"Weiran, the child is gone..."
Originally, I was pressed in the bottom of my heart, because Tang Tianqi's words seemed to find a vent. The calm on my face was no longer, and sadness was like a torrent. In an instant, it destroyed the soul dam I had built, surging out.
"The child is gone... The child is gone..." I repeated Tang Tianqi's words nervously. I looked at Tang Tianqi's face with empty eyes. The whole person was like a talking body without any anger.
Tang Tianqi looked at me from the bottom of his eyes and felt pain in his heart. His other hand passed through my armpit near the window, holding my head in his arms with two hands. He hung his face down and said painfully.
"Weiran, you don't want to be like this. Can you cheer up?"
I can hear Tang Tianqi's words, and I know that he is comforting me, but at this time, my heart is dead. I can't listen to any comforting words, just repeat them.
"The child is gone... The child is gone..."
"I'm heartbroken when the child is gone. We are the same. I can understand your feelings, but do you know that the reason why you can still lie here and talk to me now is because the child saved you!"
Tang Tianqi see how to comfort me have no effect, so his tone began to be a little excited.
"I still remember that when the doctor told me that the child was no longer saved, even the mother would be in danger if it dragged on, and had to make a choice, do you know how much my heart was suffering? "Ah?"
"Do you think I'm not as sad as you without my child? wrong! absolutely wrong! Anyway, he is also the first child of Tang Tianqi
"And the decision was made by me and the name was signed by me. In a sense, I am the murderer of the child! Don't you think I'm uncomfortable here? "
With that, Tang Tianqi thumped his chest and felt like he hated himself.
Seeing this, I finally couldn't help it. Instead of stifling my face and crying silently, I rushed to Tang Tianqi's arms and began to cry.
Seeing that I finally cried, Tang Tianqi sighed, stretched out a hand and patted me on the back.
"Cry, cry, cry out, it will be better."
I cried for a long time, until I cried my eyes red like a rabbit's eyes, I was willing to stop. After crying, I felt tired all over. Finally, I couldn't help but lie in Tang Tianqi's arms and close my eyes.
When I woke up again, my mood was not as depressed as it was at the beginning. I began to try to accept this fact, face it and accept it.
As Tang Tianqi said, my life can be said to be saved by my child. He saved me with his young life. If I still abandon myself, it will really live up to the child's sacrifice.
Not long after I woke up, Tang Tianqi came in from the door. He had a wet towel in his hand. I could see that he had been taking good care of me all the time, which made my heart feel warm.
After Tang Tianqi came in, he found that I was awake, so he came to me and wiped my face with the wet towel in his hand. His eyes were so gentle that he asked.
"Better?"
"Well." I bit my lip and nodded. My voice was no longer as hoarse as it was at the beginning.
"It's better to look at your loveless appearance. Even I feel sad." After helping me clean my face, Tang Tianqi touched my haggard face and said.
Feeling Tang Tianqi's deep concern for me, I couldn't help crying out. Although my body is still very weak, I still hold up strongly, hugged Tang Tianqi and sobbed in his arms.
"What's the matter? Wasn't it all right just now? " Tang Tianqi also put his hand around me and touched my head pitifully.
"No, nothing. I just want to cry."
I didn't tell the truth, not that I didn't want to, but that I didn't dare, because at this moment, I suddenly felt that Tang Tianqi was the only one in the world who could give me warmth. Because of this idea, I was more and more afraid of losing Tang Tianqi.
After lying in Tang Tianqi's arms and crying for a little longer, my face finally recovered. Seeing this, Tang Tianqi couldn't help laughing.
"It seems that there will be something sad in the future. Just cry." Then he stood up and said to himself, "you've been sleeping for several days without eating or drinking. Wait a minute. I'll ask the doctor to see if you can take something to make up your body."
With that, Tang Tianqi walked out of the ward directly. I looked at Tang Tianqi's back and wiped away the tears from his eyes with the back of my hand. In the repeated attacks, I rarely showed a smile.
"It's nice to have you here."
