide. "What do you mean? You don't want that money or fame? Are you going against me

"No. That medicine was originally forbidden. I was fascinated by those people and agreed to do it, but now I can't continue to do it. " Said the doctor.

"What's wrong with drugs? Can't you use the banned drugs? " Nian Shiya frowned.

"Do you know why prohibition is called prohibition?" The doctor helped his glasses. "This medicine has already hurt the patient's body. I seem to have reminded you before that this medicine has certain side effects."

"So Chen Nian's condition suddenly worsened, which is also because of the medicine? " Nian Shiya asked.

"Yes. What's more, I found that the patient seems to have a deep obsession with the past memory, as if he has been recalling the past memory all the time. This is also one of the reasons for the deterioration of his condition, because he has been resisting the effect of drugs. " Said the doctor.

"How could..." Nian Shiya's eyes suddenly become dull.

Is his love for Chu Jinran really so deep? Even if you lose your memory, do you want to think of it?

What should she do? What should she do?

If he thought of Chu Jinran and the things before, he would kill her!

No, never let him remember! No matter how good he is, she will take care of him, but he can never recover his memory!

"Doctor doctor! Is there any other way? A way to keep him from remembering? " Nian Shiya asked eagerly.

"I can't decide. Memory is in his own body. To put it more simply, even that medicine can only inhibit a certain part of the nervous system. It doesn't really make his memory disappear or anything. His memory is still there." Said the doctor.

"But as you know, it's the forbidden drugs that restrain those things. If you saw his pain last night, you wouldn't let him use those drugs again." The doctor sighed.

"But if he can remember I will... " Nian Shiya just wanted to say it. She stopped and closed her mouth.

"You will How about it? " The doctor looked at her suspiciously.

"Nothing, really, doctor, is there really no other way?" Nian Shiya asked.

"Well." The doctor nodded. "He's likely to have a sequela now. So don't give him any more of those potions. "

"What sequelae?" Nian Shiya asked.

"For example, when it's cloudy and rainy, when he's stimulated, when he's in a negative mood, his head hurts. There is no way to cure it. We can only take medicine to relieve it. " The doctor sighed, "so don't irritate him."

"What if you continue to use that potion?" Nian Shiya asked.

"It can damage the nervous system and then other important organs." The doctor said, "I'm not sure where it will be damaged, but it all starts from the head. But you have to think that the most important thing for people is the head besides the heart. Besides, he may die. "

Nian Shiya closed her eyes. She was so sad that she didn't know what to say.

What should she do?

If she continues to use the medicine, his body will be hurt, but he will not know what she has done before.

Even if she doesn't take the medicine, her memory will continue to deteriorate."Miss Nian? "Miss Nian?" The doctor looked at the way she suddenly closed her eyes and didn't speak. She was a little frightened. "Are you ok?"

"I'm fine. I'm fine." Nian Shiya shook his head, "let me think again."

"As a doctor, I'd like to advise you not to continue taking drugs." The doctor said, "it's too harmful to the patient's health."

"But I can't make him remember Absolutely not... " Nian Shiya clenched her fist.

The doctor sighed, "there must be a misunderstanding between you and the patient. Just explain it well. Don't you take care of him all the time? I'm sure he will reconcile with you in the face of these days. "

"No, if he remembers, we may not even have a chance to meet." Nian Shiya sneered, "he will never forgive me for what I have done."

"If I had known that, why should I have done it?" The doctor shook his head. "Think about it for yourself. I've said all I can say."

Nian Shiya nodded and left the office.

After the doctor treated her to go out disdainfully curled the corners of his mouth, said to himself: "impolite, do not know to say thank you."

He shook his head and suddenly felt sorry for Lu chennian.

It's really bad for eight generations to be liked by such a perverted woman.

He felt that her love was really sick to a certain extent.

He even had a premonition that the result of her thinking might still make him continue to give Lu chennian medicine.

Ward.

Nian Shiya came in with a sad face.

"What's the matter? Why are you crying? " Lu chennian asked.

"The doctor said you have sequelae In rainy weather, stimulation and negative emotions, the head aches. " Poetry is elegant in the new year.

Headache?

Is it like last night's burst pain?

Lu chennian could not help shaking slightly.

"Were you shaking? Cold? Or is it hard? " Nian Shiya noticed his shaking and asked in panic.

"Nothing." Lu chennian shook his head, bent a smile, "let you worry."

"I want to ask you a question. Do you really want to know about the past? The doctor said, "you are very persistent in your memory and always want to try to recall it." Nian Shiya asked.

"It seems to be..." Lu chennian nodded, looked at her eyes which were obviously dim, and decided not to tell her about those dreams.

He knew that for a long time.

She doesn't like trees.

She didn't have clear, clean, beautiful eyes.

She is not his girl.

She is not the girl he is looking for.

In fact, he could have told her about dreams, but he didn't know why, his heart always had a faint sense of rejection.

Could it be because of her that his girl would hate him so much and leave him?

Nian Shiya lowered her eyes and sighed: "why do you have to think of the past? Isn't it all right now? "

"If I don't want to get up, I always feel that here..." Lu chennian raised his hand and stroked his chest, "empty."

"Is there anything I can't do well?" Nian Shiya asked.

"No, you did well, really well." Lu chennian shook his head and said, "you see, I have lived in the hospital for half a year, but few people come to see me, let alone you."

"You It's OK. The main reason is that they don't know what happened to you. The news and newspapers have been suppressed. " Nian Shiya said, "it's normal not to come to see you, so don't be sad. Don't you have me?"

"But even my mother only came to see me, and I didn't go more than Five times. Half a year, she didn't come to see me several times. " Lu chennian sneered.

"Don't laugh, don't laugh, don't shake your head." Nian Shiya said, "rest, don't think about so many things."

"I can't sleep. I've been sleeping too long." Lu chennian said.

"What do you want to do?" Nian Shiya asked, "you are a patient now. Of course, it is more important to take good care of your injuries."

"I know, but I can't sleep." Lu chennian said, "I always have nightmares."

"What nightmares do you have?" Nian Shiya frowned and asked.

"Dreaming that you left me." Lu chennian bent his lips and decided not to tell the truth.

"Fool, I won't leave you." The way of eyes curved, "this poem?"

"Well, I don't want to be alone anymore." Lu chennian said, "last night, when I had a headache suddenly and my consciousness was almost blurred, I tried to ring the call bell and wanted to call the nurse to come over. I didn't feel good at all."

"I'm sorry. I've been neglecting you recently. I've been busy working all the time." New year's poetry is the way of love.

"I forgot to ask. Half a year later, I still don't know what you do..." Lu chennian was a little embarrassed."No, it's my fault. I should take into account the reason why you lost your memory and take the initiative to tell you." Nian Shiya waved her hand and said, "I I used to be a star, and now I'm the manager of a brokerage firm. "

"Star?" Lu chennian turned his eyes thoughtfully, "is it your dream?"

"Well, I've always wanted to be a star." Nian Shiya said with a smile. Thinking about it, she was a little sad. She sniffed and said, "if you don't say it, there's nothing to say."

Lu chennian looked at her with a smile, but only he knew the meaning behind the smile.