Chapter 177

Nian Shiya is very uncomfortable, but it's not easy to attack, so she can only suffocate in her heart.

"Chen Nian, why are you getting impatient with me? I'm your fiancee. We used to love each other very much. If it wasn't for the car accident, we would have been married long ago. Now I'm your wife. Why do you become like this after you lose your memory? "

Nian Shiya looks very aggrieved. At the mention of amnesia, Lu chennian is more agitated, and his heart seems to be on fire.

"Nian Shiya, can you stop being so willful? I'm really busy recently. I can't take care of so much. I'm tired enough. Can you stop it? You're really a little annoying. " Lu chennian frowned. His patience was gone.

Nian Shiya was stabbed by the deep disgust in Lu chennian's eyes. His disgust and disgust made her feel very uncomfortable, like being stabbed in the heart with a knife.

His eyes are full of disgust, that kind of eyes seem to go back to the time when he did not lose memory, at that time, he looked at Chu Jinran eyes always with gentle love, when there is Chu Jinran in the place, his eyes can not see anyone, only her shadow in his eyes, the whole heart around her.

At that time, when Lu chennian looked at her, it was like looking at a stranger. She was indifferent to her like a piece of ice, and she was not warm anyway.

But the good opportunity of heaven, she wasted so much energy, Chu Jinran was forced away by her stratagem, and he was also injured, lost his memory.

He has forgotten Chu Jinran, has forgotten once all, has forgotten all matters.

Her chance finally came, and she was able to let him know her again and rebuild his love for her.

She even lied to him that the two of them were unmarried. They had been in love for many years and had a very good relationship. Moreover, they had reached the point of marriage and were about to get married.

He believed. She thought she could finally get his heart. She thought she had a chance to marry him.

But his attitude towards her has never changed. At the beginning, he was much more gentle towards her. She thought he had changed, and he was finally able to look at her in the distance.

But now he retreated to the original one, and his attitude towards her became impatient again.

Why can't she get his heart after all her efforts? Is his heart made of stone? No matter how hard she tried, she couldn't soften.

She also thought about whether she was too demanding the relationship between them. In fact, they were not suitable at all. Should she really give up?

But at the thought that she can no longer accompany him, she is not reconciled. She loves him so much that he forgets Chu Jinran. How can she just give up.

There are so many women who covet him, how can she just give him up?

Nian Shiya's heart is very tired. She doesn't know how long she can hold on.

She gently closed her eyes, some sad said: "Lu chennian, do you think you treat me like this, fair?"

Lu chennian looked up at her.

"Do you know how long I've been waiting for you? You lose memory, forget me, forget our once beautiful, forget the things you love me, also forget the most love you of me, I was injured, lose memory, I am willing to take care of you, wait for you, wait for you to think of me, when you are in hospital, I have been taking care of you, but why do you treat me like this? " Nian Shiya is extremely aggrieved.

Lu chennian's heart is also a little uncomfortable. Looking at her wronged appearance, he feels guilty. Is he really bad to her.

His heart softened a little.

"Shiya, listen to me, I'm not..."

I've never been bothered to see you since I interrupted you yesterday, but I said that if I didn't want to see you, I would not come to see you

Lu chennian doesn't speak. He is very upset recently. He hasn't thought so much about it. It seems that he has really gone too far.

"And why did you have that attitude when you had dinner at your house yesterday? Are you so impatient when mother Lu says about marriage? You don't want to marry me so much? I understand that you have lost your memory and forgotten our feelings, but can you consider me? How sad I am when you are like this? "

Nian Shiya vented her grievances on Lu chennian, "I'm your fiancee. Don't treat me like this, OK?"

Maybe he really went too far, Lu chennian thought.

He was silent for a long time, and Nian Shiya finished venting. Looking at his silence, she was a little flustered. Was she talking too much? What makes him angry?

Nian Shiya regretted that. How could she say that just now? She is really stupid. If Lu chennian hates her, then all her previous efforts are in vain?

Lu chennian's silence made Nian Shiya's heart seem to be about to jump out. It was not long before she heard Lu chennian gently say: "I'm sorry."Nian Shiya even thinks that she heard wrong. How can Lu chennian, who has always been arrogant, apologize to her?

