Chapter 229

Yu Beibei firmly believes that she is the one she can rely on.

So he didn't go to Chu Jinran's house for nearly half a month. He wanted to improve their relationship through this short parting.

But in Chu Jinran's eyes, Yu Beibei is angry. She knows that what she has done is wrong, but she has no way. She doesn't want to agree to him and hurt him.

Yu Beibei hasn't been here for two weeks. Chu Jinran knows that he is angry now. Won't she lose his friend?

The only one hasn't seen him for a long time. Sometimes she can feel that the only one seems to be thinking about him.

He has been getting along with the only good, good relationship like a pair of real father and son, the only is really take him as a relative.

Although the only one can't speak, she can feel that the only one is not happy recently. It was OK a few days ago, because Yu Beibei didn't come here every day. Generally speaking, he would come every two or three days to see the only one and help her cook dinner.

But when he had not appeared for a week, the only one seemed to feel something.

He used to smile on his face every day. Sometimes there is a little noise on the other side of the door, and he will look at the door with his neck askew.

Did not see the figure he expected, he would be disappointed to draw back his head, a look unhappy.

The only one can already climb, like a little frog, crawling restlessly every day. Chu Jinran spread a thick carpet on the floor in order to make him climb everywhere at ease and not catch cold because the floor is too cold.

Since Yu Beibei didn't come for a long time, he would climb to the door every day and then sit on the carpet at the door, staring at the door for a long time.

He had such a deep feeling for Yu Beibei.

Chu Jinran is a little uncomfortable, not because she thinks Yu Beibei is so important. She is jealous, but because she feels sorry that Yu Beibei has no father since she was a child. This child should take Yu Beibei as his father.

She couldn't help but feel sad at the thought of the only one. If she only asked her father where he was when she grew up, how would she answer?

How can he answer directly that his father abandoned him and his mother with other women? This time, what a great harm to his young heart. She really felt that she owed the only one. From small to large, he didn't enjoy his father's love.

In fact, she knew that as long as she agreed to Yu Beibei, the only one would be cared by her father, and Yu Beibei would be good to the only one.

But she knew that they were just friends.

These days, Chu Jinran didn't call Yu Beibei, because she knew that calling him at this time was like giving him an opportunity, giving him a hope, and letting him continue to love her.

She didn't want to give him hope. He wanted him to come out of it and find his own happiness.

Yu Beibei, however, has been waiting for Chu Jinran's call for the past two weeks. He is a bit distracted in his office. He often sits in a daze in the middle of a meeting. He doesn't know what he is thinking. He can't deal with the documents that the secretary gives him. Every day he feels his brain is in a mess, and all of them are Chu Jinran's faces.

Yu Beibei smiles bitterly. It seems that these two weeks are not to punish Chu Jinran at all. This is clearly punishing himself. Before Chu Jinran calls, he already thinks about her like this.

There's something wrong with him recently. People all over the company feel it.

Because on weekdays, Yu Beibei never takes his work seriously. He must be quick, accurate and ruthless in dealing with things. But recently, the boss often fails to concentrate at work, and the employees think it's because he's not feeling well.

The Secretary advised him to go back and have more rest. Everyone thought that it was because he was too tired or sick. Only he knew what was the reason for his loss.

But he was down in the dumps these two weeks, but he didn't wait for a phone call, or even a message she didn't send to him.

In the last few days of the second week, Yu Beibei's heart really began to cool. It turned out that she didn't agree to him because of nothing else, because he didn't do well, because she didn't want to fall in love, and because she had to concentrate on taking care of him. The only reason was that she didn't love him.

Because he loved her, he didn't see her and didn't contact her in the past two weeks. He felt that life was like years and suffered a lot.

And Chu Jinran, she didn't send him a message, because she didn't love him after all.

Yu Beibei knew that he should give up now, but his heart was still vaguely unwilling.

Is he too eager for quick success, is he pushing her to death, or is he making progress too fast? Maybe one day when she was moved by him, she really agreed to him?

Yu Beibei is caught in a contradiction. She doesn't love him. With his former character, he will make a quick decision, because he also knows that it's a very silly thing to have hope for a woman he doesn't love all the time, because it's almost endless.But after all these years, he couldn't bear to give up her. The thought of erasing him from his heart made his heart ache.

