Chapter 264

In a twinkling of an eye, he has been gone for many years. She has changed her sadness and heartache from the beginning to the present adaptation and habit. She only knows that after he left, her life fell into loneliness, but after a long time, she got used to it.

I remember when I lost him at the beginning, she was tearful all the time. She loved him very much. Although he had no feelings for her, although they were husband and wife, she was uncomfortable and never told him this secret all her life, because she knew that the man who was her husband in name would never love her.

Even if she really fell in love with him, she had to keep it in her heart. The first person who made heart to heart was the worst.

However, after he left, she suddenly felt some regret that they had been together for a lifetime, but she never said "I love you" to him, although he never said it to her.

Once upon a time, although he didn't know where to go every day and often didn't go home at night, he would rather sleep in the company than go home.

Normally, she should be used to sleeping alone, but when he just left, she couldn't sleep every night. She missed him very much, but she would never see him again.

In fact, love is a complex thing, especially for her.

After losing him, she began to support the family by herself. Fortunately, Chen Nian has grown up. She doesn't have to worry about many things. How tired she should be to be responsible for her alone.

what she does is almost idle every day. She has nothing to do, but when she's free, she will think more about him.

She began to be more strict with Lu chennian, because she didn't want to feel ashamed of him when she went to heaven to see him. He left her a son, so she took good care of them.

From childhood to adulthood, she wanted to give all the best to Lu chennian. Since her husband left, this feeling became more and more intense. She couldn't bear to let her son suffer a little. This is their son's only memory in the world.

And her son is her only relative in the world.

So she wanted to give him the best of everything, including interfering in his marriage.

At the beginning, when Lu chennian married Chu Jinran, she disagreed very much. She felt that the woman had no background and could not help Chen Nian in her work. She was also soft and weak. She was stupid and could not please her elders.

And since they've been married for so long, this woman's stomach hasn't moved at all.

If in a few years, she never gives birth to a child and misses the best age to have a child, will not her son be delayed?

In recent years, she is still alive, and she has the ability to urge them to have children quickly, and to watch her grandson be born and enjoy her family.

But in a few years, she will not be well, or one day she will die. How can the Lu family not have a queen?

And Chu Jinran that woman, it seems that she wants to marry Chen Nian because of her property.

Can everyone in their Lu family come in?

Xu Yuanyu has always been dissatisfied with her daughter-in-law. On the contrary, she has always liked Lu chennian's nianshiya. She is very satisfied with her daughter-in-law.

This girl is beautiful, good at singing and dancing. She is also a star, and she loves him with all her heart. No matter what happens, she always gives priority to him.

Even if we don't talk about it, the more important thing is that she has a good family. She is the eldest daughter of the new year's family and the only daughter of the new year's family. This means that after the second child of the new year's family dies, all her property will belong to her. That is to say, the marriage of the new year's family and the Lu's family will do no harm to the business of the Lu's family.

Such a daughter-in-law candidate is better than Chu Jinran, who has no idea where she came from.

She carefully investigated, although that Chu Jinran, her mother had been a famous family, their family had been brilliant, but after all, it was the past.

Now she has nothing. She has no money and no power at home. There is no way to give good help to Lu chennian. What makes her even more disgusted is that this woman has an ignorant father and a mean stepmother.

The two men are lazy and want to do nothing, but they still want to get benefits from the Lu family. They think that after their daughter is married into the Lu family, they will enjoy the happiness and happiness. Moreover, they are still in business with the Lu family.

Chen Nian has been spoiling Chu Jinran, so she turns a blind eye to what her family does. However, this family is too much and always secretly wants to do harm to Lu.

She is extremely disgusted. With such a father and stepmother, their daughter must not be a good one. Maybe she is just playing pig and eating tiger. On the surface, she is soft and weak. In private, she may have Lu's idea. It is very likely that she is a spy sent by her father and stepmother.

This woman is very powerful and can pretend to be weak. She has already turned Chen Nian's fans around. If she doesn't take good care of Lu's family, maybe one day all their Lu family property will be moved away by this woman.

