"It's normal for you to think of him. It's strange not to think of him." LAN Qianyu said earnestly, "after all, you just separated for a few months. That feeling is not that you can put it down."
"Maybe he put it down a long time ago." Qin Xiya wryly smile, "perhaps only I this fool, still remember to him."
"Xiao Han is not such a mean person." LAN Qianyu looked at her deeply, "but, Xiya, say a cruel word, I hope you don't blame me..."
"What else can't be said between us?" Qin Xiya said coyly.
LAN Qianyu was silent for a long time and said with a heavy voice:
"there is too much gap between you and Xiao Han. It is not only the impure feelings, but also the family's gratitude and resentment. Although those things have nothing to do with you, they are all closely related. I know Xiao Han's character very well. He usually seems to be indifferent to anything, but if he is really stubborn, a few cows will not come back... "
"I understand." Qin Xiya said sadly, "I and he, this life is impossible. Even if he does come back to New York one day, he won't be with me. What's more, he has been running away from reality. I don't think he will come back for three or five years. "
"Alas..." LAN Qianyu sighed a long time and held Qin Xiya's hand. "For three years and five years, it's the best youth for a woman. Don't waste your youth for a man who doesn't love you. There are many beautiful sceneries in life. I believe that you will meet happiness that belongs to you!"
"Is it?" Qin Xiya was confused, "will you really meet me? After all this, I can't believe in love
LAN Qianyu was in a hurry and said with painstaking heart --
"people's life can't always be smooth sailing, and there will always be hardships like this and that. If we encounter one thing and lose confidence in the future, how can we continue to live? No hope of life, will become a withered, meaningless. Thea, you are still young and you have a long way to go. Love is something you believe in sometimes, but you don't believe it. You have to believe it, and it will come to you! "
"You're right." Qin Xiya smiles. "I won't be discouraged. Thank you, Qianyu!"
She does not want to let blue thousand feather worry, so will say so, but in fact, her sad heart will not because of blue thousand feather a few words and produce hope..
"Love is a matter of course." LAN Qianyu also understood that Qin Xiya's mood would not change easily, so he shifted the topic, "let's talk about children. How about Xiaotian? How are you? "
"Good health every day." Speaking of her son, Qin Xiya's face just had a smile. "He was very weak when he was born. He had various diseases, but after months of treatment, he was almost recovered. Recently, I tried to take him out to play. He looked at the new things outside and felt very curious. His big clear eyes looked around everywhere. It was interesting."
"Ha ha, yes, children just need to take them out more often." LAN Qianyu laughed. "Later, when the children grow up a little bit, we can play together. Now the children are too lonely. They live in villas and have no playmates. We should walk around more."
"That's for sure." Qin Xiya nodded again and again, "Xiao Tian likes your thousand wings. He is very excited when he sees thousand wings."
"Children like to play with them."
"Yes, yes, at the moment, they are still playing together outside..."
When two mothers talk about their children, they will have a lot of topics. Qiao Qing can't get in a word. She sits quietly and looks at the smile on LAN Qianyu's face. She is very pleased
**
upstairs, guest room.
Leng Ruo Bing brought a cup of warm boiled water to Lei Zhenting, worried and said: "you are catching a cold, don't go to pick up Lei lie, let Zhao Jun go."
"If Lei lie comes alone, I won't pick it up. This time he comes with Phil, I have to show my sincerity." Lei Zhenting is wearing a windbreaker. "It was Lei lie who ignored fei'er before, and fei'er was abducted by Austin, and the child also ran away. During this period, fei'er has been depressed and closed herself in Rose mountain villa. Now she finally comes out to visit Qianyu and Xiaozi. How can I not pick her up
"So it is." Lengrubing nodded, "then let me go. I can also represent sincerity."
"That won't work." Lei Zhenting immediately vetoed, "Qianyu has just given birth to a child and needs to be cared for. You have to stay at home with her."
"But you..."
"I'm ok. Don't worry." Lei Zhenting said with a smile, "after decades of marching and leading troops, will you be overwhelmed by a small cold?"
"Really OK?" Lengrubing frowned at him.
"If you're really worried, come with me." Lei Zhenting held the cold hand.
"I don't want it." Leng Ruo Bing immediately took out his hand and avoided it unnaturally. "You can go by yourself and bring more bodyguards. I, I went out first...""If ice!" Lei Zhenting hugged Leng Ruo Bing from the back. Leng Ruo Bing panicked and pushed him, "what are you doing? Let me go. "
"Let me hold you, and I'll hold you." Lei Zhenting hugged lengruo Bing tightly and refused to let go.
