Chapter 313

The hangover is really bad. My head is heavy.

He frowned. He didn't remember how he came back last night. He really drank a lot and was very drunk. But he didn't know why. When he went to see Chu Jinran, he had a surprisingly clear idea.

He remembers all the words Chu Jinran said last night.

She said she didn't need him to live well on her own.

It's really ironic that he is the president of Lu's company. There are all kinds of women scrambling to climb onto his bed, but he doesn't like it at all. He just falls in love with this woman, but this woman doesn't feel anything about him.

Lu chennian really felt that he had failed. What's the use of so many women liking him? He only wanted her heart.

Lu chennian was a little sad because he remembered that Chu Jinran told him last night that his father had died.

If he can, he really hopes that this man is still alive, then he can take Chu Jinran back, but now that this man is gone, he understands that this man is likely to stay in Chu Jinran's heart forever, because he leaves her in their beautiful time, leaving the best appearance in her heart forever.

The living can never compare with the position of the dead in one's heart.

After all, what is lost is the most important thing.

Lu chennian had a bitter smile. What should he do? Last night he was drunk, put down self-esteem and pride, went to her house and said so many humble words, but she was still not soft hearted.

He is too stupid to go to her house with the strength of wine, but she should not take their two feelings as important.

He really wanted to leave and return to China, but he couldn't give up on her.

It has been such a long time, he suddenly found that she is really a very important existence in his life. Without her, his whole world has become gray. If it is really possible, he hopes that they will be together forever, and he also hopes that she will not fall in love with others. He is the only one in his heart in this life.

What should we do? He had fallen deeply in love with her and couldn't extricate himself from it.

For her, he has become a fool, a fool without reason.

……

After a week's treatment in the hospital, Nian Shiya left the hospital. Although the doctor said she needed to observe for a few days, Nian Shiya insisted on leaving the hospital. She knew her body well.

She seems to have changed a lot. She is no longer as headstrong as before, and she doesn't like to dress up as before. She puts beauty first every day.

The most thing she does every day is to sit in the garden alone in a daze. No one knows what she is thinking. She can sit in the garden for a day.

Eyes dull, with a touch of sadness, do not know where to look.

The second elder of the new year's family is a little worried about his daughter's situation. Now this daughter is different from the daughter they have known since childhood.

She seems to have matured a lot overnight, and she seems to have been carrying unspeakable sadness.

At the beginning of her life, she was afraid that her daughter would be hit by something and that something might happen to her, so she would follow her every day. However, she just walked in the garden every day and was in a daze. After a long time, the elder two finally felt a little relieved.

Maybe she just matured overnight, which is not necessarily a bad thing.

Leo has never appeared since that day. No one knows where he has gone. He only knows that he got the last month's salary from the owner of the piano classroom and then resigned. The next day, he sold his house and disappeared completely in the city. No one knows where he has gone, so that his former connected guests don't know.

It seems that he evaporated from the city overnight, turned into a cloud of smoke and disappeared over the city.

There are too many sad stories in this city. There are people in a hurry on the street every day.

Many people will envy other people's life, feel their life dull, and even complain about why they can't have what others have.

But what they don't know is that everyone just shows his brightest side in front of everyone. In fact, no one knows how sad he is behind his back.

Everyone has his own unspeakable sadness. Life can't be as good as one's wishes. No matter how embarrassed he is after others, he must be brilliant before others. It's just the final self-esteem of most people in this city.

When Nian Shiya sat alone in the garden, she felt that what had happened in the past two years was like a dream.

Since Lu chennian lost her memory, this dream began. Her countless dreams can replace Chu Jinran and stand beside Lu chennian. She wants to stand beside him and become the most important person around him.

In the past two years, she has given up all her pride, all her self-esteem, even at all costs to get him.

But she didn't get anything in the end, leaving only physical and mental scars.She suddenly thought of Leo. Since he came to destroy her wedding, this person disappeared and never appeared again. It was as if this person had never appeared in her world. If there was not a little life in her stomach, she would suspect that meeting him was a dream she had.

However, the case clearly says that she has been pregnant for three and a half months.

Maybe only this can prove that he has been here, and only this can prove that he once appeared in her world.

Think about their original kind of persistent look, she has some hate that their own.

Now she seems to understand why Lu chennian has never been able to fall in love with her. Who will fall in love with a crazy woman?

Now she hates herself at that time, let alone Lu chennian.

But now she has completely given up her heart. She already knows how to turn things around. Even though she has been in unrequited love all the time, Lu chennian doesn't love her, so her efforts will never have any results. It's better to give up as soon as possible to make her heart much easier.

Maybe love is like this, no matter how much you love this person, there is no way to control his heart.

So it's really hard for a person to meet someone who he likes and likes.

Now Lu chennian has probably gone to France to find Chu Jinran. Nian Shiya knows that the people Lu chennian has always loved are Chu Jinran.

Even when he lost his memory, he always had the hazy shadow of Chu Jinran in his heart.

Is she has been too silly, always thought that as long as she perseveres, silent pay, silent efforts, one day she will stand beside him, accompany him for life.

But the reality is often more cruel than imagined, and now she is really punished.

Lu chennian should be able to get happiness. After all, the people he has always loved are Chu Jinran. Now he finally gets what he wants and goes to find her.

And she can only be alone in her life.

Nian Shiya is a little sad. When can she meet her own son.

Just like Lu chennian's love for Chu Jinran, no matter how long it takes, no matter where he is, even if he loses his memory, he never forgets that love.

In fact, seeing Lu chennian's deep love for Chu Jinran, her heart is aching. After all, when she looks at the man she has loved for so many years and goes after the one he loves, her heart is like being cut by a knife.

Although she has been able to give up that dedication, but let her immediately adjust their mentality, no longer for his heartache that is almost impossible.

She can only slowly stop bleeding, scab and heal the wound on her heart

Maybe this process will take a long time, or a short time. Maybe she can't forget him all her life, or she will forget him in a few months.

Nian Shiya didn't know what would happen. She knew that her heart was very painful now.

Originally love a person is so tired ah, the most painful thing is to fall in love with a person who doesn't love themselves, let oneself fall into black and white.

She gently stroked the still flat belly, which is pregnant with a new life, although she is still very small, did not grow up, and even, he is small enough in her belly, the surface can not see that there is a small life inside, this life in the end is a blessing or a curse?

Nian Shiya doesn't know, but she knows that this child has made her understand a lot of truth.

Just understand the truth, become mature, mature people become more sad.

I wish she could find someone to give her happiness.

……

The clouds in the sky are white and soft, like huge masses of cotton. The sky looks blue, with the smell of fresh sunshine, which makes people feel comfortable.

A plane flew by in the sky, leaving behind a long stream of steam.

Eli is sitting in the plane. He looks out through the transparent window. He can see nothing underground but clouds.

At this moment, he was in a good mood, looking forward to the plane landing, because he knew that he was about to see the person he wanted to see.

He is very busy, although he grew up in France, but after all, he has to fly around on business, so his stay in France is really short.

He's always wanted to take a vacation and stay in France for a while.

In the past, France was just his hometown. Although he felt homesick occasionally, he didn't want to come back all the time.

However, since a lovely little woman came here, he was looking forward to every business trip to France.

A while ago, he was really too busy. There was a very big project in Singapore. At that time, it was almost related to his company's performance in the second half of the year, so he had to fly all over the country. He stayed in Singapore for a long time, but his heart kept flying to France, because there was a woman he had been concerned about.

Surrounded by white clouds, people feel comfortable.He began to miss that woman. He was almost there and was about to see her. But at this moment, his missing was more and more intense.