Of course, she did not allow her son to marry a woman like this. However, from childhood to adulthood, as long as it was Lu chennian's decision, there was almost no room for regret.Even if she is his own mother, there is no way, so she can only temporarily agree to this marriage.

However, although they are married, she always thinks that her son is so excellent that she must find a very excellent and virtuous woman who can help him in his career. How can she find a woman who is so ordinary and lazy to be a father?

So she has been secretly trying to get Lu chennian and Chu Jinran to divorce, but in the end she successfully forced Chu Jinran away.

All her life, she has been busy and turned herself into a cruel and evil woman, all for the man on the tombstone and his family.

Xu Yuanyu was sad. In a twinkling of an eye, he had been away for so many years, but in her heart, he never left.

"Old man, I want to tell you a piece of good news. You will be very happy after hearing it." Xu Yuanyu gently looked at the photo on the tombstone. The man's face was familiar and strange, but it was always a black-and-white photo. Xu Yuanyu said softly.

Cemetery, breeze bursts, it is warm season, from the top came a breeze, some warm blowing.

Xu Yuanyu's eyes have been looking at the man on the tombstone. Her eyes are full of deep feelings.

"Our son is going to get married at last. Our daughter-in-law is a daughter-in-law of the family. You must remember her. When she was a child, she always came to our house to play. She liked the little girl behind Chen Nian." Xu Yuanyu said, "you must be very confused. Where did Chu Jinran go?"

Xu Yuanyu said to herself, "that woman has divorced our son. I know that you always think that you should let your son choose his own marriage. After all, when you married me, we were unwilling, but I don't think so. I hope my son will marry the best woman."

Over the years, although Lu chennian's father did not love her, she never regretted it.

"Only the best women are worthy of our son. What's the use of love? We are not together because of love, haven't we spent most of our lives? " Xu Yuanyu said, "I know that since we got married, until you left you, I have never loved me, but I never regret it, because I have never done anything sorry for you in my life."

Xu Yuanyu's eyes are sour: "if you think you want to pursue your happiness, I will support you silently behind you. If you don't want to go home, I will help you take care of the housework and chennian silently at home."

In fact, it is really sad to think about her life. She is always working hard for her family. She has never lived for herself even one day.

"Do you know why?" Xu Yuanyu said to herself in front of the tombstone. Every time she came here, she would say a lot to the tombstone, as if he was still around and could hear it. Tears came out of her eyes, "it's all because I love you."

If it's not for love, she won't be busy all her life. Which woman would willingly give birth to a man she doesn't love and support her family all her life? What's more, her husband would hardly go home, and never said a gentle word to her.

She endured so many years of cold, but still willing to pay everything for him, including his beautiful youth, this is not because of love, is because of what?

"You must be surprised. I never told you that." Xu Yuanyu smiles. When he was alive, she was embarrassed to tell him. Now she wants to tell him, but she doesn't know if he can still hear.

"I can't remember when I began to love you. After all, we've lived together for most of our lives. Maybe you don't have any feelings for me, but I've already fallen in love with you, otherwise I won't be willing to serve you all my life." Love may be the reason why she has been busy all her life.

"I can't remember when I began to love you. I hope my son will find a woman who loves him deeply and is willing to take good care of him and help him take care of his family. " Xu Yuanyu said.

"Just like Nian Shiya, she really loves Chen Nian. I can see that this girl can't live without him, so she will treat him well after she marries Chen Nian. She will be a virtuous and hardworking wife, so that Chen Nian will have no worries and work in peace all his life." Xu Yuanyu said.

She gently looked at the tombstone, "do you think I'm right?"

After Xu Yuanyu asked, she was amused by her appearance again. How can she be like a child now? It seems that every time she comes here to see him, she is the most relaxed. She can escape from the noise of the city for the time being. She doesn't think about so many complicated things for the time being. She just accompanies him.

Tell him something about what happened to her these days.

In fact, it's good. In the past, when he was alive, she never had the chance to say so much to him, because he seldom went home.