"Is it?" William field was a little confused. "I think I think it's very simple. I just want a kind of pure love..."
"Just?" Night flame loses a voice to smile, "often more pure thing, more difficult."
"Why?" William field couldn't understand, "isn't love pure? For example, you and sister Qianyu... "
"You women are just too good." Yeyan sighed helplessly, "I say this may be a bit ugly, but it is a reality. You are born noble, just like SIA, so you have high requirements for love. The purity you pursue is sometimes very nihilistic, which is also very unrealistic."
"Why not realistic?" William field was a little upset. "Isn't your love for sister Qianyu pure? You love her so much, to the bone. We just want to have such a love. "
"You only see the happiness Qianyu has now, but you don't see the suffering she has suffered before." Yeyan looks back on the past, and her eyes are filled with guilt. "When I first met Qianyu, I had someone else in my heart, and even I approached her for another purpose. I did a lot of things to hurt her. Now I think about it, I feel that I was inferior to animals at that time..."
"I've probably heard some of these things from Raleigh." William field whispered, "but I didn't think it was that serious..."
"If we say pure love, then at that time, my feelings for her were too impure. I took her as a thorn in the eye from the beginning. I always embarrassed her and tortured her. Until I fell in love with her unconsciously, I began to change gradually. But because of my domineering and strong personality, she also suffered a lot..."
Speaking of this, yeyan said with a bitter smile, "I feel very guilty when I think about it now, so I just want to love her more and more."
"didn't you think about giving up when you started so complicated?"
William field some do not understand, she and leilie happened these things, she has been unable to stand, has always wanted to give up, she does not understand, blue Qianyu how to insist on..
"To be honest, I gave up on her, but it was the most wrong decision I ever made in my life." Yeyan sighed, "and I give up her because of love, not because I don't love anymore."
"It's too complicated for me to understand." Williamsfield shook her head. She felt a little confused.
"It's normal that you don't understand..." Ye Yan smiles, "because you are so happy. Compared with Qianyu, you live a princess like life. You take yourself as the most important thing. Even in the emotional world, you also put your own feelings first. At the beginning, I said this, not to say that Lei lie is so excellent. He also has many shortcomings. He is not decisive enough and resolute enough to make mistakes and disappoint you. But the problem between you is definitely not one person's, or because you are too young... "
Hearing these words, William field is silent. Yes, a relationship has changed. Most of them are not the fault of one person. In this relationship, she and Lei lie both make mistakes. She has also thought about her own problems
If leilie is not resolute enough, what about her? She also hesitated between him and Austin, which is the reason why Lei lie wavered.
Ye Yan looks at William field's confused appearance and continues to say --
"nothing is absolutely perfect, so is love. Not every relationship is as perfect as in fairy tales. From the beginning to the end, it is so perfect and there is no flaw at all!
That kind of love can't stand the test. Life is life, not fairy tales. We will always encounter difficulties and setbacks like this, and our feelings will inevitably be tested. If we don't know how to persist and persist, we can't go on with anyone for a long time.
That's why a lot of people can't marry their loved ones because they give up too easily. When they get older, they really want to get married and find a similar one to get married. But is this person really better than before? Not necessarily!!
Some people also find an aesthetic reason, what is the wrong time to meet the right person, the right time to meet the wrong person, and the right time to meet the right person, in fact, there is no absolute right or wrong, the absolute is the persistence and persistence of love.
Qianyu and I should have met at the wrong time. At that time, we all felt that each other was the wrong person and should not have appeared in our own life, but we still came to the end, because we really fell in love with each other and insisted on it!
So, in the final analysis, you should ask yourself whether you really still love Lei lie. If so, don't think about it. Any objective conditions are nonsense. Sweep away those messy things and stick to it bravely!
If you don't love, then be decisive and clear about breaking up. You don't have to worry about the past relationship. It's unnecessary! "
"You're right..." "But sometimes, I don't know whether I love him or not. When so many things happen, my heart is numb."
