Chapter 305

Maybe emotion is a kind of unreasonable thing.

Love is love, not love is not love.

Yu Beibei tries to calm his heart. He carefully cleans the dishes and puts them in the pot. Although he knows that what he does now is likely to be fruitless, he is still willing to do it for her.

He knew that she was alone in France. Without him, she would be very lonely.

So he is willing to accompany her, willing to spend time to make a big dinner for her.

That's how he loves someone.

……

After Lu chennian left for a while, the second elder of the family went back to the ward. The elder was carrying a bag of food, which he specially bought for dinner, and also brought a portion of Lu chennian's.

But back to the ward, he found that he had left, only his daughter lying on the bed alone.

Nian Shiya's face was a little pale, and there were tears in her eyes.

Master Nian was worried and asked, "Shiya, what about chennian? Where did he go? Why are you alone here? "

Nian Shiya answered softly. Her voice was very light, just like a gust of wind. Nian could hardly hear, "he's gone..."

Gone?

"Didn't I mean to let him talk to you? Did he leave because he didn't want to be here? " Asked master Nian.

Nian Shiya shook his head, "I let him go."

There are big tears in her eyes. Although she has just tried to calm down, her heart still hurts when she thinks of his back.

Lu chennian is really her curse. She can't forget it anyway.

Seeing Nian Shiya's tears, Nian master and his wife were a little worried. They didn't understand why their daughter suddenly cried again.

"Daughter, don't cry. What's the matter with you? Did Lu chennian bully you?" Mrs. Nian asked, looking at her daughter crying into a tearful person, she was really distressed.

These days, my daughter has been crying all day long.

But at this moment, she looks a little strange, weekdays she is crying, is that kind of hysterical feeling, but today, she just quietly tears, looks more distressing.

Nian Shiya closed her eyes as if she heard her heart crack.

After a while, she opened her eyes and said gently, "no, he didn't bully me, and he didn't blame me. Mom and Dad, I know I'm wrong. I can't force my feelings. What you told me before was right, but I didn't listen. I understand now."

The second elder of the new year's family was stunned, "daughter You... "

"You know what? I have always been unable to put him down, because I always feel that love is selfish, love a person is should pursue, even if it is unscrupulous, but now I know that I was wrong, this kind of forced love, but will make people more painful. " Nian Shiya said.

When Mrs. Nian shed tears, her daughter finally figured it out.

"Shiya, you really understand, don't you? My daughter is finally back, isn't she? " She cried a little excited and looked at her with tears in her eyes.

Nian Shiya nodded gently, "Mom and Dad, do you know what I just said to him? I told him what I had done to Chu Jinran. I told him that I had made them misunderstand. I also told Lu chennian that he should go after her. "

"Do you know? Although he left my heart is very painful, but this time I actually feel very relaxed, ha ha, very strange? Not persistent, my heart actually relaxed a lot Nian Shiya said.

Maybe she was stupid all the time.

Now she seems to be able to put down, although the thought of him leaving her heart, or pain like a needle, but it seems to be different from the feeling before.

Before the heart full of hate, that strong hate like a big stone, pressure her breathless, let her suffer.

But now she doesn't seem to have that feeling, although she will still feel heartache, but this feeling is much easier than before, at least she is no longer full of burden.

Maybe she had been too paranoid before, and now she put it down.

The second elder of the new year's family looks at her daughter. It seems that she is really different.

Once upon a time, there was a strange obstinacy in her eyes. When she spoke, her eyes were paranoid. But now her eyes are clear and light, as if they were really different from before.

Their daughter has really changed.

The two elders of the new year's family all shed tears. Anyway, it's a good thing that her daughter can let go of that knot.

At least she won't have to live with that stubborn pressure all her life.

Put down the paranoia, put down that does not belong to their own love, she should be able to live happily.

She is their daughter, and as long as she is happy, they will feel happy.

Their biggest wish in this life is that their daughter can grow up healthily and happily.Even if she does not stand out, as long as she is a happy and kind person.

……

Chu Jinran sat down in the living room, the only one sitting beside her, Chu Jinran holding a book, it was a while ago, Yu bought to the only one.

He heard that children at this age read more about animals or colorful children's books can promote children's brain development.

Chu Jinran is teaching the only animal.