Maybe he really loves her too much. There is no way to forget her.

After several sleepless nights, Yu Beibei is still struggling to find Chu Jinran.

He's so spineless, but if he doesn't see her, he'll be fed up with it.

These two weeks, he has been living in the thoughts and suffering, only to find that Chu Jinran has long been deeply engraved in his heart, so that he can not give up.

Once again appeared in Chu Jinran's door, she was obviously a little surprised.

He hesitated at the door and then knocked on her door. After a while, the door opened. Chu Jinran was wearing an apron at the door. When she opened the door, there was a light of surprise in her eyes. I was a little happy.

However, Yu looked into her eyes for a long time, as if expecting something, but he didn't see the kind of eyes he wanted to see.

A bitter smile flashed across the corner of his mouth. What hope was he still holding? It's clear that she doesn't love him. What is he still dreaming about?

Trying to cover up the sad expression on his face, Yu Beifang puts on a relaxed look and faces Chu Jinran.

"Are you cooking?" Yu North facial expression relaxed, Chu Jin ran Leng for a while, didn't expect his first words unexpectedly is like this, she thought they two atmosphere will be very embarrassed.

Chu Jinran responded and nodded, "yes, it's almost ready. Did you have dinner? If we didn't have dinner, we should have it together. I've cooked a lot of delicious dishes, and I'm worried that I can't finish them. "

"Good." Yu smiles and comes in.

As soon as he entered the door, he saw the only one who was looking at him at the door. He opened a pair of big eyes. The moment he entered the door, his eyes were bright with happiness.

Yu Beibei's heart softened suddenly. This little guy, I miss him.

The little guy was obviously very happy to see him. The most innocent smile was on his little face. He sat up excitedly and waved with open arms.

Then he lay on the ground and crawled excitedly. Yu Beibei was obviously surprised. After half a month's absence, the little guy could climb.

"The only one who can climb?" Yu Beibei exclaimed in surprise, with a strange feeling in his heart. He didn't understand why he was like this, just like seeing his son grow up. He didn't know what was the soft and warm feeling in his heart.

Chu Jinran said: "yes! I learned it last week. At that time, I was cleaning the floor in my bedroom. I put the only one on the carpet in the living room and let him play with toys by himself. The result may be that I cleaned the floor too long and the only one came to me. As soon as I looked up, he was at the door of the bedroom and was climbing into the bedroom. " Chu Jinran face is unable to cover up, happy smile.

That is the mother's unique smile, as long as the mention of the only, her face will be filled with that kind of warm smile, that smile seems to have a power to warm people's hearts.

It seems that the only one in her heart is really important.

Yu Beibei lowers his head and looks at the only one crawling on the carpet. His eyes are soft. He bends down and holds the only one in his arms. The only one is held by him. He is very happy. He opens his mouth in his arms and shows his red gums. He smiles. A small white thing on the gums attracts Yu Beibei's attention.

He thought he was wrong, and made a grimace to make the only one laugh. When the only one smiles, his gums show, and he sees the white thing again.

Excited as if he had discovered a new world, he exclaimed, "the only one seems to have teeth!"

Yu was so excited that he couldn't control the excitement in his chest.

Chu Jinran is very calm, "yes, I found it two days ago."

She remembers that when she first found her only tooth, she cried excitedly. That kind of happiness can't be given from childhood to adulthood. It's a kind of mother's unique happiness, which can't be replaced by anything else.

After having only one, she realized that the happiness in the world could be so simple. She would be so happy to see her child sit, climb and grow a tooth. It turns out that this is the mother.

Although with the only sometimes feel very tired, but the only can bring her happiness is always more than she suffered those tired.

The only one is very happy today. His little fist is waving all the time. He is very excited. He has a happy smile on his mouth. This is his happiest day in two weeks. Chu Jinran is very happy when he looks at the only one. His smile is her best medicine, which can cure all her troubles.

Yu hugs him to the north. In a trance, Chu Jinran suddenly feels that these two people seem to be a father and son.

She shook her head to shield the strange thought in her heart. How could she feel that they were like a father and son? These two people obviously don't look like each other. They turn around and go to the kitchen and continue to cook. There is still soup in her pot. Don't paste it.