"What happened?" Ye Yan frowned and looked ridiculous, "the one you love is still there, and the one who loves you is also there. You are in good health, and you are not ill. This is already very happy! Yes, you lost a child, but it's not your fault. You can have another child in the future. How many people are more miserable than you? How did they survive? "Williamsfield bowed her head and was silent, but her heart was like a mixture of five flavors, which was hard to say. Yes, there are many miserable people in the world. She is not really unfortunate
"Qianyu has suffered so much damage and suffering that you can't compare with her." Night flame's voice became deep, "but she is always so strong, optimistic, positive, with her weak shoulder to bear the burden of Mount Tai, step by step, hard to go to today! Now, I will not let her suffer a little injustice, I will give her all the love, so that she can feel happy every day, every minute and every second!!! In fact, happiness is very simple, know to pay, understand to satisfy! Happiness is coming
"Thank you..." Why did she suddenly understand the happiness without understanding it?
"Think about it for yourself." Ye Yan's tone became soft, "love and not love are not wrong, muddleheaded is wrong, to separate, to close, to think about the road ahead how good, adhere to, will see the light!"
Thank you William field nodded gratefully.
Yeyan smiles and looks at the scenery outside the window. He thinks of Qianyu and his two children at home. He smiles warmly on his lips. He believes that his life will become more and more wonderful. His happiness with LAN Qianyu is just beginning
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LAN Qianyu was very happy to see williamsfield and held her talking.
Wilhelm fil is also very clever. She makes her new oatmeal and learns to take care of her children with Qiao Qing.
Lei Zhenting woke up on the third day. Leng Ruo Bing cried to tears beside his hospital bed. He wanted to wipe her tears, but his hands were too weak to lift them. Later, he saw her wearing their wedding ring. He was so excited that he took her hand and said incoherently, "if Bing, if Bing, you, you are willing..."
"Mm-hmm." Lengruo Bing kept nodding, tears fell on his face, "I will! I'm willing to stay with you for the rest of my life. No matter where you go, I will follow you and take care of you! "
"Good, good..." Lei Zhenting tightly held the cold hand and kept kissing her finger with a ring. Tears fell down. He became a soldier all his life. Even though he was hurt again, he never cried. But now, he cried in front of everyone. He insisted on the love all his life. Finally, he felt that his life was not in vain..
Even feel, born this disease, in exchange for a true love, good, good!!!
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Yeyan runs in the hospital, home and company. He is too busy to worry, but he still insists on the principle that he must go home to accompany LAN Qianyu and his children before 6:00 every night. Every night, he kisses the forehead of the two children, and then goes back to the ward to sleep with LAN Qianyu. If she has any discomfort in the middle of the night, he will wake up and take care of her.
His gentle and delicate, considerate, everyone saw in the eyes, envy.
Qiao Qing always sighs with LAN Qianyu: "at the beginning, when you and Ye Yan just got together, I was extremely pessimistic. After so many things happened, I always had a grudge against him. Now I think about it, I'm really worried. The best husband in the world is yeyan, and no one can match him! It's so perfect that you can't find fault with it! "
"Ha ha..." LAN Qianyu laughed and joked, "your Zhao Jun is also good."
"Well, he is good." Qiao Qing was a little embarrassed, "by the way, Qianyu, there is something I want to share with you first!"
"What's the matter?" LAN Qianyu asked curiously.
"This..." Qiao Qing bit his lower lip and whispered, "Zhao Jun proposed to me!"
Blue thousand feather was stunned. After a long time, he calmed down and cried out: "really?? That's great. "
"Congratulations, Qiao Qing!" William field is also happy for Qiao Qing.
"I'm sorry." Qiao Qing blushed with shyness, "I didn't want to say it so early. I saw Qianyu worried about the matter of Lei chief every day, and said it to make her happy."
"You fool, I'm not happy if you don't tell me." LAN Qianyu was a little excited. "When are you going to get married? Is the date fixed? "
"He wants to get married on my birthday. It's more than two months away. It's early." Qiao Qing said shyly, "I thought about it. At that time, you were out of the month, and your body was stable. Chief Lei's condition should also be stable. It's early summer. I like the season, Qianyu. What do you think?"
"I think it's good, it's good!" Blue thousand feather is very happy, "I will tell night flame, let him arrange for you."
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