Tang Tianqi came back soon after he went out. When he came back, he brought me a glass of milk. He said that the doctor said that I had just woken up. Now I am very weak. It's better to drink some milk first.
I wanted to drink by myself, but Tang Tianqi insisted on feeding me, and I didn't refuse. I was half lying on the bed and was fed and drank by Tang Tianqi.
After feeding me the milk, Tang Tianqi wanted to talk with me, but I caught the tired color between his eyebrows. It must be that after he finished his work every day, he immediately came here to accompany me. He didn't have enough rest.
Think of here, I am somewhat distressed, so I refused Tang Tianqi to continue to accompany me here.
"Go to work first! Don't let me delay anything in the company. "
At the beginning, Tang Tianqi didn't agree with me and insisted on staying with me. Until I said that I was tired and wanted to sleep, even if you wanted to accompany me, you could only accompany me sleeping. Tang Tianqi nodded.
"Well, I won't disturb your rest. I'll go back to the company first and see you in the evening."
I really want to say that you don't have to come at night, just go home and have a good rest. But on second thought, if I can't see Tang Tianqi in a second, I will be very flustered, let alone for such a long time.
So originally to the mouth refused, spit out when I was eating only a word.
Tang Tianqi left, leaving me to rest in the hospital bed alone. At night, as he said, he appeared in my ward just after work.
In the next few days, Tang Tianqi took good care of me, and my weakness was gradually expelled under Tang Tianqi's care.
I began to get better day by day. What I recovered was not only the injury I caused in the car accident, but also the trauma of my soul.
At the beginning, Tang Tianqi saw that my mood was unstable, so he didn't tell me the reason why I was hurt like this. Now Tang Tianqi saw that my mood was more stable, so he began to tell me the truth.
On the day of Qingming Festival, the taxi I took was waiting for the traffic lights at the intersection, but I didn't know where a retrograde vehicle came out and hit a large truck, which led to the leakage of the truck's fuel tank. This was the magic spark I just saw.
As a result, a series of chain reactions were naturally caused by the explosion of large truck fuel tank. All kinds of car crashes and rear end collisions occurred on the road. When the last car saw that it was not good enough to brake, it slammed the steering wheel towards us. Of course, in the end, he failed to stop the car and hit us. That's why I felt the shock of the car.
But this kind of thing is not over, after this car, there are several cars towards us, and finally directly led to my coma.
When I heard this, I didn't hate those people who hit our car. After all, they didn't mean it. What I hate most is the person in the retrograde lane.
"Have you caught the culprit?" I asked, gnashing my teeth.
"Got it." Tang Tianqi nodded: "but what he caught was just a corpse, which can be regarded as retribution. According to the police measurement, the alcohol content in the driver's body is too much, which obviously belongs to drunk driving."
After listening to Tang Tianqi's words, although I hate the originator of this incident, he is dead after all. Even if he wants revenge, he can't find anyone.
Finally, I couldn't figure out how to vent my negative emotions, so I had to bite my teeth and squeeze out four words.
"You deserve to die!"
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The next day, it's very simple. It's nothing more than lying on the hospital bed to recuperate. Occasionally, I get up for a walk and exercise my muscles. It's not that I want to be lazy and not work, but that Tang Tianqi doesn't let me go. Every time I tell him that I'm ready to go to work, Tang Tianqi always keeps a straight face.
"Your current physical condition has not completely recovered. You need to rest for another two days. The company is not in a hurry. Anyway, I'm the president. I'll grant you leave as long as I want. Besides, the workload is very relaxed recently. I'm busy all by myself."
When I heard Tang Tianqi's words, my heart was warm, and I felt more and more dependent on him. Sometimes, I even had the impulse to entrust my life.
But impulse is impulse, I think at most, I don't have the courage to speak.
And on this day, another thing that almost broke me down happened.
That night, I sat on the bed as scheduled, waiting for Tang Tianqi's arrival, but I waited for him for a long time without waiting for him. According to reason, he had already arrived at this time.
I can't help but worry, so I took out my mobile phone, ready to make a phone call to ask him if there was any important delay, but when I took out my mobile phone, Ding Dong, a text message just fell into my eyes.