769 Time to go

When I was sleeping I wake up while feeling that I started feeling bad. When I opened my eyes, I looked at Sophia who is sleeping close to me and when I looked at her for a few seconds, I couldn't take anymore and then I rush to the bathroom. While being there I have done what I needed and when I come out I felt refreshed but still, something bad started happening with my body. As I started walking to the living room, I said "so stress hit me now" and when I come to the kitchen, I make tea and when I waited for it to be made I looked at the sky and when it has been ready, I take it and then I walked to the balcony. 

While being there I sit on the bed and when I started drinking it slowly I looked around what is happening there and when I was doing it, I could feel that tears started going from my eyes. "Why," I said in a low voice as my whole carrier might go down but still I need to keep strong from what is now happening in my life and I can't break one again. As I was drinking tea, I take cigarettes, and then I started smoking. While I was doing it I have done one and as I don't want to start another one I just sit while thinking about why it started happening to me. When I was doing it I looked around and when I left the glass on the bed, I walked to take my phone and make a small sandwich as I needed to eat something to calm my stomach. 

While having a phone I make a sandwich from bread and ham and while having it I started eating and then I come back to the balcony. While being there I looked at emails and while seeing some interesting and collaborations I answered nicely that I don't want now and when I have done this I started looking at law as it changes a lot from the last time I checked it. 

As I was reading it I have done tea and a sandwich. "fuck I might have problems but still I will easily go from them but I hope it will not go to public as it might hit my career so I need to do it fast" I said and then I continue reading. As I was doing it I have done the most important things which changed and while rest wasn't so important for me I close the website with this and then I read to not think about it. 

When I was doing it for some time message from sweety come 'so where'.

'I don't know yet I will tell you when I will know more details so for now keep with you or give it to bold or shaggy' I wrote to him.

'Ok bold will have them' he answered.

'Oh thx one more time' I answered him and when I have done this bold wrote 'how long'.

'I don't know Sophia is still sleeping so I can't ask her and remember time zone exists' I wrote.

'Ok' he wrote and when I looked at text messages, he hasn't written anything so I come back to reading. When I was doing it I had a good time and then I could see that Sophia come out and while seeing me she said: "what are you doing".

"Soon I will make breakfast later work and I will wait for your phone when this party will end," I said while smiling to her, and then I give her a short kiss. When I have done this, she looked at me and she said "you know I don't want to go,".

"babe don't worry everything will be all right," I said and when I moved my hand around her cheek, she smiled and she said, "I know but still I hate them".

"Don't worry when you started becoming bored give me a call," I said.

"Ok," she said and when she gives me one more time kiss she said, "ok I'm hungry now".

"Ok," I said to her and when we get up from bed we walked inside and while being there I started making sandwiches. When I was doing it I make them with bread ham and cheese and when I looked at Sophia, I said "maybe a little pickle on top".

"it might be," she said and when I hear her I walked to the fridge and when I take a new jar with them I cut them and when they landed on the sandwich I looked at, her and then I said, "all is ready".

"Good," she said while smiling and when I take the plate on which our food is, I looked at her and when I saw that she walked to the table I go after her and when we sit we started eating them. As we were doing it we have done them after some time and when I looked at her, I said "so babe what do you want to do".

"Come back to bed and hug you," she said.

"We can do it for some time," I said while looking at the clock and as we still have around free fifteen minutes I walked to her and when I take her on my hands, I walked to the bed, and while being there we hugged. While we were doing it for some time I looked at Sophia and then she said "ok time to go".

"Ok," I said to her and when we get up, we changed and when we walked down I looked at her, and then I said, "ok so directly".

"No coffee," she said and then I drove where we were some time ago. While I was driving and when we come there, I looked at her and then she said "I will be back soon".

"ok," I said to her and when I waited in the car, she comes after some time and when she sits inside, I take coffee which she gives me and then I drank a little and when I have done this I started driving again. When I was doing it Sophia looked at me and then she said "so how are you".

"Good," I said to her and when I smiled we come to the company. While being there she looked at me and then she said "ok by babe I will be going now".

"Ok," I said to her, and then she gives me a kiss and when I looked at her walking to the company I looked at, her and when she diapered, I drove back. When I was doing it I stopped at one place and while being there I looked at a kebab and when I take small, I drove back. While I was driving, I come back and when I take coffee and kebab and when I come back, I looked around and when I walked to my room and when I drank coffee, I needed to watch something just to watch and when I was doing it I have done coffee and when I have done this, I watched half of the season and when I have done this, I looked at kebab but the first bathroom and when I have done this I walked to the kitchen and from the table, I put it on a plate and when I started heating it up and while it has done, I take it and then I come back to watching rest of season and I need to find another one.