Everything around seems to have disappeared. Lu chennian's mind is buzzing, like a firework exploding in his mind.
His brain was a little confused for a moment. It was like a tangle in his mind, which made him have no ability to think.
He stood there, motionless, a little absent-minded.
"Chu Jinran", the name flashed through his mind countless times.
Why, why, his past, all his memories are related to this name?
Li Feng looked at Lu chennian and said nothing. At this moment, he could feel that Lu chennian really didn't cheat him. He really lost his memory, because the shock was really real. He couldn't pretend it.
Lu chennian was stunned for a long time before he recovered from the shock. The surprise in his eyes had not faded. He swallowed and said, "you say My ex-wife's name is Chu Jinran. Is that true? "
His voice is a little hoarse, and the deep helplessness can be heard in the low voice line. At this moment, he is like a fish washed ashore by the waves, struggling in the place without water, opening his mouth, but he can't make a sound, and there is no way to restrain this kind of strong helplessness.
Li Feng nodded, "yes, according to our investigation, her name is Chu Jinran."
Lu chennian was silent for a long time before he said, "do you know Chu Jinran's real identity?"
Li Feng scratched his head and said in some embarrassment, "well, we haven't found her so far. Her life experience and information are very mysterious. It seems that someone is deliberately trying not to let us find her."
Lu chennian had a slight disappointment in his eyes. Now he really wanted to find this woman named Chu Jinran.
"Do you know where she is now?" Lu chennian asked.
Li Feng was shocked. "She's your ex-wife. Don't you know where she is?"
Lu chennian nodded awkwardly: "yes, before that, I didn't know there was such a person, and in the eight or nine months since I woke up from amnesia, she didn't appear once. I really don't know where she is. I never know. I've been married before. No one told me
Li Feng said in shock: "including your family? When you wake up, your family finds that you have lost your memory, and they don't tell you anything about the past? "
"No Lu chennian said with a bitter smile.
In his opinion, it's really strange. Normally, if a person loses his memory for no reason, his family will be very anxious. They will try their best to talk about the past and help him remember the past. But his family is also too strange. They have not told him about the past and never told him that he was married.
"Do you know anything about her? I really want to find her now. " Lu chennian said.
Li Feng didn't look like a liar at all. He felt a little guilty in his heart. Yesterday, he exposed him in front of so many people. He thought he was a scum man who abandoned his wife and son and turned to miss Qianjin. But he didn't expect that he was also helpless.
Now he has become the focus of public opinion. All people are talking about whether the reason why he broke up with Nian Shiya is that Nian's family knew that he had been married, so they didn't agree with the marriage. Many people said that he was a cheater.
Others say that he has not divorced yet, but regards Nian Shiya as a junior. After all, rich people like to play with female stars.
Some people even go too far, saying that he abandoned his wife and turned to pursue a popular female star. For him, the female star quit the entertainment industry and wanted to live with him, but he turned around and abandoned the female star.
Before he came here today, Li Feng never felt guilty for his behavior, because he felt that it was his job to report the facts and let the public know the faces of these public figures. He thought Lu chennian was a man with disorderly behavior and chaotic private life. He was a big scum who started in chaos and ended in abandonment.
But now it seems that he is pitiful. In fact, he is not to blame for all this. On the contrary, he is the victim. He has lost his memory and can't remember anything. Maybe others can't understand this sense of helplessness.
How did he get over these days? I've been looking for my own memory. I've been hitting a wall. When I need help from others most, I burst out negative news and was said to be a scum man. I feel sorry for him.
All of a sudden, Li Feng felt that he had gone too far. He had been devoted to reporting the truth of the news, but he didn't see the sadness behind the truth. In fact, sometimes things are not like what he saw in front of his eyes, sometimes people's eyes are the most unreliable.
Because you can see one side of things, but you probably can't see the other side.
He suddenly felt that what he had been insisting on was really right?
He tried hard to dig news, even at the risk of being chased by these stars and rich businessmen, which has almost offended the most influential figures in the entertainment industry and business circles.He didn't think what he did was wrong all the time. He even felt proud of being a journalist. He felt that he would never give up his original dream after working all his life. His dream was to be a fair journalist.
