Chapter 77

I can obviously notice that when I said the words "agree to continue the operation", the doctor's eyes showed a look of consternation. Probably in his opinion, if you think more about your relatives, you should refuse the operation and spend the rest of the time with your family.

Maybe my way of thinking is different from ordinary people! I thought to myself.

The decision-making power is in the hands of the patient's family members. At most, they are doctors who make some suggestions for our reference. They have no right to interfere in my decision. Although he is really strange about my decision, he only stops at being strange. Soon he recovers and nods to me.

"I don't have the right to interfere in your decision, but for the sake of the hospital, I think it's necessary to talk nonsense again. The choice is made by your patient's family members, so the consequences have nothing to do with the hospital. Your patient's family members are fully responsible for it. Do you agree?"

After listening to the doctor's words, I hesitated for a while. In this short period of hesitation, my mother's nostalgic eyes reappeared in my mind. In a moment, I was firm again.

"I agree." I said firmly.

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Of course, it is impossible for my mother to know what I do to help her make decisions in private, but I said yesterday that I would go to help her go through the discharge procedures. If I stay in the hospital for too long, even the most stupid people can see that there is something fishy in it.

So I made up an excuse to prescribe medicine. I said that there were several kinds of medicinal materials in the hospital, and the indispensable medicinal materials that can suppress the source of disease were also in it. So I had to stay in the hospital for the time being, instead of using drops, and wait until the medicinal materials were bought.

Mother is not suspicious, she said with a smile, just wait, anyway, as long as I accompany her, it's the same everywhere.

At that time, I didn't find the bright light in my mother's eyes.

She had already seen my purpose clearly, she knew, but she didn't pierce it, because she respected me, because I was her daughter.

During this period, I didn't go to work. With Tang Tianqi's support, I didn't even go home. So I moved a pillow to sleep in the same bed with my mother.

In the morning, she sat next to her mother and took her mother for a walk on the big lawn behind the hospital after she finished the drip. Although there was little room for activity, my mother and I felt happy from the bottom of our hearts. After all, we didn't know how long we hadn't had such a leisurely walk together.

A plain lawn, we can happily walk for several hours, even walk to the lunch time, every time at this time, my mother will always pull me to the dining hall.

After lunch, we would move a chair and walk to the opposite side of a big willow tree, where we would bask in the sun and chat lazily with a group of people.

In the evening, Tang Tianqi would rush to the hospital after work to accompany my mother and me.

These days of life, very calm, and in the calm, but also revealed a little bit of good, which let us forget some discharge things, and even here, as a sense of home.

But no matter how beautiful life is, it can't cover up the fact that the day of mother's operation is getting closer and closer.

Time is like the wheel of history. Manpower can't stop it rolling. Finally, after the eighth day, the hospital finally made all the preparations for the operation.

When I was told that I could have an operation, I still hesitated about how to explain this to my mother. But when I walked into my mother's ward with a bumpy mood, I saw her kind smile.

She looked at me with a smile, which was pure without any emotion except warmth.

"It's going to be an operation, isn't it?"

When I heard my mother's words, I knew it. My mother always knew it. She pretended to be confused, but she didn't want to expose me.

Thinking of this, I went to my mother with tears in my eyes and hugged her tightly.

"Mom, I'm sorry, I'm sorry..."

I kept apologizing to my mother with tears in my eyes, but my mother was not angry. Instead, she patted my head and comforted me.

"Silly boy, why do you apologize! Mom knows you're thinking about me. Mom won't blame you! "

I didn't explain, mother already knew, and didn't blame me, so the matter is simple, I sent my mother to the door of the operating room, before entering, I summoned up the courage to say to my mother.

"Mom, you're going to get better! Don't give up hope, come on

Hearing what I said, my mother turned around and gave me a smile, saying something that almost made me cry.

"Yes, for the sake of our family, I have to get better as soon as possible, don't I?"

When I sent my mother to the operating room, I was anxiously waiting for the result at the door of the operating room.

Tang Tianqi knew that today was the day of his mother's operation, so he deliberately put off all the itineraries today. Shortly after the operation, he came to the hospital to wait with me.

As time goes by, I sit anxiously in my chair, feeling like a year goes by.

I don't know how long I spent in this torment. Finally, the door of the operating room was opened, and the first person who came out was the doctor in charge of my mother.

"Doctor, doctor, what's the matter with my mother?" Just like when I came to the hospital a few days ago to ask the doctor about my mother's condition, I once again anxiously stopped in front of the doctor and asked urgently.

The doctor pulled down his mask. His face, stiff with tension, could not see the slightest emotion. He waved to us.

"Follow me first."

But I didn't listen to him. I went to the dark ward and tried to sneak in to see what happened to my mother. But I didn't succeed. Instead, I was stopped by a nurse who came out face to face.

"The patient is too weak to be disturbed." The nurse emphasized word by word.

"Don't worry. Let's go with the doctor and see what he wants to say." Tang Tianqi also came up, took my hand and comforted me.

I looked up in the ward again, until the last nurse closed the door and could not see the situation inside. Then I hung my head and was dragged by Tang Tianqi to leave with the doctor's steps.

Perhaps considering my anxiety, the doctor didn't show off. As soon as he entered his office, he turned to us and said.

"How to say, the tumor removal operation in the patient's body is very successful. It can be said that, madam, you are very successful in this gamble."

I didn't listen to all the doctor's words. I only heard the word "success" clearly. But when I raised my head and didn't have time to show a look of joy, I saw the doctor's strange face.

I felt a sudden foreboding.

I dare not speak, so I stare at the doctor, for fear that some bad news will come out of his mouth.

But what should come will always come, just like the ominous premonition in my heart, the doctor's next words made me feel a whirl of heaven.

"But the patient's condition has not improved as a result." With that, the doctor took out a report from the folder under his arm and pointed to one of the data above.

"After our careful examination, we finally found the real source of the disease. The reason is that the patient's lungs have suffered from erosion, and now there are even signs of decay!"

Hearing this, I once again fell powerlessly in Tang Tianqi's arms, chest pain.

"Why, why, why on earth, my mother didn't do anything wrong, why on earth..." I murmured in confusion, looking forward with empty eyes.

Compared with my depression, Tang Tianqi seems to be more calm. He ponders for a while, then shows a look of sudden realization, lowers his head and says to me.

"I know. I know why my mother got this disease!"

"Why?" I asked feebly, not that I don't want to know the cause of my mother's illness, but even if I know, I can't go back to heaven.

"It's Lin Li and Li Tao

Although I am very lost now, my brain is not so chaotic that I can't think. When Tang Tianqi reminds me, I instantly think of the fragrance that Lin Li used to put in her mother's ward!

I'm biting my teeth, my eyes show the light of resentment, I admit, from my birth to now, I didn't like this moment, so want to pick her skin, pull her tendons, break her into pieces!!!

But even if I want to take revenge on Lin Li now, I can't take revenge anymore. She and Li Tao have been sent to prison by Tang Tianqi and will never see the day.

"It's really cheap for them!" I quietly clenched my fist and said reluctantly.

When Tang Tianqi and I were talking, the doctor was listening all the time. After we finished speaking, the doctor pondered for a while, and then continued to speak.

"I don't care what the patient got sick for. I'm only responsible for my patients. In order to fulfill my responsibility, I decided to tell you the truth, but before that..." the doctor made a deliberate pause and turned his eyes on me. The meaning in his eyes was very clear, that is, to be prepared psychologically.

Maybe I have become a little numb after being hit one after another. I barely built up my psychological preparation and nodded.

"Doctor, just tell me what my mother is like now."