"Don't do that. You're so old. You're going to be thrown away." Cold if ice, red face pushed him, "quickly let go."
"It's because I'm old that I have to cherish the time in the future..." Lei Zhenting said sadly, "if ice, we are all old, and our bodies are not as good as before. I don't know when I can live. I really don't want to let life leave regrets. Don't refuse me, OK? In the future, let's support each other and go on together. "
Hearing this sincere confession, Leng Ruo Bing can't help but feel a little moved. She doesn't push him any more. In fact, with so many things happening, she feels very tired. The older she gets, the worse she is, the more she wants to have a partner
During this period of time, she and Lei Zhenting shared weal and woe together, as if back to the young age, had a kind of care and care for each other.
Lei Zhenting's affection for her is so obvious that everyone sees it in their eyes. Lei lie, LAN Qianyu and yeyan all support them together. It's deceiving to say that there is no heart, but every time I think of poor Shen Sanghai, I can't take that step
"If ice..."
"You don't have to say that again." Leng Ruo Bing interrupts Lei Zhenting and pushes him away decisively. "Zhenting, you've been lonely for more than 20 years. Now you're just over 50. You can find another partner. I believe that with your conditions, there must be many women willing to marry you."
"What are you saying?" Lei Zhenting was worried, "you know what I mean to you. How can I find another woman? I just want to be with you. "
"Impossible." Lengruo ice red eyes, firmly said, "I swore to myself, to mourn for Sanghai, this life is impossible to be together with other men."
"If ice..."
"You don't have to say that again." Leng Ruo Bing doesn't give Lei Zhenting a chance to speak, "Qianyu and xiaoqianxue are still waiting for me to take care of me. I have to go down. We are all very old. Don't let the children watch jokes. Lei lie's plane will arrive soon. You can go out early. I'll ask Zhao Jun to accompany you. "
With that, lengruo ice pushed the door open and ran out
"If ice, I'll wait for you, keep waiting for you..."
Lei Zhenting said in a loud voice behind, Leng Ruo Bing still ran away without looking back. He looked at Leng Ruo Bing's back, and his look became very gloomy. He tried his best to spend the rest of his life with Leng Ruo Bing. Why did she refuse to give him a chance?
He knew that she still thought about Shen Sanghai. After all, Shen Sanghai died for a short time. He could understand and he was willing to wait. But why did she have to be so heartless to him?
He was really sad
**
Leng ruobin was in a mess and didn't want to be found out by others, so she didn't go downstairs directly. Instead, she went back to her room. She felt a little guilty when she thought that she had just said such unfeeling words to Lei Zhenting. However, on second thought, since she decided not to be together, she should be resolute and keep a distance, and don't wait for tangled time to mention separation, which is the most hurtful thing Yes.
Thinking of this, lengruo Bing sighed deeply, raised her eyes and looked at the desk, Shen Sanghai's portrait, tears couldn't help falling down, she picked up Shen Sanghai's portrait, stroked his face, cried and said: "Sanghai, Sanghai, tell me, what should I do?"
Leng Ruo Bing thinks of poor Shen Sanghai. When she was young, she spent half her life in a wheelchair in order to save her from becoming disabled. When she was old, she had to worry about her children. She did not live a few days of peace of mind in her life. Finally, she died in her own daughter's hands. This life, ah, is full of infinite sadness..
In fact, from a different angle, Shen Sanghai's tragic life began when he met her coldly. If he didn't meet her, if he met only an ordinary woman, maybe he would live an ordinary life, and there would be no so many ups and downs, so it would be difficult and would not die so early
Leng Ruo Bing owes him too much..
He is not in now, lengruobing has been unable to make up for him. In order to make his conscience feel better, she can only silently guard his spiritual position until the day of his death..
**
Lei Zhenting had a bad cold. He took some medicine before going out. Zhao Jun accompanied him to the airport. When he got on the bus, he didn't look very well. He asked anxiously, "Mr. Lei, you don't look very well. You can rest at home and let me go."
"I'm fine. Let's go." Lei Zhenting insisted on picking up the plane.
Zhao Jun can't say any more, get on the bus and sit next to him and let his entourage drive.
Lei Zhenting held his forehead with his hand and closed his eyes. He still recalled what Leng Ruo Bing had said just now. He felt a faint pain in his heart and a headache on his head. He thought that it was probably caused by bad spirit
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