But now is his dream really right? He tries his best to dig out the privacy of these public figures, exposing their pain and dark side to the sun, and being appreciated by the public. They are naked, and the outer fig leaf is removed, and the dark inside is exposed.
All the public comment on these people and impose their own understanding on the news. They hide behind the screen to abuse what they think is wrong, and blame others for not doing well what they think is right.
Because everyone has the freedom of speech, when these wounds are bloody displayed in front of the public, the indifference of the public shows up. Instead of sympathy and understanding, they use their keyboard and mouse to turn these things into jokes.
Many times, as a reporter, he also resents the actions of those rich people, but maybe sometimes they really have to suffer.
As a reporter who reports the facts, he never cares what's hidden behind this incident. He just makes a lot of reports and commercializes and benefits this incident.
Sometimes, they are really annoying.
"Do you know anything else about him?" Lu chennian asked, "how much do you know? Can you tell me what you know? Even if it's not important. "
Li Feng nodded: "I found not much, but I know, I will tell you."
"Your ex-wife, Chu Jinran, was originally a miss of the Chu family. Her family was also a famous family in the business world more than 20 years ago."
"Chu family? Why haven't I heard of it? " Lu chennian asked suspiciously.
"More than 20 years ago, it was the heyday of the Chu family. Now the family is in decline. At that time, Chu Jinran's mother used to be the most wealthy and powerful lady in the city. Although she was born in a famous family, she was pure hearted and fell in love with Chu Zhenguo, a prodigal son who was idle and didn't do business, but talked about things in a flowery way." Li Feng said.
"Chu Zhenguo?" It's a familiar name.
"Yes, he is Chu Jinran's father. When Chu Zhenguo married the eldest daughter, her parents were against her. After all, her daughter was a famous family. How can you marry a poor boy who has nothing? But Chu Jinran's mother is very determined to Chu Zhenguo, and her parents agree to Chu Zhenguo's entrance. " Li Feng said.
"Why do you want to be a redundant person?" Lu chennian didn't understand that if a man really loves a woman, especially a woman who is better than himself in all aspects, he should work hard for their love and fight for her.
"Do you think Chu Zhenguo got married because he really liked her? If you think too much, he just takes a fancy to her money and her family. He wants to be a little white faced, but he doesn't want to fight for himself. Of course, he agrees to join the family. In this way, he can enjoy the prosperity. " Li Feng said.
Lu chennian frowned. How can there be such a man who doesn't want to make progress?
"Soon after they got married, Chu Jinran gave birth to a child. After Chu Jinran was born, her mother was in poor health. Chu Zhenguo didn't cherish his wife and daughter, and often carried his wife on his back. He didn't take care of his wife when she was sick. Later, Chu Jinran's mother died. When his father-in-law and his mother-in-law died one after another, he inherited them "I've lost my property."
"Chu Jinran lived with Chu Zhenguo at a young age. Chu Zhenguo didn't take care of her since childhood, so she was very independent. Later Chu Zhenguo married a woman named Zhou Yuxiu and became Chu Jinran's stepmother." Li Feng said.
"What else?" Lu chennian asked.
"I don't know the rest. I only know that Zhou Yuxiu is very bad to Chu Jinran." Li Feng said.
"But what you said was all about the older generation of their family, and you didn't mention her at all." Lu chennian was a bit helpless. After talking for a long time, he still didn't know anything.
"Where do I know so much? She's your ex-wife. Oh, you don't know. Where can I know?" Li Feng scratched his head and said.
Lu chennian sighed helplessly. After all, he still had no clue and could not find her.
Li Feng suddenly thought of something and said, "by the way, Chu Jinran has a younger sister and a younger brother. Her younger sister is Chu Qiaoxi studying abroad. Her younger brother is only ten years old and her name is Chu Yu."
"Oh Lu chennian doesn't seem to be interested. What he wants to know is about her, not how many younger brothers and sisters she has. "You really don't know anything else?"
Li Feng shook his head and said, "I don't know."