The only one is very smart. Chu Jinran told him, and he will remember it immediately.

Looking at his serious study, Chu Jinran showed a happy smile on his face.

"To the north, I'll tell you, the only one who can recognize all the animals in the book this week." Chu Jinran said happily to the busy Yu in the kitchen.

Yu Beibei smiles and says, "really? It's so fast. I think the only one is really smart. I bought this book for him last week. He can recognize it in only one week. "

Chu Jinran is proud. Her mother's own children are praised. Of course, she is very happy.

"Of course, the only one of us is the smartest." Chu Jinran looks at the only one.

The only seems to understand Chu Jinran praise him, smile like a flower.

Chu Jinran's heart has changed. She has given birth to him for so long. The more she looks at him, the more she likes him. This child is a gift from God. In the future, as long as she has him, she will not be afraid of anything.

The only one is the most precious one in the world. No one can replace her.

Yu Beibei was quick and quick, and soon a table of dishes was ready.

Chu Jinran holds the only way to the table.

Three people happily eating dinner, do not know that there is a man outside the door is anxiously waiting.

Lu chennian felt that he was going crazy. Yu Beibei had been in for two hours. Why didn't he come out? What were they doing inside?

Lu chennian raised his wrist and looked at his watch. It's 7:53, and it's about 8:00. Isn't Yu going to go home? Why not leave?

It's getting dark outside. Have they been eating for so long? Why not come out yet.

Lu chennian lit another cigarette. The cigarette end flashed red in the dark. Lu chennian's eyes were cold, and his face became more and more ugly.

At this moment, he looks like a man eating beast. His expression is really terrible, which is very different from his usual calm appearance.

Soon, the cigarette in his hand was finished. Lu chennian took out his cigarette case, only to find that it was empty.

He has just smoked out the last cigarette in this cigarette box. In fact, he is not addicted to smoking. He only smokes one or two when he is in a bad mood. But today, he has smoked out a whole box.

Some of his lungs can't stand it. It's very hot.

He hasn't smoked so much for a long time, and he knows that it will be uncomfortable after smoking like this, but if he doesn't smoke, he doesn't know how to make himself in a better mood.

Anyway, he's so upset now.

That Yu Beibei, if he doesn't come out so late, won't he have any bad ideas?

Lu chennian was startled by his sudden thought, didn't he? The two of them have been together in France for such a long time. If anything had happened, it would have happened.

But what if all of a sudden, Yubei is a beast?

A woman as thin and weak as Chu Jinran must be able to struggle.

Lu chennian had no way to restrain his conjecture.

He was about to start and knock on the door when he heard something inside.

He ran down the stairs, hiding on the next floor, secretly stretched out his head to look up.

Sure enough, as soon as he ran to the bottom, the door opened. Yu Beibei came out from inside. He hid in the corner of the corridor. Yu Beibei said goodbye to Chu Jinran: "then I'll go back and see you in two days. Call me if you have anything."

"OK, pay attention to safety on the road. It's getting late. Pay attention when you drive." Chu Jinran said gently.

When Lu chennian heard her say this, he felt a little uncomfortable.

Her tone is like a wife, exhorting her husband to go out, so gentle, full of worry, let me feel sour, stuffy, don't know how to vent.

Is this woman so hungry? A man wants to seduce!

"OK, don't worry. I'll pay attention to safety. Be careful yourself." Yu North said, he turned his head, smiling at Chu Jinran arms of the only, "the only goodbye, I'll come back in two days."

The only sensible one reached out and waved.

Lu chennian stretched out his head to see what the only one in their mouth looked like, but he couldn't see anything from this angle.

The door closed and Yu went downstairs.

The light in the corridor was dim. Lu chennian was standing in a very dark corner and was blocked by a pile of sundry cartons. Yu Beibei didn't see him. He seemed to be in a good mood and went straight down the stairs.Lu chennian looked out. After a while, Yu Xiangbei's car left and disappeared in the distance.

This guy finally left.

Lu chennian looked at the closed door, and his anger was about to burst out.

He strode up and knocked on the door.

Chu Jinran sent away Yu Beibei, just want to give the only bath, she just put a little hot water, the door rang again.

Chu Jinran has some doubts. Didn't Yu Beibei leave just now? Did something fall? He's not the kind of person to be absent-minded?