But Lu chennian said in her puzzled eyes, "I'm sorry."

"You..." Nian Shiya opened her eyes wide in shock and looked at Lu chennian stupidly.

"I'm sorry, I'm in a bad mood during this period of time. There are endless busy things every day. I don't have so much energy to take care of you. It's my fault that makes you feel uncomfortable."

Lu chennian's words stunned Nian Shiya for a long time. She just said those words because she was upset and uncomfortable. She didn't expect Lu chennian to apologize to her, but the result was unexpected.

"Yesterday, my mother said that we should get married. I was shocked. I didn't expect that she would mention marriage so soon, and I'm not ready to start a marriage. So I said so much yesterday. I went to remember and forgot a lot of things. I admit that I can't find our relationship back." Lu chennian was also very helpless.

She didn't know why amnesia made him forget so much.

"I didn't think about your feelings yesterday. It's my fault. I should think about you." Lu chennian said, "it's just that I'm not ready to get married. Can you wait for me, when my memory is restored, when I think of our feelings, shall we get married again?" Lu chennian said.

Nian Shiya was stunned and tears came out of her eyes.

"What if you don't remember all the time? Do I wait for you till I get old and die? "

Lu chennian was silent for a while. He understood that this was unfair to Nian Shiya, but he really didn't want to start a marriage so unknowingly, which was unfair to both of them. He wanted to think about everything and why he felt this way, and he wanted to deal with the company's affairs well and let the company get on the right track.

Nian Shiya's heart is very uncomfortable. In the final analysis, she is the most insignificant one in his heart. He can give up her for anything, and everything can be in front of her.

Nian Shiya suddenly feels very sad. The man she loves doesn't love her. She wants to use such a sad way to make him fall in love with her.

Take advantage of his amnesia when slowly cultivate their feelings, I hope one day, he can put all his heart in her here, be good to her, put his mind on other things on her.

However, even if he lost his memory, he didn't have her in his heart. He always had reservation for her.

"I understand you are very busy now. There are a lot of work in the company, but what about me? If you don't want to marry me, you'll find a lot of reasons, but I'm a woman. Women are really different from your men. The more middle-aged a man is, the more attractive he is. Once a woman is no longer young, the best time is gone, and there is no value in it. " On the elegance of Nian poetry.

Lu chennian understood, but could he really get married in a muddle headed way? He will not be reconciled in any way.

"Now I really don't want to get married." Lu chennian was very helpless.

Nian Shiya's tears came out. She closed her eyes and finally compromised: "OK, you don't want to marry me now. I can understand if you're not ready, but you can't let me wait aimlessly any longer. My youth is only a few years old. I'm 26 now, and I'll be 30 in four years. I can't afford to wait."

Lu Chen Nian sighed, things will eventually become like this, he is still forced to make some decisions.

He was silent for a long time before he said a word.

"Give me another half a year. In another half a year, I will marry you. I will use this half a year to run the company and sort out my thoughts. Even if I don't deal with the company's affairs, recover my memory and sort out my thoughts, I will marry you." Lu chennian said.

Nian Shiya compromise, "well, half a year later, I'll wait for you to marry me."

After that, she turned and left. She didn't want to force him to get married. She didn't want to be hated by him because she forced him to get married now. So she gave him time to sort out his thoughts.

Now the most important thing is not to let Lu chennian recover his memory.

If she married his grandmother for half a year, she would not be able to remember his future.

Therefore, in the past six months, she will let Lu chennian marry her anyway, and she can't let him remember.

Nian Shiya walks out of the office and enters the elevator. The gossip secretary's eyes are wide open in surprise. Just now, she specially approaches the door to listen to the conversation between Nian Shiya and Lu chennian.

Recently, the company has been making too much noise about them. She is really curious about what happened to them. Women's nature is gossip. Sitting at the door and watching Nian Shiya walk in with high heels, the little secretary still can't restrain the gossip factor in her heart and sneaks in.

As a result, her jaw fell off. Half a year later, Nian Shiya will marry their president Lu and become the landlady of Lu's group.